A/N: What's next on Lilly's adventures? Read on to find out.


Lilly's POV

As I drive along the road, all I see are fields on my left and trees on my right. It's nice to see this, not a walker in sight, just beautiful nature of the world. This next few hours are going to be boring as hell, I mean, no one left to talk to, nothing to do but drive. I see that it is almost sunrise, how long was I driving for? It couldn't have been that long, I could have sworn I only dropped Bonnie off an hour ago, and she wasn't in the car for that long either. Thinking about time, I realise that I'm starting to get to tired.

Maybe it wouldn't hurt if I go to sleep for a few hours, I mean, it's only going to hurt me. I pull the car up to the side of the road and climb into the backseat. I put the food and meds on the floor so I don't crush them all. I start to lie down on my back, staring at the roof of the car. I just lie there, thinking about this, it seems like something I do a little too regularly, if I do say so myself.

Lee. He was probably the only person who actually trusted me and I completely blew it. I know his priority is Clementine, and I completely understand that. Maybe Kenny should have done that, he might have said that what he was doing was to protect his family, it seems like Lee did that more often that he actually did. Poor Duck. Poor Katjaa. I know it wasn't Kenny's fault that the bandits took over the place, which somehow got Duck bitten, and in some twisted way, I actually trusted Kenny.

Carley was maybe my worst regret. Carley might have been slightly cold and arrogant, but she was nice to me, to say the least. Until she started going off about me, which for some reason made my brain go into hyperactive mode and I shot her. She was only trying to protect the group from me, which I understand, but I know Ben had something to do with it, he just seemed guilty. I know he was nervous, but he should have at least been able to justify his place, instead of trying to stall me from naming him the stupid and selfish fuck.

It's just all water under the bridge now, I no longer need to worry about them, anything that happens to them is not me anymore.

I slowly start to close my eyes, and as if like a light, I was out.

"You think you're some tough bitch, like no one can hurt you, get the fuck over it, try taking a page from Lee's book and try helping somebody for once." Bang. Carley was dead on the floor, and my hand was holding the gun. All of a sudden I feel myself getting pushed up against the RV. Lee was the person doing it.

"What's happening?" I ask him. "Why am I here again?" He just looked at me with anger, as if he was about to spit in my face. I saw Clementine walk towards me, still holding the gun.

"Drop the gun, Lilly," she said to me. I drop the gun, just as she said. "Don't cry like a little bitch, you're going to die someday, why not die now."

I just stare blankly at Clementine as she said this, shocked by what she has said.

"Kill this bastard," I heard Ben say, kneeling next to Carley's dead body. "Kill and be killed."

"No, guys, come on," I pleaded. "I was trying to protect all of us." Katjaa came out of the RV holding Duck. He looked cold and pale.

"You did this," Katjaa said to me. "You caused this to happen to my little boy." I just looked at her with a tear coming from my eye. "If you hadn't of messed with the pills, none of this would be happening. Why won't you just die?"

Katjaa laid Duck down on the ground, and almost immediately, he got up, fully transformed into a walker. He was walking up to me, Lee was still holding me up against the RV.

I kicked Lee in his leg and he fell to the ground, I try to run but a dead Duck had grasped my leg. I take the gun which was still in my hand and I shot him in the head. Katjaa and Kenny just stared at me with hatred in their eyes.

"Look what you've done, bitch," Clementine said. "You can't help anybody, can you?" I was so confused, what is happening?

"You just cause death," a voice came from the ground, it was Carley, somehow speaking to me. "Maybe you should cause your own."

"You didn't help me any better." I stopped breathing, that voice sounded familiar, too familiar. I turned around, and there he was. Dad. No, this can't be real.

"No, dad." I said, trying to convince them I was trying to protect them.

"You should just give up, like you gave up on me," he said to me. "You let Kenny bash my head in." I looked at Kenny who was kneeling next to his son's body, as was Katjaa. I look back at my dad, terrified by what I saw. His head was bashed in, he was still walking, but his head was squashed, like it did when Kenny smashed his head in with the salt lick. "JUST DIE!"

Suddenly, I opened my eyes, I was still in the car. It was a dream, it was just a dream, Lilly. I gasped for air, did I even leave a window open. I just lie down on the seats and slowly breathe through my nose. That was terrifying. It seemed so real, like it was right in front of me happening.

