Dear dragon,
Things have been so hectic lately with touring and all these fan meetings that we basically haven't had time to even breath. I'm staying up late tonight to write you this letter I'm most likely never gonna send you, I cant, I couldn't possibly think about giving this to you for fear of in revealing thing I don't feel confident telling you.
Im in love with you dragon and I don't remember exactly when it happened all I know is that I love you with all that I am. I know sometimes it may not seem like I do but remember we have to keep up appearances. I can't let this secret out even if it were socially acceptable.
It hurts sometimes when they make you go out with her and I act out and I know I shouldn't, I know I should behave and be a good boy for our image but how can I do that when just the thought of you and her makes my blood boil with hatred.
Remember when you had trouble sleeping? I pretended that it would bother me sometimes but it never did. I would be so over joked to be on your arms that sometimes my enjoyment was a little too noticeable and that was why I pretended not to like it but really i secretly loved it.
I never lie when I tell you I like you on stage or when I say I love you trust me it's not all fan service though I do like when they get so excited those little secret perverts thinking of 2 men together.
One day i will say something, my beautiful dragon, and when i do that'll be the day I'll give you my all and hopefully I won't be to late.
Yours in secret
The Panda to your Dragon