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Finally, I am back! I was really and really busy these all days I was gone. This is my first update while I was gone. I want to apologize first that previous chapter had so much wrong spellings and words so hope you will forgive me... I hope you enjoy reading.

If I could forget then my life will be happier, if I could forget for your love then my heart will be warmer.

He always wanted to forget for her love. He suffered all along with his guiltiness. How he wish to forget her love and all the memories with her.
So he can stay usual with her eternally. What he was afraid most was to be hated by her and not seeing her smile forever...

Sun was setting and the atmosphere in the room between Akane and Eisen were bad. Eisen did not say any words to Akane but she noticed what is going on to this situation. She thought her words hurted and made Eisen feel bad until she held his hand and saw his tears.

The wind entered the room slowly and made their hair danced little. Eisen was looking down so Akane was not able to see his face directly.
But when wind entered, Akane sees Eisen's face clearly. She was impressed by his beautiful face. But it made her heart in sorrow at the same time.
Some unnatural feelings happened in her heart. It was her first time to feel like this. She knew that she shouldn't say anything to Eisen when he is in hurt. She has to comfort him. But in other side, she wanted to know more about him and touch him.

Akane closed her eyes and whispered sadly, "Eisen-san, why don't you look at me directly … ?"

Eisen looked at Akane and apologized, "I'm sorry Miko-dono… I'm sorry for making you worry and feel bad…" He smiled a little later.

After, his face turned red as usual because of embarrass. But Akane was not tricked since she truly knows Eisen.
He seemed normal but he is just trying. This isn't what Akane wants.

"Always…… you were always telling a lie to your feelings!" Akane shouted and pushed Eisen back. Eisen fell down and looked Akane with amaze.

Akane was about to cry, but she kept tears in her eyes and continued, "Why do you say that Eisen-san? Who told you that you can't love and to be loved? I will definitely not understand that!" Akane was gasping but she didn't stop.

Akane sat down near where Eisen fell and held Eisen's hands gently.

"Mi-miko… dono…?" Eisen asked quietly.

Akane smiled with a little sadness, "I'm sorry for pushing down while ago. But I wanted to listen to me. I wanted to tell you that don't hide everything in your mind."

"Hide… everything?" Eisen whispered.

"Eisen-san is kind-hearted so you always don't rely on other person. So that's why you blame everything on you but Eisen-san, don't try to forget your love. Don't ever regret for your love and don't hide and try to run away from your true feelings. If you keep on running away then one day, you might regret for all the memories between her. Each memory has meaning so you can't forget. Please don't loose Eisen-san. I want to believe in you Eisen-san…" Akane smiled at Eisen and it was the most beautiful smile Eisen saw.

Something popped in Eisen's heart. Some bad dreams were all gone now. Always and always, she is the one who brings Eisen to the light from the darkness.
He closed his eyes slowly and last tear came out from his eye. And he grabbed Akane's arm and brought her to his chest. He gently hugged her.

"Uwaa!? Eisen-san?" Akane surprised in his chest.

"Thank you so much Miko-dono."

Even if he forgets about her, he will still regret. He might hope if they should not have met in the very first place. But this is just a reason. He was afraid about his future.
He was always afraid that she might be going somewhere where he can't reach. So he was closing his eyes and running away, finding any reasons that tell him not to love her. But now he realized his all the mistakes.

His love for her will hurt his feelings. His love for her makes him in sad. There might be a time for hoping to forget about her love.
But there are no memories with her that he can ever forget.

I will never run away anymore since I love you. This feeling, I will definitely make it precious.

Thank you so much for reading and thank you for waiting me for those who waited me.
And special thanks to who reviewed me especially "Annette Hime" and "jejuni" Really thanks for the nice comments!