b Small lies

Chapter 11: Hold my hand

Wolfram's POV /b

I was sitting beside of Rosalind at breakfast.

She was quiet.

I interrupted the quietness with a stupid question.

"So how did the food taste?" I asked carefully.

"As always!" She said and continued to eat.

"I have to do some errands for the i Blood pledge castle /i when I'm in Bielefeld." I said to her and left the table.

"Of course honey." She said. It stung.

"You just get Anastasia to clean the table!" I said and left her.

I was standing in the hall looking for one of my soldiers that came with me from New Makoku.

I started to think of any kind of things, like: i 'How did I get here?' 'Why don't I remember anything?' 'Why I still was lost in Yuuri?' /i

I finally saw the soldier I was looking for. "Hazel!" I yelled after him.

"Oh, Lord Wolfram!" Hazel came running over to me.

"I need you to bring me my horse!" I said.

I had changed my plans! I was going to pay Yuuri Heika a visit.

I was riding with amazing speed into Shin Makoku.

"I'll.." I whispered when I entered the gates. "I'll…" I said when I was right out side of the castle. "I'll.." I screamed when I ran through the halls.

I stopped right in front of Yuuri's office.

"I'll…?" I whispered and sat down hugging my knees.

"All this world can give is suffering…" I said to myself.

I could hear voices inside… i It's just like the last time I was unsure and suffering… /i

i "Isn't it wonderful, Yuuri! I can't wait to tell the others!" /i I heard Maruko's voice inside the room.

i "Yeah, I still can't believe it!" /i I heard Yuuri's voice too.

i 'What was so wonderful?' /i I asked myself.

i "We're becoming parents. Yuuri, Parents!" /i Maruko screamed in excitement.

i 'Parents… Maruko is pregnant!' /i I got a shock and ran away.

I took the horse and decided to ride away from the castle.

I didn't want to ride home to Bielefeld, or to any other places…

My tears was overflowing in my face, they ran like a river down my face.

I couldn't bare it… It was to painful! i 'Why did Yuuri marry her? And then break my heart into smaller pieces and then he made her pregnant and, I don't think I have a heart anymore!' /i I thoughwhile riding like a maniac into the wood.

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b Yuuri's POV /b

I was still holding Wolframs hand.

He had some movements but they were few.

The first time he moved his eyebrow.

I made a really big deal about it. But Conrad told me that i 'even people in Coma could move sometimes.' /i

"What are you dreaming…Wolfram?" I whispered in the big empty room.

I was about to leave for my duties when he suddenly squeezed my hand.

"Wolfram…" I thought he would wake up, but it was just one of his movements.

I sat down again and stroke his cheek when I saw his tears roll down his cheeks.

"Wolf…" I whispered.

"Heika!" Günter came in to me. "Your duties are waiting!" He said and smiled to try to cheer me up.

"Günter… Wolfram is crying!" I was almost crying myself. "He's suffering…" I said and felt a tear roll down my cheek too.

"Heika…" Günter came walking and stopped by my side.

He looked at me "Everything will be alright!" He said and gave me a caring hug.

I pushed him away and hugged Wolframs hand.

"Shall I get Conrad?" Günter asked carefully.

"Yeah, Sure" I said and dried my face.

Conrad came after a little while.

"Yuuri, are you alright?" He asked.

"Yeah, I am…But are Wolfram?" I said, still with sadness inside for seeing Wolfram cry while he was sleeping.

"What do you mean?" Conrad asked me and looked at Wolfram.

"He's crying…" I said before tears started rolling again.

"Get a Doctor Hector!" Conrad yelled at Günter.

Hector came again and checked Wolfram over again.

"What's wrong with him?" Conrad asked Dr. Hector.

"I can't say for sure. But I know he's dreaming. And in dreams you can express feelings, so he probably dreamed something that would make him cry." Hector said and looked at me.

I was still unwilling to let his hand go. Neither did Wolfram. He was still squeezing my hand.

Dr. Hector left to read about comas a little more.

But we didn't get peace.

"Why are you all so depressed?" A familiar voice was heard.

"But…but" I heard Gwendal's voice.

"No buts! You'll help me for Heika's sake!" Anissina came in the door, dragging Gwendal.

"Ah, Heika! I have a perfect invention to help Wolfram!" Anissina said right before something popped up in the background!

A huge machine popped up behind her.

"It's a machine that you can go into someone's dreams!" She said and grinned.

"It's 'Filtrate-your-dreams-kun'."She said with the sly face of hers.

"You're saying we're going to enter my brother's dreams?" Gwendal looked at Anissina with his scary face.

"Yes. And I just tested it on Gwendal. I found out that it's totally safe to use." She said and clapped Gwendal's shoulder and looked at me.

"So heika, what do you think we should do?" She said.

I wondered…

i 'Should we take her advice and use 'Filtrate-your-dreams-kun' to tell Wolfram it's a dream /i .' Or i 'Should we just sit and watch over him for how long?' /i

It was a hard decision. We had given up the idea of finding i 'the jealous spell caster' /i

And who knew what could happen in Wolfram's head?

But I'm not sitting here just to watch him lay here suffering!

"Let's do it!" I said with confidence.

"So who should go?" Anissina said and looked around.

It became quiet…Amazingly quiet, but I was ready!

"I'll go!" I said and looked at Wolfram.

"No Heika, it's dangerous!" Conrad warned me.

"It's Yuuri! And he's my Fiancé. I have some dignity you know!" I said and smiled.

i I could do this… Wolfram would come back to me! /i

"Way to go Heika!" Cheri was standing in the door.

"Are you sure heika?" Günter asked tears in his eyes.

I looked at all of them and smiled "Yeah! I will do this for my Fiancé!"

Anissina prepared the machine and putted a helm on both, Wolfram and me.

"This is the hunch!" She started. "You can not say that you're from outside of the dream to Wolfram!" She continued. "Remember, this is Wolframs dreams! And I don't think he will tell his weaknesses to anyone! So if you get caught he probably will throw you out!" She explained.

"Of course I'll remember that!" I said and smiled.

I sat in the chair beside Wolframs bed, still holding his hand.

"Okay!" I said and closed my eyes. "Turn it on!"

Right after Anissina turned on the machine I fell asleep.

b To be Continued… /b