Chapter 11

I opened my eyes and was in shock. I was lying on a bed bonded to it and someone was pulling off my clothes. The person leaned in and then I saw the face I haven't seen for years.

My ex-boyfriend.

That god damn bastard was rapping me. I screamed as I had done it so many times before.

Someone choked me and called my name but I was to far away to actually realize what was happening. I was still screaming. A beautiful deep voice, a beautiful voice sayying my name. I was confused because I didn't know where that voice came from. Slowly I felt my limps again and then I realized that it was just a bad dream, so I stopped screaming.

I opened my eyes slowly . The first thing I saw were deep blue eyes which were pretty close to my face, I tried to get away but he was holding me down.

'Are you okay ?' 'Yes, I just had a bad dream.'

Another face showed up, one that I have seen so many times before when that kind of dreams came up.

Anna pushed Samu out of the bunk area 'Scoot over babe.' I did what I was told and she lay down beside me and put her arms around me. She was holding me tight as I sobbed into her shoulder. An hour later I have calmed myself down enough to act like nothing ha happened. So I walked into the back of the bus with Anna and sat down on a couch.

Everyone looked at me but no one said something about what happened earlier and I was thankful for it.

Anna's POV

Mary has gone to sleep while everybody else was chatting in the back. I sat down there too and watched the guys fooling around, telling jokes. Someone came up with the idea to play guitar hero. Things got pretty intense, even I was allowed to play a few times but I suck. They turned on the sound but suddenly we heard a scream and the another one before I realized who it was. Samu ran into the bunk area.

When I stepped in Samu was shacking Mary and called her name in panic, as she finally woke up I pushed him out and got into her bunk to hold her tight. This kind of dreams again. Her boyfriend used to rape her when she was 13, ever since I have met her she have had such dreams. We are best friends for 6 years now but she can't let go of that bad memories. Actually she is pretty alone, single for 8 years now because she has issues of trusting a male person.

When she was calm enough we walked to the back were everybody was but no one asked something about what happened. Relieved was not even close to what I felt. I let myself fall on a seat next to Riku an watched the movie everyone was concentrated on. 'What happened before ?' 'What U mean ?' 'That screaming before ?' 'Can't tell you, sorry. She needs to tell you when she is ready.' Riku asked me after the movie ended.

This wasn't my choice.

Samu's POV

The movie finally ended but I wasn't sure if I should ask Mary what happened so I told Riku to ask Anna but she wouldn't tell him. I was still pretty scared but shortly after we arrived at our first venue. Everyone was gone just seconds after the bus door opened.

I wanted to write a mail so I searched for my sell in the pocket of my pants but it wasn't there. Starting to panic I searched in the front of the bus but no sight of it. Then I went to the back, I stopped when I went in because Mary was sitting in a corner, looking like she was far away with her thoughts.

Should I interrupt her thoughts ? Should I just take my sell which was lying on the table and leave her alone ? I wasn't sure about it. She looked so lonely.

As I walked closer she suddenly snapped back out of her thoughts.

'Where has everyone gone ?' 'We have arrived at the venue a couple of minutes ago. They are probably running around and take a look at everything.' 'OH.' was her only response.

'Hey come on, let's take a walk.' I pulled her up nd hold her for a few seconds before we also left the bus.

It was a beautiful day outside, the sun was shining and it was pretty warm. We blinked because it was so bright out there. I was going in front of her, she may was far away lost in her thoughts.