8th of February
Moe,
First things first I have to comment the gift swap, because "You don't need to dip it in ink?" Is absolutely hilarious. I swear 'girl scouts honour' that I fell off my chair and laughed while rolling on the floor for a good ten minutes. My brother even came into the room to ask if everything was ok. All I could do was continue giggling and he just ran out of my room. I think I terrified him. Score some scare points! I knew the googly eyed pens were a great idea! Not really cause it was so your idea, but I had no idea something like this would sprout from it! It just makes me want to see all their reactions to muggle items. 'Giggle, giggle.' Ehm, anyway~ I wouldn't look too much into Sunshines gift, because what is he eleven!? I'm pretty sure you could combine both of Sunshines and Allie-pooh's maturity level and it still wouldn't be as high as yours. I'm in no way putting them down, I just think you're reading too much into it. We are still kids! Enjoy your kiddiness! Although you did go through a few 'boyfriends' in school when you were here. The longest was Jake, but you drifted once you said you were going to a different school.
I think you still have some time before your boys realize you are a female and as such you can do the dating. By then maybe you'll have one that you prefer to spend time with, if not than you're screwed. Ok, maybe not, cause I was reading a few books about relationships (I did this for you and let me say never again) and I read about something called Polyamory or something that talked about multiple relationships. So you could be dating both of them if they agreed to such a thing. There could also be a chance that they end up liking each other as well and you'll just become a thressome or something. This is getting weird. Moe, honestly I'm not sure what advice to give you since you've had waaaaaaaaaay more relationships than I ever had and probably ever will. I'll just say this, think about it when it comes to you for now just enjoy what you have. Can we please be done with the topic for like another two years? Pretty please with a cherry on top?
Ya, being the older sibling does kind of suck sometimes, since you have to be more 'responsible' and be an 'example' for the younger ones. Even though you know they don't give a toot about you being older and could care less about you. Sigh, that's why I hate it when my cousins come over, cause I'm the oldest out of the four of us, so I'm usually left in charge. Sigh. Dark thoughts aside. The house has become a bit livelier lately since your brother comes over more often now. I think your mom enjoys the peace and quiet since she can read without any distraction. My parents work till five on most nights anyways so it's nice to come home and not find the house empty. Plus we're all getting to the end of our pokemon games T.T so that means it's a race to see who will beat the champion first. After that we'll probably battle, catch more pokemon and battle some more. We might try to catch all of the pokemon, but there's over 700 and that is a frightening number.
Well anime is more or less cartoons, but it;s not done in the regular style that you're used to. The word anime refers to japanese styled cartoons. It's hard to describe. It's like the characters aren't as bubbly and cartoony as you're used too. Ahh, this is difficult. I'll just send you a picture of a few anime characters from that show Kenny convinced me to watch. Speaking of the show… I hate to say it, because I just got hooked on pokemon, but I think I've fallen in love with anime as well. The show I started watching is called Naruto and it's about a boy who's training to become the best ninja in his village. There's a fancy word for it but I can't remember it at the moment. It's pretty interesting with all the missions he goes on and the people he meets. Although, ugh, I hate one of his team mates or more like both of them, because they are so mean to him. Sure, he's a bit energetic and a goofball, but those are good traits! No need to be rude and mean to him. XP Sorry, just had to get that out of my system. Anyway, the shows pretty entertaining, although I can only watch it on weekends so that my parent's don't bug me that I'm on the computer so late. I don't think I'd recommend it to you, because it just doesn't seem your taste, but maybe I'll get you to watch an episode when you get back. Kenny told me there is tons of anime to choose from though, so I'm sure I can find something that will suite your tastes. Just another thing we need to get addicted too, huh? :P
Hmmmmm, who would I ship you with. Truthfully, I find it difficult since I haven't met either of your boys, but if I had to choose I think it'd be Sunshine. Just cause he seems a bit more mature and seems like a good match for you, you know once you've gotten older. Although, Allie-pooh could be one of those cute puppy dog boys that you would enjoy spending time with. Eh, it's a difficult call. For now I'm leaning towards Sunshine.
I never really realised I'm nomadic in friendships, until you pointed it out. Although now that I think about it, it's true. Should I feel bad? I can't help it that I drift away and most people aren't stubborn enough to keep pulling me back. You're the only one at the moment and it always makes me wonder if you'll eventually stop pulling. Great more dark thoughts. Ignore them.
Wonderful way to end a letter to you, don't you agree? Maybe this will make it more happy. Congrats on being desensitized to weird! You are officially a resident of normal town. Where nothing is normal for a normal and everything is weird in a wonderful way! Can we be neighbors? Eventually we'll get your boys there too, but for now let me enjoy you for myself a bit, please~
-Zoya
P.S. If Percy doesn't mind could I take a few of his feathers? I want to try something.
