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And why should we trust you? You could be a demon for all we know." Dean said in his ever so "manly" voice. (It's more like he is trying to act tough but really he is hiding from his feelings. )
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There are several things that could have happened when Sam and Dean began talking about how to get Castiel out from Luficer's grasp. But it ended up alright.
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"No one hurts my brother. No one. Dean Wincester is no exception. And the way he had talked to him. That tone of voice can result in bad memories resurfacing. " Justin thought to himself as he stole a glance toward his brother. "He's wearing the mask. The mask that I have seen countless times when he tries to hide his feelings and emotion from people. Even though inside he wants to break down and lose it. And just let everything out. I know that he is stubborn but there are some things that he still feels iffy about doing. One of them is talking about the horrible times that my brother had to go through and showing his emotions. He may not believe it but my Zemah needs me. Just like I need him. Even though sometimes I listen to the voices which whisper all the things that I used to believe. I don't anymore. But sometimes they sneak up on me and make me listen to sometimes they whisper things to me that I can almost believe that they are true. " Justin continues to think as he crosses his arms across his chest and tries to hide his burning rage toward Dean for talking to his Zemah in that way.
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"I hope that Justin can't see that my mask is up. Although he probably already knows, knowing him. Inner sighs. Serves me right since I can't do anything right. Since I worth shit. Why am I even here? It's not like I can do anything to help people. I usually end up hurting them in the worst way possible. I try but sometimes I just stop caring, cause it's not like they really care. But it's not like they really want to listen to me talk about how much my life sucks. I know that there are people who have experienced worse than I have. And if they can't get help, why should I? Why should I even be here? It isn't fair that I have a life and I am not living it. And yet there are people who have died who would have loved to have one chance to live life. Oh how I wish I could give it to them. How I wish that I would just disappear. But I can't do that right. Have you ever thought that maybe that your heart knew that many people would love to help you and would beg to keep you here? Have you ever thought of that? There is still much that you need to know. Still much that you have yet to see and experience. The mind can play tricks on you and sometimes you just have to know the truth about yourself and how much you have effected people's life. Like your brothers'. Have you ever thought where he would be without you?" Elliot thinks sneaking a slight glance toward his brother and shyly looks away. "Curse you, you damn voice of reason."
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Sam ponders about how to broach the force of action that will allow them to save Cas before he gets more hurt than he already is. "Hang in there Cas. We're coming for you." A thought pierces Sam's frontal lobe. "Of course! All we need is the blueprints of the house to see how it is set out then Dean and I can rescue Cas."
"Do you know the blueprints of the house?" Sam asks Elliot.
Elliot shakes his head no. "I'm sorry. I only know where he is being held and even that is limited."
"Drats. I could have sworn that I had it."
Dean asks "Anyone got any ideas. If not then I'm driving to the house and just barging it."
"You can't just barge in and expect Lucifer to turn Castiel over. He's expecting you to do that. " Elliot states.
"He does have a point."
"But then how do you sussope we do it ?" Dean says with a slight bit of attitude.
"I sussope you don't."
"We can't just leave him there." I hear myself say.
"I know because he is like your brother. "
"But you just said-" I began.
"You need a diversion and you have one."
"Like Hell we do." Dean says.
"No, he's right. They are the diversion and then we the ones that will save Cas." I hear myself say.
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" I don't trust them. One of the brothers is fine, Justin I think his name was. While Elliot, he has this air about him. And the fact that he knew our names and knew where Cas was. It's something a demon would do. Why are we even trusting them? They could be demons posing as a nice person. Like what normally happens intentionally or not. Like what happened with April, Ruby, and Jenna. "Dean thought to himself as he bore a whole through Elliot.
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"Why is Dean watching me? I thought that we had proved to them that we weren't going to hurt them. That we aren't demons. But then again they never tossed holy water on us, so perhaps Dean is just being watchful. Trying to protect Sammy from afar. Like he has for a while."
"Does everyone know the plan?" Sam asks.
Everyone nods. I really didn't know the plan but I looked over at my brother and looked like he knew.