OKAY i'm apollogizing now for the ending. I have no idea where it cam from. Dont't hate me please *Hides in a courner*

You know I'm not one to break promises I don't want to hurt you but I need to breathe. At the end of it all you're still my best friend, But there's something inside that I need to release. Which way is right, which way is wrong? How do I say that I need to move on? You know we headed separate ways. And it feels like I am just too close to love you. There's nothing I can really say. I can't lie no more, I can't hide no more

Percy was in love in love with Annabeth. He really was. But not so but not so much anymore.

And after that kiss with Nico, he knew that he didn't just stop being in love with her. He started to fall for the ghost king. They need to break-up, but She's still his best friend, at least he hopes so.

Annabeth had always been in love with Percy. Ever since he came to camp. Lately though she hasn't felt those feelings anymore. She loves Percy, but not like that. He is still her best friend, at least she hopes so.

Percy's Pov

I sat in the water after that kiss. That beautiful, wonderful, amazing kiss.

Though I thought Nico cut it short. Immediately after that thought I feel guilty. I have a girlfriend, a girlfriend that.. I don't really love like that anymore. I sink to the bottom of the ocean and puts my head in his knees. I think and then, I know what I have to do.

I swim to the top and automatically dries myself off. I runs to the Athena cabin and knocks. Annabeth answers and leans forward to kiss me. I step back and say "Um, Annabeth can I talk to you?"

She nods and lets me in. I sit on the bed and Annabeth sits down across from me. I can feel the tension in the air. I sigh, "Annabeth, I love you, but lately it hasn't been the same, I mean you're still my best friend, but I don't think i can date you anymore. I'm sorry, but I just can't lie to myself or you, and honestly i think I started to fall for Nico. I don't want to hurt you, but-"

Annabeth laughs and smiles. "It's okay, Percy, lately, I haven't felt like that either. But, hey, don't worry, you're still my best friend too okay?"

She stands up and pushes me out the door right before she closes it shes says "Now, go get your ghost king"

I decide to go to Jason's. He's gotten the closest to Nico so.. He might be of use.

I walk to his cabin and knock on his door. Jason answers and looks at me with distaste.

"What are you doing here Percy?"

I rub the back of my neck and say "Well, i uh came to ask you about..Nico"

He looks at me glaring and says "Haven't you hurt him enough?" And he slams the door.

"I'm sorry" I whisper to the door and i run to my cabin.

Once i'm inside, i lock my cabin door and go to the bathroom.

I reach under the sink and grab my box of blades. How long did this start? I try to think. It was about the time when my mom married Stinky Gabe and he made me feel so worthless.

I roll up my jacket sleeve. I stare at the blade.

I play the same game i always play.

If someone…..i won't cut today. Today the game is, If some Knocks on my door i won't cut today.

I count to 10.

1….

2….

3….

4…..

5…..

6…..

7…..

8….

9…

10….

I press the blade down on my wrist and make a new scar.

I hurt Nico. Another cut

I couldn't save bob. Another cut

I couldn't save bianca. Another cut.

I did something to Jason, i don't what but i obviously did something. Another cut.

I put my blade back in the box and put it away. I get up and go sit on my bed. I close my eyes and try to get rid of my thoughts. I can't they keep coming back.

I lay down, tears streaming down my face. I grab my mp3 player from my dresser

{Leo made it monster proof}. I click the first song that's one my playlist. It's Halo by Starset.

Listening to the song i slowly fall asleep.