AN: I did this because I haven't written SLight in a while so I wanted to test myself. Can I still capture teh tension?
Mmhm. You tell me. ^^
Yusnaan. (Onesided? Snow/Lightning)
She would've hated this place with a passion if she were capable.
What possessed someone to create a city dedicated to reveling in the fact that they were all doomed to vanish, a fate worse than death now that Etro, and the delicate balance she controlled, was gone?
Oh, wait. She knew.
Massive amounts of Chaos slowly sapping away the beloved Patron's mind and soul; his very essence, the things that made him Snow Villiers, had been lost.
Or... Had he always been that way and she never bothered to notice? Maybe this was his true self, perhaps he hadn't been consumed by Chaos. Maybe now that he was alone, he no longer had to keep the appearance of a "hero" up and he could be himself.
She shook her head and slapped her cheeks, looking rather out of place on the bench she had decided to use as a place to formulate a plan to save him from himself. That was foolish to think. There was no way in hell that Snow could ever be as pessimistic as her on the inside. He was a hardheaded idiot who lived life to the fullest.
The City of Revelry around her proved that.
This was his grand vision, a place for all to live out their days without worry or care.
Except for the Patron himself. From her perspective, this was a glittering, golden cage, made to keep his madness in.
And that is what she hated more than anything, more than the scantly clad women with rather... envious chest sizes, more than the constant noise, more than the blinding light that obstructed her view of the stars or lack of responsibly felt by everyone.
It was the feeling that he was somewhere out of her reach, where she could look but never touch, never own, never hold and tell him that she would make things better...
Just like always.
Her emotions were dormant in her chest, refusing to stir, but she could tell that frustration and something else would've been rising to the surface in the old Lightning.
She wanted to march into his palace, find him in whatever corner he was sulking in and punch him until the real Snow Villiers was in front of her, boasting in that egotistical, overly dramatic and annoyingly endearing way he did.
But, staring at her hands, tightly bound in leather and metal, she knew that was impossible.
She wasn't Serah. She wasn't the one he'd come back for. She wasn't the one he had morned for centuries.
She wasn't the one he cared for.
She could still taste the putrid bitterness in her mouth at that statement, that knowledge that had been with her for as long as she had known him.
She was the one who threatened to destroy him on many occasions, now and in the past. She was dangerous, uncontrollable electricity that flashed in the sky, reducing everything she touched to ash. Her very name was a testament to that fact.
Lightning.
She was an emotional voyeur, always watching and wanting but never allowed to interact.
Lightning curled her fingers one by one until they became a tight fist, shivering with the tension she felt deep within her memories.
She wanted... She wanted...!
The woman sighed, her hands going slack.
She didn't know what she wanted. Each choice she made would lead to heartbreak.
Which could she take? Her own or her sister's?
Her lack of an answer had her searching for stars on that bench for the longest time, waiting, wishing that one would reveal itself to her.
So... That happened.
XD, I have no idea where this came from, I was just watching someone play through Yusnaan this morning and I was like, "I NEED TO WRITE A ONESHOT RIGHT NOW."
And then this disjointed baby came out of my mind hole. Yay. -_- I'm gonna try to do better next time.
Fanfiction edit: Hey guys! It's Crimson Blitz! Changed my username! Nope, I didn't die, I just couldn't bear not being lazy. So I'm gonna do something a bit different from now on! This book will be dedicated to SLight, which is why its forces of nature now and I'll be making a new one for other pairings, since I'm completely idiotic and keep forgetting about that Hope/Vanille Fic I said I'd do...
Ah-haha... Sorry... Also, I'm switching it up so certain chapters will come first.
Now, onto the comments!
First, hot damn, thanks for all the love! Like, I didn't expect for this to get so popular...
I'm gonna start again with Strechy!
Yeah... Heheh... I don't even know what I was writing to be honest... -_-; I was just throwing stuff together...
Guest!
Um... Damn. Really?
Desiree!
I might in my new book, if you give me some more details, I'll try my best... To not make her like Lightning. ^^
Guest #2!
Hehe. :3 thanks, friend!
Cocoon02!
We all laughed. No shame. :3
Also, I'm not sure! I started trying out a new style, that totally isn't stolen from yours, and just posted that.
So, not stolen. ^^;
Bree!
Yeah, no. It's fine! Really! I know that my old style was really... Eh...
This was actually an AU, but I was too lazy to explain it... -_- sorry...
And I'll still be posting here, since people on Wattpad don't appreciate good SLight fics. *shakes head sadly*
Wattpad is just a free site where you can post any kind of story with covers, yay!, and has an app where you can post from your phone or device. I like it because I can updates quicker and talk to my friends seamlessly. The layout is better but the fanfiction section is kinda crap...
And finally, Brenda293!
030 your comments are so nice!
So, comment one, same here. Comment two, true as can be, but this was my phase of, where do I want this to go?
Comment three, that's like the third person who pointed out that... Ugh... I need practice.
Comment four, dawwww! You're so nice! And it's fine, your English is better than mine... .-.
Comment five, I will! Thank you all so much for your support! I love you all so much! :3
If I missed any, I'm sorry! I'll check again and redo it next chapter! Love ya!