The start of stage 2. This was when Four found out about my Divergence and I swore I would never talk to my sister again. This was also the last week of kitchen the last few weeks Christina agreed Eric was acting strange. Last week the initiates were at the docks doing supply loading and Eric was nothing but nice to me. It actually started to worry me till he yelled at me for not cleaning the tables right and punched me hard in the stomach. Josh and Ashley were getting closer and closer and I hoped they would stay like that. They both fit into our group so well. I also loved seeing Josh happy it was truely the first time I have seen him happy here.I walked into that cold dimly lit room with the first initiate Genesis.

"The serum will take effect in 60 seconds. You will be facing your worst fears. You have to slow your heart rate down or defeat the fear in order to move to the next." I explained as Genesis went under

On the screen she was being taken by 4 unknown figures in the back of a van. Her heart rate was still high but being former Erudite she thought through it logically and got her heart rate down. It took her about 15 min. Mike was next; his fear was being in the pit and fighting but losing. All the other dauntless were laughing which is when I realized that the fear wasnt about fighting it was about people seeing him for who he truely was. He was in the sim 20 min. Josh was next and I found myself being scared for him.

"Be brave Josh..." I said as his eyes shut

Josh was in the middle of a field tied to a wood board with rope. He started looking around frantically and screaming for help as the ground caught fire. All of a sudden it started to rain; slow at first and then down pour putting out the flames. Josh awoke screaming and batting off imaginary flames from his shoulder.

"Josh...Josh...calm down! Its ok...its over." I said putting a hand on him making him jump one last time

"How did you get rid of the flames?" Four asked

"It just started raining..." Josh replied

"Just started raining..." Four looked at him questionably

He looked like he was 30 seconds away from loosing it.

"How long do you think you were in there Josh?" I asked

"20 minutes..." he said

"3...12 times faster then the others. Not sure how you did it but you ar a natural. You have to do this a couple more times before the final but youll be fine." I remarked

Josh then stood up and shakily walked back to the dorm. It was almost dinner so I headed to the mess hall with Four. None of the initiates could be found as we all shook our heads. Last year we all decided it would be better to hang around friends.

"So have you guys gotton ANY of your wedding planned?" asked Mar

"No, but witht he initiates we hardly have any time. I actually miss my job at the tattoo parlor. I cant wait till life gets back to normal." I replied

"I know! Four I dont know how you have done this for two years." chuckled Christina

"Believe me it beats sitting in the control room 365 days a year." Four chuckled

Right then Four and I stood up and walked over to Christina and Zeke. We both got down on one knee and pulled out two little black boxes. Inside were ring pops and notes that said 'will you be our best man/maid of honor?'

I went first, " Christina you have been by my side since I jumped on that train for the first time. I wouldnt feel right without you by my side...Would you be my maid of honor?" I asked

"Yes!" Christina Squeeled

"Zeke...You were the first one not to be scared of me. Though I was the 'stiff' you didnt take it easy on me. Though I still was first there is no one I would have rather then you to be second. You were there when Amar was found dead and I want you next to me on my big day. Will you be my best man?" Four chuckled

"Awwwwwwwwww man you know I will." Zeke slapped Four on the sholder as the rest of Dauntless cheered

"I hate to break up this god aweful love fest but I get to steal B." Said Eric from behind

I rolled my eyes and said bye to all my friends. An hour later everyone was gone for the night and I was cleaning.

"You know you look fierce in everything you do here..." Eric said looking me over

"Whatever...What is your deal? You feed me to the sharks for the last 2 years and all of a sudden your interested. " I threw my rag on the floor

"Im a man that knows what he wants." He walked over and put his hands on my waist

"You know im getting married and Four would kill you." I backed up and hit the wall

"Psh im not scared of him.." He stepped closer closing me in and kissing me hard

I kicked him in the groin and ducked but he grabbed my hand and punched me hard in the stomach. I curled over and he punched me hard in the side. I fell to him reptively kicking me in the side. My vision started to blur as he picked me up by my hair and as I screamed he hit me hard in the face. I tried swinging back but the spots in my vision made it hard to i just gave up thinking 'someone let Four know Im sorry'. I blacked out to the sound of footsteps on the ground.

"What...what happened?" I asked bak in Fours apartment

"Eric got to you. The lunch hall ploy was fake. Why didnt you tell me you felt uncomfortable?" Four asked looking a bit dissapointed

"Christina told you..." I responded

"Its a good thing she did. Why didnt you? We have to trust eachother. How do you expect us to go forward if we dont?"

"I do trust you its just...Its just..."

"Its Just what?"

I hated that he didnt yell and wished he would sometimes. I would feel a lot better. I just shook my head and walked slower then normal out of his apartment.

-The Next Day-

It was back to training. Matt was up first. Matt had a fear of jealousy. He was placed in front of his current crush as he watched her turn around and date other people. He ended up beating the crap out of everyone she dated and finally telling the girl what he thought of her. Next was Jenn. Her fear was insects. Not one bug but a million which covered her entire body. She was in there 30 min calming herself down. Bucky was up next. Bucky was stuck in a volcano as the lave rose he had to find the solution to save his own life. He came through in 35 min. That was all for the day and the initiates were released.

"Tobias...Im sorry.I should have told you about Eric." I said as we were cleaning the room

" Can I show you something?" He asked

"Of course."

He took two needles and put one in his neck and one in mine and it clicked," Ive been in your landscape..."

"Just trust me..." He finished

We both shut our eyes and once again I found myself on the roof. THis one was easy, get to the building. Next was confindment, we had to make the room small as possible. So with Tobias breathing heavily we got as close as possible, Next I knew to be killing an innocent...though it changed to me being tied up and torchered to death and al he could do was watch. Thats when I got it...he was afraid of losing me. Finally we were back in abnegation though I still feel the sting of the belt I stood in front of him again and we were back in the dimily lit room.

"It changed..." I said softly

"Im not sure why but I cant lose you." he replied out of breath

" You never will." I curled up to him as we headed back to his apartment.