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Skillet

Comatose

I hate feeling like this
I'm so tired of trying to fight this
I'm asleep and all I dream of
Is waking to You
Tell me that You will listen
You're touch is what I'm missing
And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing You
Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you

Ch.3 She is still out There.

EPOV

I stood up, stretching out my arms and heading down the stairs. Carlisle looked up as I reached the bottom. I nodded my head in his direction and went to the front door.

"Hey, Edward!" Emmett called out. I could feel his foot steps follow me out side, but I continued walking. "Where are you going this early in the morning?"

As if he didn't know. "Some fresh air." I answered; my eyes set a head for the deep forest.

"Listen," he began, easily keeping pace with me, "Jasper and I are planning on going to the car dealership later on in the day, and we were wondering if you wanted to come along?"

I didn't respond, and he continued, "You know Jasper has been wanting a new vehicle and I thought that you should come along after what happened with your….well you know." He whispered the last part.

I winced slightly as the memory of my silver Volvo came rushing into my mind, but most importantly, the memory of her.

"Now is not the best time." I said, shoving my hands inside my jean pockets.

"Edward, what else do you have to do? Come on, it will be"-

"Emmett, I'm busy." My tone coming out more cold then I intended. I didn't hear his footsteps any more, and wondering if he stopped, I turned my head around to see. He was standing in the middle of the gravel road, looking at me like I was a different person.

Sure Edward…I guess I will catch you later. He thought to me, but I didn't acknowledge that I had heard him, instead, turning my head around and walking a little bit faster. I could feel his eyes bore into my back, and I felt a tiny stab of guilt.

I walked through the brush, pushing past the wet plants as they made contact with my skin.

Then I ran.

A small smile formed against my mouth as my legs carried me over broken down trees and rocks, my eyes locked on the magnificent opening that was approaching fast.

It's not like I didn't want to go with Emmett, I did. But I just can't be happy anymore. I have tried, but whenever I feel the slightest bit of joy the universe comes crashing down on me, making me see what causes my heart frequent pain.

I stopped running and slowly walked through a thick set of bushes, readying myself for the quick gnawing pain that always comes whenever I am here. I stepped through and was now standing before our meadow.

And just like last time, I closed my eyes and imagined her intoxicating aroma, her warm smile flashing down on me, making me weak in the knees. Her perfect eyes showing forgiveness at my mistake,

"Don't worry Edward," she would say, her eyes dancing with love, "It wasn't your fault. It was mine. I love you." And just like last time when I imagined her saying those three words, the sudden jolt of pain had me gasping for breath, clutching onto my chest as another piece of my dead heart was painfully pried out of my chest.

Then it was gone; as fast as it came, it just disappeared altogether. It was as if someone was reminding me that this was my fault that she is gone, so every day they make me suffer. Pretty soon my heart will go, along with her.

A throaty sigh escaped my lips as I took four shaky strides towards the middle, slowly sitting down on the wet, mossy grass.

I can't even think about what I am doing to my family. They have been very supportive of my state after the battle. Especially Alice; she has been very respectful of my sudden change in mood.

I closed my eyes again, sighing in contentment. It was like she was here; it was almost as if I could smell her right now.

I raised my hand and touched the silver chain around my neck that held her ring. I never took it off; afraid I might lose the only object I had of her.

Sometimes I wonder why I even come here when it causes me daily suffering. But then I remind myself that if I didn't I might lose the most important part about Bella, the only part I had, her image.

I had stored her image in the back of my mind the first couple of weeks, breaking down whenever it crossed the invisible barriers I made. But now it doesn't cause me that much pain whenever I see her in my head, in fact, I enjoy it. It's like she is here with me…

"Edward?"

I jerked to my right at the sudden sound of Alice's voice. I was so absorbed with my thoughts I didn't hear her approach me. There was something wrong, I could tell. She looked ready to kill something, no, not something, someone. Her hair was around her face, slightly covering her deadly, onyx eyes.

I abruptly stood up, anxious at what she would say. I have always hopped by the slightest chance that Alice would see Bella alive and then I could race towards her with open arms just like all the other times.

Even though I never told Alice my dream, I think she already knew. She shook her head at my unspoken question and I felt myself fall into despair again.

"Look." She said her voice surprisingly very deadly but yet calm at the same time. She closed her eyes and then I was looking into her vision.

There was a girl. Her fiery red hair danced across her back as she started to run past tree's and rocks, dodging everything in her path. A small smile took over her creamy face as she knocked over a tree that was in her way. She looked lethal.

