Author's Note : soory for the late update. i revised it.

When they entered the canteen eyes fell on them and they were astonished look on Mikan's friends.

What the hell is she with that bastard? Natsume thought who was eating with their other friends. So that's why they took so long… then flashes of thoughts came in Hotaru's mind.

"Hey Mikan right here," Anna said.

"Hey Kira lets go there. C'mon," Mikan invited him. Kira blush, "aahh… Maybe next time. I have to meet Mr. Jinno right now"

"Well okay. But next time I wont take no for an answer," Mikan winked at Kira. Natsume saw this and he started to get really mad.

"Calm down," Yuu, Ruka and Koko said.

"Huh?" Nonoko asked.

"Its nothing," Ruka said.

Mikan approached her friends and saw her food was ready. She sat next to Hotaru and faced Natsume. "Hey. Something wrong?" she asked the raven head who was looking annoyed.

"Tch"

"Well sorry for worrying about you," Mikan said while the others watch them. "Let's just eat okay?" Anna said trying not to start any argument.

They ate happily except for Mikan and Natsume who were quiet the whole time. Mikan would caught Natsume looking at her and vice versa. After an hour of endless chat, they decided to go to bed leaving the two alone since they didn't seem to care.

Mikan was staring blankly on the table and Natsume on the ceiling. 'That's what you get when you have an argument with someone you really love the most," Koko said.

They left the canteen, closed the lights and only few lamps were lit. looks like a romantic place for lovers.

Mikan sighed, the silence was deafening her and she can't bear to be with Natsume if this will be the only thing they will be doing.

She stood up and a warm hand caught her wrist, "What do you want?"

"Why are you with him?" Natsume asked coldly.

"Its none of your business. Why do you care anyway?" Mikan said. I hope that he tells me that he loves me then I would give my all to make him ahppy.

I cant tell her now… "Its because he… he doesn't look really nice you know. Like someone who would do bad things… be careful Mikan… Tch"

The Natsume stood up, "Why?"

"Huh?"

"Why are you so damn cold to me?"

"What do you mean little girl?"

"One second you'll be really nice then the next you'll be mean. Why are like this to me?" MIkan said.

"Its none of your business"

"But why natsume?" tears were falling on her face as the pain grew even more.

Natsume was those tears falling and the only thing he could do was to watch them flow on her beautiful face.

He walked away as if nothing really happen but Mikan caught his arms. Those arms the she would want to hold and be embraces by those.

Natsume then kissed her on the lips as Mikan's eyes widen in shock. They were like that for a minute until he broke the kiss and said, "goodbye Mikan"

Mikan was still shock of what happened and did not notice that Natsume was starting to walk away from her. It only registered in her mind when she heard the door creaked open, "Wait! Natsume don't go"

She run to him and hugged him tightly, "Don't leave me. Please don't"

Natsume felt the warmness of her hug and he too does not want to let go but he has to, "Why on earth are you hugging me?" he said in an annoyed acting tone.

"Huh?" Mikan's voice trembled as the pain in her heart pounded inside.

"Do not ever touch me again do you understand," Natsume said in a cold tone.

Mikan let go, shocked, "Did you just kiss me? What was that for?"

When Natsume heard this, he stopped, "I… May… Maybe its because I'm a boy and you're a girl. Its like that"

Mikan fell onto her knees, the pain was to hard to bear. Natsume could only walk away… I am sorry Mikan…

She started to walk to her room, looking wasted more than she was before. She lock herself once more and cried on the side of her bed.

Am I not enough that's why you play with what I feel. Am I really worthless to you Natsume? Am I just a toy you could always play with? Why wont you tell me natsume?

Natsume, who was feeling hurt as well, walked down the field of the academy, climbed a tree and stayed there. He touched his lips and remembered how he tried to push himself to Mikan. He remembered how he gave her pain and how he felt hell being away from her.

"Well well, it's the coldest Natsume showing some emotion. Its not like you my dear student," a black haired guy appeared out of nowhere.

"You don't have business with me so don't show your face Persona," Natsume replied coldly.

"You are so cold Natsume. Guess what? I saw your beloved Mikan" Persona said.

"You told me to stay way from her. I am doing that so stop spying on her and to me too. Get that?" Natsume said as he jumped down the tree.

"That Kira. I like his style. Well he did propose to Mikan. But I think she didn't said yes. Too bad. Well at least you both suffer. I thinks that's good eough than being together. Just remember to stay away from her. Or you will know what will happen. Do you get that Natsume?" Persona said and immediately disappeared from his sight.

"Do not lay a finger on her or this academy will burn down," Natsume said as he walked on his way to his room.

It was 2:30 in the morning and Mikan was still crying, lying on her bed with blankets just covering her feet. Her eyes were puffy with traces of tears flowing on her face. "I have… I have to… for… forget a… about hi… him… but I can't… I love him… s… so much…"

Then thought of painful encounter filled her mind, she couldn't help but cry more, "I… lo… love… you… Na… Natsume… but… I am… ti… ti… tired … of being played with…"

well Mikan is still on her mourning stage. i will try to update as soon as i can. RxR pls.