I sat myself up and looked out the windows, just to make sure nothing was about to attack me in the car. Good, nothing. I hope I don't have another dream like that, or else I'll never get to sleep. I climb back into the front of the car and turn on the car's ignition. I'm halfway until I run out of fuel, another hour and I'll be in Brookhaven, according to this map.

I heard crackling coming from the radio. What the fuck? I turn the radio up and move the dial slowly until I hear it clearly.

"Help," I abruptly hear from the radio. "Help, I'm surrounded by these things, help me." Where the hell is he? I can't exactly help him until I know. I see a walkie talkie attached to the radio.

"Hello?" I said into it, hopefully I get an answer.

"Oh, thank goodness," the guy said. "Hi, my name is Nate, I'm in a building in Brookhaven." Shit. That's my destination. "There's this crazy guy here, he leads the place, he's locked me in a separate building surround by walkers, please help."

"Where is this place exactly?" I ask Nate. "Is it next to Howe's superstore?" Hoping that it wasn't, but I can't be too careful.

"Yes, yes, do you know where that is?" The guy said to me.

"Yeah, I was on my way there anyway, is it a good place?" I had to ask him.

"Well that depends whether or not you're on the leader's good side or not, I am not." He told me. Now I'm kind of suspicious.

"How did you do that?" I questioned him. Maybe wasn't the best time, but I had to get answers before I save this guy's ass.

"I might have not done my work as fast as he would have liked for it to be done." He responded, quickly. "I know you might be worried you might be saving a jackass or whatnot, but I really don't have time to do this, so if you could hurry along and get over here, that would do me just fine."

"Okay," I said to him, with a hint of confusion in my voice. "I'm on my way, I'll be about an hour or two."

"Thank you," he replied. I put the walkie talkie down and I carried on driving.

Should I trust this guy, he might be a complete pervert. But if I don't, I'll be responsible for another person's death, which I don't need right now.

As I drive along the road, I see a barrier made of wood blocking my path to Brookhaven. Okay, well this isn't promising. Shit, what do I do now? Out of nowhere, a man wearing a cap comes out with a pistol in his hand. Fuck.

He motions for me to get out of the car. I open the car door and I climb out of it, shutting it as I exit. Well, this is just another shitty Thursday for me.

"Now, drop any weapons you have on the floor," he said, a sort of familiar voice. I do as he says anyhow and take the knife out of my pocket. I throw it on the ground. "Have you got any meds on you?" He asked me. His voice is irritating me, I know it from somewhere.

"Do I know you?" I asked him, he just gave me a confused look. Obviously, I seemed crazy, but hey, that's normal as far as I'm concerned.

"No, you don't, unless you're some stalker." He said to me with a crazy look. Well, this make me feel uncomfortable. I just then recognise his voice, it was the guy from the radio, bitch was trying to make me save his life.

"Nate?" I said to him. He stopped looking crazy and just looked plain confused. It was as if he was going through his head trying to think where he could have seen me. He looks at me again, finished with his search.

"How do you know my name?" He said to me.

"You told me several minutes ago on the radio," I said to him. He must be a complete idiot, I mean, I know I was a bit slow, but that's why I thought he was stopping me.

"That was you," he pointed at me. "How close were you, I thought you were miles away from here?"

"I was only up the road back there," I said, pointing behind me. "Any reason why you lied to me, saying you were being trapped by some crazy dude."

"It's what I do, I trick people within a certain radius to come and save me," I said, "They more or less only come into town this way, so I block them off, steal there shit and kill 'em."

I just looked at him with wide eyes. That is messed up. Tricking people trying to be good Samaritans and take there stuff.

"That's just messed up," I pointed out to him, "but, if you don't mind, I kinda need to get going, got places to be." I joked. This was just too crazy, even for me, and I've been kidnapped by cannibals.

I quickly grab my knife and get into the car. Nate took a shot at me, but it missed me, thankfully. I started the car and hit the accelerator, driving off and crashing through the gate Nate had set up. I could hear Nate behind me yelling something, probably curse words.

I carried on driving for what seems like an unbearable amount of time, but before I knew it, I was looking at a building which read 'Howe's.' I was happy, finally, after an entire day, I finally made it here.

So, next thing to do I guess is introduce myself to the group, hopefully no one kills me as I try to do so.


A/N: Well, this was an interesting chapter to write, a dream sequence and a little cameo from Nate. All is well, it ends well. Well for the time being. How will Lilly introduce herself to these strangers? Will they greet her with love and joy? Or will they greet her with a gun pointed at her face? We'll just have to wait until Chapter 5.