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"Everybody welcome to the stage DAKOTA JOHNSON. Everybody now" the presenter announced and the fans roared. She walked delicately up the couple of stairs that were there and up next to Jamie passed Sam. She turned and smiled towards them both, back in professional mode she thought whilst Erica joined them to Dakotas left. The amount of cheers ands roars they got was amazing and they all couldn't thank the fans enough.
A smartly dressed gentleman came up the stairs handing out a bouquet of roses one by one, Sam, Dakota and Erica; missing Jamie out. Turning to Dakota he whispered "where's mine" pouting.
Dakota POV
Why is he pouting at me? Oh Jamie, Jamie Dornan what're you doing to me. Without thinking I picked a rose out of my bouquet and handing it over to him smiling widely. He took it from me gently giving me that cheeky Jamie Dornan smile as the crowd cheered.
Shit. I shrugged.
Shrugging and smiling ahead and turning towards Sam I didn't care. They all knew how close we were and the fans they were fans right!
It's so weird to think that the people here are fans, obviously not mine but Ana's and I hope I've done them proud. Suddenly I felt a large hand on the lower half of my back and I turned to face him immediately "pictures baby" he whispered turning his head slightly so only I could see. We all huddled close, arms around waists as pictures were being taken, this was it I just knew it the start of the obsession and even my love for this film...and the amazing people apart of it!
"After you Mr Grey" I winked as we were led off the stage and towards our seats. Suddenly Jamie stopped and I walked into the side of his body and looking straight up at him.
"No Miss Steele, Miss Johnson" he smiled "after you". How did he make me feel so embarrassed. He's just so intimidating but not! Jamie Dornan could never be intimidating but when he goes all 'fifty Christian' on me I just...urgh Jamie!
We took our seats and I was beginning to think watching our movie altogether would be a bad idea. I mean come on! I was naked, he was naked and reactions.
"Oi what's wrong?" Jamie asked looking straight at me, leaning towards my seat next to his. How does he do that, sensing how I feel? It could've been how intimate we've had to be but...?
Shaking my head and closing my eyes he reached over and squeeze my knee "Dakota, you're..gorgeous" he breathed "and this film shows how much of an amazing actress you are. Please don't worry!" Smiling widely I touched the hand he rested on my knee and looked up at the screen.
Here it begins.
So I realised maybe watching this movie wasn't as bad as I thought...currently on the screen was Christian with no top on leaning over me, sorry Ana, eating her toast at the Heathman. The audiences reaction was all I needed to hear, they were me. Sorry Ladies I actually got to touch that, I thought, looking slightly over to Jamie without moving my head.
"I know what you're doing" I heard him say not taking his eyes off the screen.
I smirked not being able to hide the slight giggle "I don't know what you mean Dornan".
And this carried on. All throughout the movie, Jamie and I kept dropping subtle hints and comments to each other.
"Aw you guys do look cute here" Sam said turning towards the pair of us during Ana and Christians first time "well done". I smiled feeling slightly embarrassed thinking back to filming. How we had struggled but also how easy it was to feel connected and trusting to one another.
Especially to how we are now. I noticed Sam's eyes dart down to Jamie's hand on my knee for a nanosecond and back to us and Jamie instantly removed his hand...some how remembering where we were and that this is wrong.
Jamie POV
As soon as the movie was finished I felt a strange sense of pride. I got to be apart of the phenomenon which is Fifty Shades Of Grey, I really couldn't be happier. I turned to my right to a flushed Dakota slightly touching her damp eyes at the departure of the film- Christian and Ana's fair well. I looked towards her and smiled shyly, filming that had been tough and I think you can see that in the film as we both knew the movie was coming towards an end and she had become such a special person in my life as well as Christians. It's so weird to compare myself to him; we are just so different, he's scared of commitment and I have my daughter and Millie. Just when I look at her I can't help but feel something I've not felt in such a while. And I feel sick feeling like this...I shouldn't be feeling this way about Dakota...I'm happily married. I moan loudly frustrated with myself, angry with myself in fact.
"What's up?" She says, cute as ever. Smiling at me standing up ready to leave the theatre.
"Erm...nothing I promise" I answer. What else was I meant to say? "So that was kinda cool huh? I ask moving away slightly so we could walk out.
Catching me up with Erica in tow "Yeah! I mean it's always weird for me to see myself on screen..." She blushed "especially in those types of scenes you know?". I laughed
"yeah no I get you...but you looked great" her eyes widened. Shit. " Shit. No I meant. As an actor. The you know normal scenes" I coughed "I mean". I paused and she burst out giggling, the Dakota giggle as we'd call on set. Tears springing in her eyes.
"Aw Jamie I have missed you!" She touched my arm "I know what you mean".
And as if on cue Amelia turned up. More casually this time, jeans and boots, my gorgeous daughter in my mothers arms stood by the taxi. She glanced at me to Dakota and down to her delicate hand on my arm which she instantly removed as soon as she saw her.
I really didn't know where to look.
"Jamie" she shouted "you ready?" I looked back to Dakota who had looked down towards the floor, anywhere else but me and my wife. "Well?" She asked softer this time but I knew something was bothering her.
"Erm..." I looked to Dakota by my side and back to my daughter straight passed Millie. "Yeah. I'm coming" I said softly; she looked overjoyed and turning back towards my father who also had a strange expression on his face. Something I just couldn't read. He suddenly lifted one hand and waved at Dakota before passing my baby back to my wife. WIFE! Jamie remember. My father walked towards us and took Dakotas hand in hers as Millie got in the car, still watching us.
"Dakota love...you look beautiful" looking towards her I noticed her blush before thanking him.
"JAMIE!"
I ignored Amelia.
"Well it's been lovely to see you again dear but I think someone's restless." He laughed before turning to Jamie "She's not happy with you! Something about a flower when I went to get the bottle".
I looked back down to Dakota who looked nervous and tucked a piece of hair behind her ear. "I'm so sorry" she whispered looking down "I didn't mean to cause this...I didn't think..". The painful expression on her face causing me to feel her pain. She hadn't caused anything. Millie was overreacting.
"Babe it's fine" I said and without realising what I'd said until my dad coughed from beside us. "Shit" I whispered. Why is this so difficult. "I best go. See you tomorrow".
And with that I walked away...how did i do that. How did I not notice. I kept walking not looking to see if my father was following or if Dakota was still there, still sad...ashamed of nothing.
I got straight into the car and with hearing a gasp beside me opening her mouth I shut her off... "Not now Millie!"
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