Sorry for the short chapters, I'm trying to get more stuff into more than one chapter :-) please review :-D

Chapter 4-

I am in shock. Marcus. He was in our room, our apartment. Why? The 3 letter word keeps popping up. Why was he our room? I stare at Four in shock. Why Marcus? The man who beat and abused Tobias; MY Tobias. What did he want to tell him? Why wouldn't Tobias let me into the room with him?Thoughts and fears swim in my head. Does Tobias trust me?

What do I look like to Tobias? A small, Dauntless girl with pink and blonde hair, who can't take care of herself? No. I dismiss the thought. He knows I am strong.

"Why?" I whisper, suddenly afraid for him; for me. His fears are my fears, his hurt and scars are mine.

"Tris," says Tobias softly, "You have to understand something."

"What?" I ask, still afraid.

"I learned something today, that you may not like. It has to do with me and you, and Marcus and Caleb and your parents." My head snaps up, I had been looking at our fingers.

"My pare-"

"They are safe."

"But-"

"Marcus wanted to tell me that Caleb Is dead."

"What?" I choke out.

"Caleb couldn't handle that he didn't place first in his initiation. He got 7th or 8th out of 11. Caleb chose to become factionless, and then he killed himself. He was run over by a train." As his words sink in, I start to cry. Caleb, my smart, horribly wonderful traitor brother, was dead/ I couldn't stand it. I sob into Tobias' shoulder.

"Caleb." I choke out.

"Shhhhh." Says Tobias softly. I need to get over Caleb. I will myself 5 seconds. 1- Caleb was my brother. 2- He transferred like I did. 3- Tobias is my family. 4- Everyone will not see me as weka. 5- Caleb made his choise, and I made mine.

I get up, and tell Tobias, "I need to mourn his death. I need a drink."

I do not drink, but I do tonight. Caleb's death hits me hard, and I feel empty. Christina comes over to me before I get to drunk.

"Tris, I'm sorry."

"S'all right." I say, my words slurred form the drink.

"Where's Four?" She asks, nervously, "He need to take care of you. Idont want you falling into the Chasm."

Tobias appears by my side.

"I'm right here. Tris, were going to our apartment, okay?" I nod slowly, trying to comprehend his words. All I here Is "apartment".

Tobias leads me away from Christina, and we start to walk up the steps to the apartments. I stumble, and giggle. Tobias sighs and scoops me up into his arms. I start to doze off as he carries me into the apartment.

He tucks me into our bed, and kisses my forehead.

"Night Tris," He says softly.

My eyes start to close, but not before I see him get up and take off his shirt. I smile when I see his Dauntless flames. I close my eyes and here him get into bed beside me. I snuggle up to him, and I feel his hand caress my hair.

"Sweet dreams, Trissy…"

I hear a knock on the door. Tobias is in the shower, so I get up and answer the door myself.

My brother stands in front of me, his hair long, his clothes tattered.

"Caleb?" I ask shocked.

"Hurry," He says. He turns left and starts to run. I follow, not questioning him. I thought Caleb was supposed to be dead. I follow continue to follow Caleb, and then realize that Caleb is heading towards the Chasm. I turn the corner right as I see Caleb jump off the ledge. I see his body hit the rocks; here the sickening crunches as his bones are destroyed; watch his lifeless body fall into the water.

"CALEB!" I scream.

"Tris!" I hear Tobias' voice. It is coming from above. I shut my eyes tight, and wait for Tobias' to rescue me. I open my eyes when I start to see red spots. I see Tobias kneeling above me.

"What's wrong?" he asks, worried.

"A…A dream?" I stutter. I did not think that was a dream.

"Tobias, Caleb is dead, isn't he?" I ask. Tobias nods his head yes. I sigh, and then shudder. It was only a dream, I think. Dreams can't hurt me. Tobias pulls me into his strong arms, and stroked my hair. I am now receiving a HUGE hangover-type headache. Ouch.

"I don't want to sleep again." I say.

"You must. You have initiates to scare tomorrow," Says Tobias. I try to laugh, but it comes out as a hiccup.

"Go to bed," says Tobias. He lays me down.

"What if the dreams come back?" I ask quietly.

"Then I will chase them away." He says.

"I love you Tobias." I say.

I do not here Tobias' response, because I am too far gone.