Alrighty, the rating's changed now. Tee hee hee.. I didn't think it would but I guess my Japril loving heart hasn't gotten enough sex scenes of late so my imagination went into overdrive. Anyhoo, super nervous so let me know what you all think!

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Jackson's lips crushed April's before his brain could stop him. His hand tangled in her hair and his tongue met hers as an unforeseen cloud of desire flooded through him. There was still a part of his head, trying to reason with him. Stop this, Step back, Walk away. But hearing April groan, all the logic was out the window and he let his body take over. He slammed the door shut with his right hand while pushing April up against it with his left, lips not leaving hers.

April lost all semblance of self when she felt his lips against hers after God knows how many months. His tongue fused with hers, his hands on her body, in her hair; it all just felt like home and she didn't have it herself to stop it even if it might end up complicating things further. Her hands went to the sides of his face, pulling him in further as she felt herself trapped between the door and his body, she needed him closer. As she went to take off his jacket, she felt herself being pulled up as Jackson lifted her off her feet, taking her inside. This is really happening.

He felt his jacket drop somewhere in the corridor and she pulled away for air, kissing him down his neck. He closed his eyes and swallowed, trying desperately to clear his head and failing. He walked towards the kitchen counter and sat her down on one of the bar stools, capturing her lips once again. I love her. I want her. I need her. That's all he could think as his hand slipped under her dress, caressing her thighs. Her slight gasp made him groan. Her reaction to him, her sensitivity to his touch had always been a turn on and that hadn't changed. His hands slowly moved upwards, feeling as much of her as he could, giving her all the time to slap his hand (and him) away. But she didn't. Her hands were all over his face and his body, pulling him closer. April pulled away and gasped as she felt his hand touch her, breathing heavily. His hand reached the top of her underwear and he looked at her, finally making eye contact. She looked up at him, eyes hooded in desire and all the air went straight out of his lungs. She looked so beautiful, so sexy that he couldn't help but want her. He played with the waistband of her underwear, all the while keeping eye contact, silently asking for permission.

She lifted herself up slightly, arms on his shoulder, giving him the go ahead as he slowly pulled her panties down her legs, throwing it across the room. His fingers quickly found her center and she felt jolts of electricity pass through her as she felt the only person who had ever seen all of her, touched all of her. His fingers teased her mercilessly, touching but not really. She felt him smile against her neck as she growled in frustration. Two can play at this game. She quickly unbuttoned his shirt, letting it fall on the floor and her hands ran against his back, scratching him slightly as she kissed his chest. She felt his smile fade away and his breathing became ragged when she brushed her hands lightly against the front of his jeans. His lips left her skin and his head fell on her shoulder as April continued to torture him. "April..." he growled in desperation and pulled her head back by her hair to look at her.

When Jackson's eyes met April's, she was smirking, proud of herself for making him lose control. He bit his lip, half smirking himself, he was a little proud of himself for getting her to explore this part of herself, her sexuality. Being the only person April had ever been with, still gave him a strange rush of pride and desire. You do realize that if you divorce her, that will eventually change, right?. His eyes darkened at the thought, at the rush of possessiveness that passed through him as his lips descended on hers again and his fingers entered her swiftly making her moan against his mouth. She pulled away, eyes closed, lips between her teeth, breathing heavily and if he wasn't already desperately in love with her, that sight would definitely do it. She opened her eyes and looked at him with determination, "Take me to bed, Jackson". He picked her up again, not breaking eye contact, his fingers still in her (He had mastered carrying her one-armed) and made way to their bedroom.

He pulled out of her and set her on her feet, spinning her around so that her back was pressed against his chest as she kicked off her sandals. He found the zipper of her dress and undid it quickly while his lips assaulted her neck. Her head fell back against his chest when he unhooked her bra and pulled her dress and bra off simultaneously while touching as much of her as he could. As the remaining of her clothes fell to the ground, she turned around to face him again and he had swallow roughly to gather himself at the sight of her naked in front of him. She undid his jeans without breaking eye contact and pulled it down, along with his underwear, low enough till gravity took over. After he took off his shoes and stepped out of the clothes gathered at his ankles, they stood there, hands all over each other, eyes never leaving each other's, for a minute till April started pulling him back towards the bed.

Jackson pulled her to the top of the bed and kissed her with everything he had. Feeling her in his arms, under him, he couldn't help but feel a sense of happiness he hadn't in a really long time. He pinned her down into the mattress with his body, grasping her hand and placing it above her head and entered her slowly, looking at her intensely as April let out a silent scream, gasping but not looking away either.

April felt complete for the first time in forever. Ever since... Something had been missing but as she looked up at her husband and felt him thrust into her, all her senses went in overdrive, like he was touching every nerve ending. She didn't know what had changed but all she could do was savor it. The next thrust went through her body like a shock and made her toes curl, "Jackson!". Her brain stopped functioning then and all she could do was feel.

There had always been something about sex with April. Till this day, he didn't know how they'd had such an immediate, powerful, physical connection but the sex was always exceptional. Something that feels this good cannot be bad. That was until circumstances got the better of them but feeling her writhe under him now, he closed his eyes, reveling in the feel of her around him, it felt right. He looked down at her, her eyes closed, breathing lightly, he knew she was close. Seeing her come apart, hit him. All he could do was stare at the woman he loved, his person, the mother of his child, who made him lose control, who left him, who broke him. All the emotions overwhelmed him and he felt himself fall over the edge.

Coming down from her high, April couldn't help the smile on her face. That was.. When she felt Jackson stiffen and release himself, she held on to him, wanting him as close as possible. Then he tried to get his breathing to regulate and caught her eyes. She looked at him and saw his brows furrow, eyes glancing between her eyes and lips, not wanting to maintain eye contact and the slight smile wiped off her face instantly. He gave her a small peck and rolled off her and she whimpered at the loss, breathing heavily. She tried to collect her thoughts of everything that had happened between the dinner and now and that's when knew.. She pushed down the lump in her throat. I guess that's it.

Rolling off of her, Jackson's furrowed expression gave way to a slight smile because of just how good that had felt. The happiness faded in an instant when the reality set in. You shouldn't have done this. Everything he had felt sure of before coming here was just tossed on its head and he didn't know what he wanted anymore. Didn't feel like he even wanted the divorce anymore.

Maybe that's exactly why you did do this.

So? Good? Bad? Ugly? Lemme know..
Next chapter's mostly the last. Just their thoughts at the beginning of 12x08. Reviews are love!