Hey guys, I just wanted to say something. It's going to be a rant basically and in this rant, I'm going to try to explain as much as possible. First of all, I know that most of you care about my MLPxSonic crossover stories but I have some bad news. I may not continue my story. I honestly love all the support I got from my first story, it was rough and rushed and all these things yet it is my most viewed story and most positive based on reviews. Even though all of that happened and I'm still proud of my stories, I can't really find an inspiration to start writing more, at least for Sonic and MLP. I tried a lot of times yet I just couldn't find anything, I just couldn't. School doesn't help me as well, as I am having a lot of tests to do and homework almost doubled. Now, as for my most recent story, A New Life, I've had mixed feelings about it now. There are lots of mistakes and errors that I still haven't learned from after all this time and I feel ashamed of it. Sure, people like it and all but there's also so many negative stuff and I just feel so dumb for the easy mistakes that I've had in the story. This story that I've created has so much potential and it still does, but all I'm really doing to it is making a potentially good story into a rushed piece of work that is messy in grammar and character development and romance. How can I screw up such an important part of the story? I just keep rushing and yet I still don't learn from it. Who knows, maybe I already have screwed up in grammar in this rant.
I'm going to be straight up about this: I don't know if I should continue writing. I honestly love it. Giving you guys an opportunity to see and read what I think of when I see these characters, I want you to feel like they are alive in our own imagination just by reading my stories. Yet, I failed in that category because I rush things,especially in romance,because I make mistakes that inexperienced writers make. I read a good amount of other people's stories and I realised that I feel so...happy,no... I feel enlightened. Some stories just make me keep wanting to see more, stories that make me want to know what happens next to a character that everyone loves or just one that I care about. They also kind of help me be inspired to keep doing what you love and I think that I've been following that for two years now.
Anyway, I'm getting a little out of hand. All I want you guys to know is that I love writing, I really do. But, now, I feel like I just shouldn't do it anymore. Maybe all I need is a little bit of help or it can be something so simple to solve but I'm probably just an idiot(I really don't care if I am). Hopefully, you guys can at least understand what I've been thinking about and maybe I'll make more chapters and stuff but for now, I may need some help or maybe just time. Like always, I'll see you on the next one.