I cry a lot. I mean a whole lot.

I just…I just can't help it! Whenever I start thinking about sad things, I just…start crying. Afterwards I get mad at myself because crying is considered weak by most people. And I know he thought it made me weak too. I hate being weak. I'm training as hard as I can. Really I am! As Naruto says, "Believe it!"

Heh, Naruto. He is such an idiot. Although even while being an idiot he is a decent teammate. A really strong teammate too. He has lots of extra chakra to help him. Lots of chakra. …

It comes…from that…that thing inside him. Sometimes it scares me thinking about how he has the fox demon inside him. Everyone is always saying how it would be if the demon took control of him. How it would be like it was before they bound the demon to Naruto.

I was too young to even remember that incident, now that I think about it. My parents do though. All the adults do.

Most of them either fear or hate him. Or both.

My parents always get this fearful look whenever I bring up the subject. Or I slip about how amazed I am at how much chakra Naruto has. Or how much stronger he's gotten. Even though he's an idiot.

They always change the subject. I guess because of how the adults acted I used to hate Naruto too. Before I became his teammate. Before I became his friend. Getting to know him made me start regretting the hatred I held against him. Made me wish I could have been his friend too, with Iruka-sansei. Of course I was too preoccupied with all the teasing I got from my wide forehead.

I was selfish.

But Ino became my friend. That pig. She is my rival not only in training but in love too! Sasuke-kun will like me not her! He and I are on the same team thank goodness.

Well…we were on the same team…before…before he…Left.

Oh! Just thinking about him makes me want to cry. I can't cry. I mustn't. I refuse to be the weak-link in the team. I won't be. He always saw me as weak. And annoying. Mostly annoying because I kept telling him how much I loved him.

Well excuse me Mister high and mighty Sasuke-kun! I can't help my feelings. I can't help how just being near him makes me so happy and filled with love I have to say something!

I can't help it if I fall in love with an icicle. A beautiful icicle. I guess for a boy he's supposed to be called handsome or whatever, which he is of course; but the one word that I think fits him the most is Beautiful.

I bet that Ino-pig would make fun of me if I told her that. Damn her! I will not be controlled by her any longer!

I. Am. Not. Weak. Hah! And I will get Sasuke-kun. Double hah! I will be the strongest medic-nin ever!

I'll get Sasuke-kun back. I'll kill Orochimaru by myself if I have to. I will get him back.

I will…I just have to get him back. It hurts deep inside being left like that. Not being able to stop him…Knowing I wasn't strong enough. Knowing he really doesn't love me like I love him…

No! Those are forbidden thoughts! I am not allowed to think like that. I must be able to keep smiling. Yes. I must keep smiling. For Naruto. For Kakashi-sensei. For Team 7. For my parents. For Tsunade-sama. For everyone.

For Sasuke-kun.

For myself.

"Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone."

-Unknown

Well that was Sakura's! She really is a good person. She annoyed me too at first but then once she matured a little bit I started to really like her. So no Sakura haters please! And if you are I hope this little confession of hers (and Inner Sakura tooa little bit) changed your opinion. She and Sasuke-chan belong together! I just wish she could get one punch at him. Just one. Anyway! Hope you liked it. Hope it wasn't too OOC and not too random. Hope you will review!