Then there was a man, about in his mid-twenties, short, spiked black hair with a hint of gold at the top. The girl stopped behind a tree and watched as the man started to take out his camera.

Then she leaped out of the brush and onto the man, sinking her teeth into the very base of his neck, but she didn't drain him, instead, she pulled back and watched as he withered in obvious agony.

Her malicious laugh filled the forests along with his screams. And then she looked right at me, her red eyes penetrating mine. There was a sign that appeared out of nowhere, blocking my vision of the girl. It read "Welcome to Leavenworth, Washington." Then everything went black.

I gasped as recognition seeped through my veins.

"Victoria." Alice hissed out, clenching her fist as she spoke her name.

"She's in Washington." I stated more to myself. I felt something boiling inside of me, waiting to explode. I didn't recognize this feeling, but strangely I wanted to welcome it with open arms.

"Yes. Of all the most moronic things she could do, this is by far the most idiotic. At first I thought she was hunting, so I was going to let the dogs handle her since it is their territory, but she is turning a helpless civilian." Alice snarled, still balling her hands into tight little fists.

I didn't care what her purpose was for being here, but just the very fact that she was here. I realized what I was feeling, why I felt like running towards Leavenworth and ripping her to shreds right this second, I was feeling anger.

No, anger is an understatement compared to what was brewing inside of me.

"Let's go," I spoke clearly, softly, "Let's kill her now before she gets away."

"We can't," Alice sounded reluctant, and by her posture I could tell she wanted to do the same thing I did, "We would be over in the mutt's territory."

I growled in frustration. "So we are just going to let her get away like last time?"

Alice looked at me, but didn't say anything.

"Alice, we have to kill her."

"I know, but what can we do? I want to hurt her as much as you do Edward, but we can't just cross over the treaty line." Alice said, remorse showing clearly in her eyes.

"I can." I mumbled. I didn't really care what the wolves did to me, but as long as Victoria is still alive, I was willing to risk my life to make sure she dies, painfully. Maybe if I died, then I would see Bella. That would be my heaven, seeing my angel waiting for me.

"Are you suicidal?" Alice's furious voice brought me back from my day dream. I looked at her and she continued, "You would start a war with the dogs to kill Victoria? Are you insane?"

I didn't answer, and then Alice was shaking my shoulders violently." Edward, please, I already lost my sister, I don't want to lose my brother too. Promise me you won't do anything stupid. Promise me!"

I closed my eyes. How could I make a promise I know I would end up breaking? My life was worthless without Bella beside me, so what was the point of my existence? I didn't need to live; I needed to be with Bella.

I opened my mouth to tell Alice my answer, when I heard Emmett's footsteps coming out of the clearing. He emerged from the brush, stoicism written on his face and shortly after Emmett, Jasper emerged as well, along with Rosalie.

"Whatever you decide, we are with you one hundred percent." Rosalie said an evil glint in her eyes.

Let's make sure she never forgets us. Edward, I am with you. Emmett added in his thoughts, grabbing a hold of Rosalie's hand. I looked over as Jasper made his way towards Alice's side.

He nodded his head at me, taking Alice's hand.

"Wait," Alice said, putting up her left hand that wasn't holding Jaspers, "I know all of us would love to go, but like I was telling Edward, we can't just break the treaty."

"Rules are meant to be broken." Emmett said; staring off in the direction Rosalie was. I looked at Alice, but she seemed to be giving up as well.

"You're decision Edward." Rosalie told me. She was already in a stance, ready to run off once I told them what I wanted to do. Everyone else was like that as well, all eyes waiting for my answer.

And for the first time in four mouths, I smiled at my family. I knew my answer as soon as Alice showed me her vision, there was no decision to be made. I wouldn't change my mind just because of the invisible line separating us between our enemies.

I didn't need to say any words to them; by the look on their faces they already knew my answer. And so we took off running, heading straight for Leavenworth-or I should say, heading straight towards Victoria.

Skillet

Comatose

I hate living without you
Dead wrong to ever doubt you
But my demons lay in waiting
Tempting me away
Oh how I adore you
Oh how I thirst for you
Oh how I need you

Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you

I don't wanna live
I don't wanna breathe
'les I feel you next to me
you take the pain I feel
waking up to you never felt so real
I don't wanna sleep
I don't wanna dream
'cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
Waking up to you never felt so real

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