Based on White Horse by Taylor Swift. Alec is tired of having his heart broken by Magnus. *** Mostly used to indicate a flashback.

'All I want is you. Do you love me?' The words rang in my head, I didn't know what to think. He had broken my heart so many times before. I had spent so much time waiting for him, dreamed about the life we would have like we were in a movie.

'Yeah.' Was all I could get out; I was afraid to say anything else because I knew what would happen. I would end up pouring my heart out to him and taking him back because that's how it always went. I loved him like crazy and I could never resist his looks and that face of an angel he gave me whenever he begged me to take him back.

'Will you give me another chance?' He sounded so sincere and I felt my heart strings being tugged violently. I started to weigh my options, he was the love of my life. But we had spent so many unhappy days together I wasn't sure if the happy times could outweigh all the misery and heartache. Memories of the time we spent together came flashing back.

'I feel like he's everything I wanted in life Izzy.' I clutched the cup of coffee tighter at the thought of him. Another argument, I don't know why I kept holding onto the idea that he would truly stay and would love me the way I loved him. She smiled sadly, 'he's trouble Alec, please listen to me.' Her voice was pleading, 'I know it's hard to see but he is going to keep breaking your heart until you learn to say goodbye. You deserve better big brother. I hate to see you like this; especially when I know how to help but you won't let me.'

I felt like a damn fool, I had taken him back thinking he was serious this time and once again he had left me down. I angrily wiped the tears away and I couldn't remember a time I had felt this awful about anything or anyone.

I slid down the wall and sat on the floor. Putting my head in my hands I sobbed for the love that was threatening to break my heart for the millionth time. I couldn't understand why he was doing this to me. I had done everything for him. I put my trust into him, my heart and soul, my everything.

I was so naïve to believe this he was true. I still kept seeing him kissing that guy when I wanted to make things right. I could still feel the sting in my heart as I ran off knowing this was exactly what Izzy warned me about. 'He's trouble Alec please listen to me.' I should have listened to her then but I was so convinced he was the one.

'Please Magnus stay.' I grabbed him by the arm. I looked at him with longing in my eyes; I hated he was so desperate to leave so quickly all the time. Like he didn't want to be with me any longer than he had to. I watched as he collected his stuff up silently and left the room.

I should have followed him, convinced him to stay for just once but what was the point? He never wanted to be here after we became intimate and for once I didn't feel like playing the fool. *** I couldn't sleep. I stared up at the ceiling thinking about him. I wanted someone who would treat me the way I deserved but it was so hard to fall for an angel when the devil has stolen your heart. I started to cry, this was becoming a common thing. But I needed him so badly and I couldn't imagine myself without him by my side.

'Alec?' He pulled me out of my thoughts I realised I was still on the phone to him. 'Will you give me another chance?' He asked me again; I don't know if I was imagining him but I thought I heard him sound upset. Silent tears forced their way out. 'No' I managed to choke out. I quickly hung up before he could say anything.

I burst into tears, I finally had the strength to say no. I was done with him dragging my heart around using it when he felt like.

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