I love porn.
Not really. It's just a nice distraction from what my usual thoughts are. Which might be -to most- depressing but I have to remind myself of what happened. Always.
He deserves more but I can't do anything else because he's dead. My fault actually.
Obito, I wonder how you're doing up there. I hope you're doing great. No, I hope you're doing absolutely fantastic. Your gift is always a useful burden. Heh. Better nothing than a useless burden. How I regret those words. I would have rather had you give me a rock and still be alive instead of…of what happened. Your gift is always my last resort and only to those who deserve to be shown the Uchiha eye. One of the most famous eyes now a days.
The copy cat ninja they call me. I'm known by quite a lot of people. I don't deserve it. I don't deserve any of it. I'm always late to everything, failing every one of my new genin teams, and always carrying and reading a porn book in public. Can you believe it Obito? Me, Kakashi the rule abider being late and reading porn in public. Well it's true. And I really have failed every one of my genin teams, except for my latest one, Team 7.
What a bunch. The last survivor- prodigy- of the Uchihas, the red-tailed fox, and an infatuated girl. It worries me that I have an Uchiha on my team. Of course now I'll have another daily reminder of what's really important and comrades to protect once again. This Uchiha, though he may look like you Obito, he is nothing compared to you. He is more like me.
More likely to choose the scum path. I hope he won't though. I will steer him towards the right path and hope he listens to me instead of having to find out like I did. Team 7 still needs a lot of work though. Especially the two boys. They're rivals too much of the time; slightly like how we used to be Obito. From what I've heard though they're more like how Jiraiya and Orochimaru used to be. That makes me worry even more. I shall have to put more of my attention on the two boys than the girl. I might regret it later but it can't be helped. I refuse to let Konoha sire another Orochimaru. Not if I can stop it.
Mmm. Standing here in front of the memorial talking to you like this Obito, it's like you're really here. Heh. If you were here I bet you and the fox-tail could knock some sense into your relative, literally and figuratively. Unfortunately if I hadn't been such scum and you had lived, you probably would've been murdered by Itachi just like the rest of the clan was.
Except, of course, the only survivor from that time. Sasuke Uchiha. The boy is obsessed with avenging his family. I know how he feels, maybe not quite to that extreme, but I still know how it is to lose everything.
I don't really remember my mother, just a few scattered memories here and there. I do remember how depressed my father was though. It lasted for about three weeks. Then suddenly something happened and one day he just swept me up in a hug and apologized for not being a good enough father. That was about two, maybe three, years before the incident.
Before everything crashed down around us. People accusing my father of being a traitor, lower than garbage, scum. People turned against both of us. One day my father just…just snapped and committed suicide.
I was angry. Angry at him for breaking the obvious laws, angry at the village for turning him into what he became, angry at just about everything. That's when I became a devout follower of the rules. Making sure I didn't break any. Making sure what happened to my father didn't happen to me.
And then…then I lost you, Obito. And it was my fault. Everything that happened then was my fault. All mine. I was finally shown the errors of my ways, but at a price. An extremely high price.
And this is why I like reading porn. To distract myself from these…these little reminders. I really wouldn't mind getting lost on life's pathway once in a while. It might let me go backwards. Let me go to the past. When my father was the famous, almost worshiped, White Fang; and when Rin, you, and I were on a team. You and I arguing about how you shouldn't be late all the time and how you broke the rules most of the time. You would then accuse me of being made of steel. And I would tell you better being steel than a "rule-breaker."
If I recall correctly Obito, you accused me of being steel the day before you…before I killed you.
Well, it's an hour past time I should be at the team meeting place. I'm sure they're going to yell at me.
Again.
The girl always yells at me and always knows I'm lying about why I'm late. I always use your idiotic excuses.
You live on Obito.
You live through me.
Well that was Kakashi-sensei's. Sorry if you haven't read volume 27! I wrote this right after I read the volume. Kakashi-sensei is a very complex person. I hope I wrote this ok. Hopefully it didn't skip around too much and he wasn't OOC. I wrote this like Kakashi is standing in front of the memorial and is just talking to Obito telling him what's going on and "confessing" why he had been the way he was. Well I hope you liked it! Constructive critiquing will be most appreciated! Thanks for reading all the way through and this too! You get a warm gooey chocolate chip cookie! Or whatever cookie is your favorite.