Author: Hey guys, I'd like to say I am sorry for taking so long, the truth is that I writ on my native language (Portuguese) and after it translate to English and that takes a lot of time, do don't worry, I don't gave up on it, I was just a little bit busy whit come stuff. I hope you all enjoy it. Xoxo.

-If I say yes… - Almost instantly saw a smile born in the corners of his mouth, and it annoyed me, pretty much, not only because he don't deserve that kind of happiness, but also by the memory from the hours witch passed smiling only for the psychotic pleasure of that maniac. – I said ''IF'',asshole.

-It means that I deserve to be considerate by Jessica Jones. – His smile get bigger, so as my will of killing him.

-If, I say yes, it is going to be done on my way, you won't touch me, you won't to try anything that I don't allow you to do, and if this ''super-hero'' thing don't work I am out! Get a ticket for anywhere and you won't even dream in follow me, do you get it?

-Is over, Jessica? – Shrugged. – Because I do not intend to do anything to you, I already said it; I want you to take your own decision. I'll not compel you to do anything, and as a prove of my good faith I was having a conversation with the prosecution of Hope's Schlottman judgment.

-You what?

-I only went to the district Attorney and, gently, suggested that she was innocent, he accepted, I can be really persuasive when I want to. They declared Hope's innocence and absolved her of at all whit the sincerest apologies for state misunderstanding. – I don't know how much my eyes widened, but judging by kilgrave's shameless smile I have a hint. – Did you see? I can be good too.

''Never''

I thought. Hope Schlottman will never forgive me, she will never ever forgive me for let he save her, I promised for her that I will take her out of there, and failed, again, I failed. It is not something in my goddamn head, when her discovery who was she's ''savior'' she'll want to comeback jail in two seconds, it is unbearable enough had killed the own parents because of me, but let her ''own'' something to Zebediah Kilgrave…. Hope Schlottman will hate me for the rest of her life if she discovery it.

-Jessica, is everything alright? – ''All right'', for how long I hated those words? For how long they become only words for me? From all the people on this goddamn world, from all the crazy ones, from all the ''gifted'', from all the psychopaths, sociopaths or anything that this man like to be called, from all of them, why this pesky have to ''feel'' something for me? Why not an ordinary stupid European? I could handle no problem whit an ordinary stupid psychopath. An extreme and better angry took my body. I wouldn't stay a second listening that irritant full of accent English.

I pushed him, upped stairs and hit bedroom's door. I leaned against the wood painted in white that in the past resisted patiently all my riots. Hided my face whit my hands and screamed:

''fuck!''

A once while in a bar heard from an ordinary man: ''Everyone who really want to change deserve a second chance to do it. Even if this one being your best friend, still this one being your worst enemy. If humans don't believe it anymore what is the sense on have jails?'', I remember of saying something about how that was the worst sung in the world. I think he was a philosophy teacher

Yes, I believe in second chances, because I needed them many times, because many times grant them, but how do this if everything around seams dirty? If he was willing to go back to being the boy in the video, if he was willing to go back to being Kevin, and give up on being the man with the most ridiculous name who ever existed would I forgive him no looking back?

Rocked my head in negation. No, that British will never again be what it was, Kevin is dead in an ordinary European lab, just like my old life is dead, I could never go back living whit Trish, I never will be ''Jessie'' that had the clean conscience, because Jessie is dead, she died whit Luke's wife on that fatidic night.

Now I'm Jessica Jones, Jessica Jones who tried, Jessica Jones who fought and fight against de devil trying to do damn thing right, Jessica Jones who drink too much, Jessica Jones who will never give up. Yes, this is it, even whit all the risks and throwing away my life, that of ''teach god to bad'' will be worth, cause when I'm older and wrinkled I'll see that the world is a better place, and I'll know that helped a lot on it. However, if this ''duo'' thing would happen I will have to do my part, and don't end whit the race of that miserable snob, even if every single cell of my body beg for it.

Heard for knocks in the door.

-Jessica, open the door. – Kept my silence, I still have time to change my mind; I still give up of all that hell, jump throw the window and leave, the world will be there still, right on my reach.

-Jessica. Could you open the door? – He knocked the door again. But I can't, if I just runaway it wouldn't be me, it will be someone else, but not Jessica Jones, because I don't runaway, I face the world, even in my worst days that is what I do. Running away would only put me one step closer of being what he is.

Took a deep breath and turned the door handle, the only boundary witch separated me from the outside world, saw the expression stupefied on Kilgrave's face, apparently my agreement of his order was an huge surprise for the man.

-I am in. – He gave an enormous smile. – You know my conditions, and now I'd like to add one more on our deal. – He rose an eyebrow.

-Speak.

-I'm going to take Hope, alone, put her in a plane to France if necessary is, and you will never ever touch strand of her hair, was I clear?

-Like water.

-Good.

-Don't worry darling, why would I want touch her when I have everything I want right here? – Turned my eyes.

-Stop saying this kind of shit, that's not gonna happen. – Said pushing him out of my way. – I'm dying with hunger.

-I will order Alva and Lorenzo to do the food.

-For you only. I am gonna ask for a pizza. – Said downing the stairs. If that is hell, I am going to use my deal to dethrone the devil.