So, the majority are with me that Jasper has every right to be pissed and then some say that Bella AND Jasper deserve to be pissed!

Also... I will be making a video and posting it on Youtube sometime soon. I will post the link... It will be a Bella/Jasper video that goes with this story! It's a new thing I'm trying. :)

Onward... to PPOV!

PPOV:

I watched as Jasper stormed out the front door. I rounded up to Bella and jerked her over to the sofa and made her sit. I wasn't one for violence against women or anything, and I wasn't going to hit her, but dammit! I really wanted to!

"You listen good, Isabella. That man you just chased out of here is your husband and your mate. I will take full responsibility for whatever hell you both have gone through without the other, but don't you dare take it out on that man!"

She gives me a shitty glare and I dish one back at her. I've babied her long enough and it was time for her to get a dose of reality. "Don't give me those looks, Isabella, and I mean it! That man loves you more than life itself and none of this is his fault!"

"No shit! It's your fault! If you would've just told me where he was, or hell, told him that I was alive then none of this shit would be happening." She got quiet and venom pooled in her eyes. "Don't you love me, Peter?"

I pulled her into a hug and sighed. She just didn't know how fiercely loyal I was and always will be to Jasper. "Bella, I do love you. But, you have to understand that the life that Jasper had as a vampire starting out is what turned him against the idea of you joining us."

Before the change...

"Promise me something, Peter." I nod for him to go on. "If something happens to me, make sure Bella is taken care of. I don't want her to suffer. Only tell her the good things about me, even if they're few and far between." I look at him and shake my head.

"Ain't nothin' gonna' happen to you, Major. Don't you worry about that."

Maria's army...

She had brought in more newborns. I don't know where she's getting these people, but most of them don't look any older than 15. I shake my head. We'd only been here for maybe a couple of weeks and Jasper kept getting the idea to run in his head.

We couldn't even get within a few feet of a human without wanting to drain them, so how were we going to get back to our girls without killing them? I could see that it would end badly for them and then we would just have to jump into a fire to kill ourselves, because we physically couldn't live without our mates. I discovered that Charlotte and Bella were our mates when Jasper and I had a long discussion one night (since we couldn't fucking sleep) and since they were the only things we could think of, and it felt like a gaping whole was in our chests, that's the conclusion we came to.

Jasper and I started feeding off of animals everyday instead of taking the lives of humans. It was tough, the blood wasn't nearly as satisfying as a human's blood, but it would be better than chancing killing one of our girls. In the meantime, however, Maria was doing her best to manipulate Jasper into training her newborn army and had him killing off those who didn't meet her specifications. People who didn't ask to be brought into this world, just tossed away like trash.

We managed to escape one night when we were on patrol. We never looked back.

That night when Jasper watched Bella sobbing through her window, well, that broke something inside of him. He hated that she hurt. He somehow felt that Maria being a bitch was somehow his fault that he couldn't be sitting and holding her then and there.

While other guys from our unit were coming through town, Bella and Charlotte were left to grieve.

Present Day...

"You need to go to him, Bella. You fix this. I'm tired of playing middle man and getting the shitty end of the deal. You're both grown ass people, act like it." I told her as I started to get up and storm out, ready to go back to Charlotte.

"I have no idea what to say to him." She admits. "I'm scared. What if, what if he doesn't want to hear what I have to say?"

I turn and look at her. "Sugar, he's been waiting to hear your voice for over a hundred years. As long as it's not you treating him like shit for something he had no control over, then I think he'd hear you out."

BPOV:

He was right. I was a total bitch to Jasper. And, while I want to blame Peter for not being completely honest, I could see where he was coming from. He did the best that he could with what he was given. I couldn't fault him.

After hearing about what that bitch Maria did to them, torturing them and making them kill innocent people, I could see why he didn't want me to have this life. He didn't know that not every existence is spent like his was, for that short time.

I ran as fast as I could, toward his scent. He smelled like apple pie. That would be the best way to describe it. I had found him in a clearing about 20 miles away from my house, kicking boulders and uprooting what little trees were in his path.

He must have heard me, because his head snapped up to meet me. His nostrils flared and I had no idea what to say to him. The only things I knew about him were what Peter had told me. I still had no real recollection of him except for his scent and that's all However, I felt like I loved him and needed him.

"Bella." He said with a curt nod.

I get closer to him. "I wanted to apologize. I was in the wrong for going off on you back there. Forgive me, but I really don't know you, except from what Peter said, and it's a little off-putting to be thrown into this situation. Granted, I came looking for you, or at least the idea of you, and low and behold, here you are. I apologized to Peter, also. I realize that he was just doing the best he could, given the situation."

He was immediately standing in front of me. He put his forehead to mine and I gasped. The hum that went through my body was thrilling and scary at the same time. "I know you don't remember me now, but I promise you that you will love me with everything you have. You did before and you will do it again. You are my reason for existence."

I raised back and searched his eyes. He continued. "I decided that I would not live my life in vain. That you wouldn't have wanted me to just give up. I saw you the night you got the letter saying that I had gone missing. You were crushed." His sweet breath washed over my face.

I felt myself being lured in by him; unintentionally. All he was doing was talking to me. Peter had told me about his gift, but I didn't feel manipulated.

"I don't know how to feel." I admitted, my eyes closed and my breathing shaky. He raised his hand to my heart and whispered, "Amazing." Before I knew what was going on, his lips were on mine and I was completely blissed out.

So... I probably won't make Peter leave yet, because everybody will still have questions, including Bella. He's been the only family she's ever known.

Also, I managed to make that video... go check it out... tell me what you think!

You will obviously find it to have things not yet discussed, but hopefully it will only make you want to read more! (rubs hands evilly)

http:/www .youtube .com/watch?v=0ZBSKLNOVFU