Part 4.
[Denying took off a moment of lucidity.
I need a real girlfriend. Someone better than Lilly.
Someone prettier, taller, older. Just better than her.
I need a girlfriend who doesn't wear stupid hats.
I need a girlfriend with a feminine side more appealing.
I need a girlfriend who isn't my sister's best friend.
I need a girlfriend who cares about me.
I hate girls who only talks about their hair and make up and clothes.
I hate girls who don't know what "originality" means.
I love blond hair, ecstatic smile and no look.
I love …Lilly Truscott.
Alright, I think I said it enough times. Maybe I could tell it to HER.
You, readers, can't do anything about it. Her, yes.
Stupid romantism.
I used to be Jackson Stewart, the goofy ladies man.
I used to go on a date at the two days.
I used to enjoy a one night stand.
I used to be me.
Two options:
- She is changing me into a new person.
- I am becoming the boy I will be when I'll be truly in love. (Ouch.)
I sat down on my bed playing a game on my WII when I heard my computer make some noise.
You Have A New IM it showed.
("JayStu" is Jackson and "FreakyLilly" is Lilly)
FreakyLilly: hey jacky
JayStu: Lilly?
What was she doing on my AIM? I never gave her my screen name…
FreakyLilly: how are you?
JayStu: good you?
FreakyLilly: perfect ;)
FreakyLilly: watcha doin?
JayStu: playing video games you?
FreakyLilly: thinkin…
Wish it could be about me.
FreakyLilly: is Miley home?
Oh yeah. I should have got that. She doesn't speak to me for me.
JayStu: yeah in her room. With Oliver I think.
Thinking about it, AIM is the perfect place…She can't see my face!
I can't see her reaction though but she can't she mine.
I can ask her whatever I want, without being shy.
JayStu: speaking of Oliver, aren't you jealous?
FreakyLilly: …
FreakyLilly: why would I be?
JayStu: being jealous when ur bf is in a room with your bff is normal
FreakyLilly: MY BOYFRIEND?
JayStu: …
FreakyLilly: if only I had one.
JayStu: you don't?
FreakyLilly: NO!
What the heck is happening here? Is my mind tricking me?
JayStu: I thought you and Olivier were going out…
FreakyLilly: LOL. NO. he's obsessed with your SISTER.
FreakyLilly: I bet what they are doing in her room isn't talking.
FreakyLilly: more like tongue exercise.
Bad mental image.
Well that Oken boy can do whatever he wants with my sister (sex is not in this range of things he can do with her); at least he isn't doing anything with Lilly.
JayStu: enough. Its my sister. I don't wanna see this in my head lol
FreakyLilly: what make you though about me and oliver dating?
JayStu: idk, some "signs" I saw. But im a guy, im not a love-expert!
FreakyLilly: are you even in love Jackson?
HUM. What a good question coming from her huh?
FreakyLilly: I cant really imagine you in love. Goofy Jackson!
JayStu: lol!
Bad ass. I am in love with YOU. How could this go goofy even more? HUH?
JayStu: how did you get my screen name anyway?
FreakyLilly: miley honey
JayStu: and you were bored so decided to talk to me?
FreakyLilly: well actually I had a question…
JayStu: yeah?
FreakLilly: Hannah is throwing a party for her new album and Hannah is going with Oliver (disguised for sure)
JayStu: …?
FreakyLilly: I didn't find someone to go with me (as Lola), without being discovered you know… So since you know who I am and who your sister is and all, would you go with me? You'd save me!
JayStu: yeah but you'll owe me one.
FreakyLilly: Please a smoking. Please, be disguised so no one will see that you are Jackson Stewart. Please, I don't want to be uncool in front of Jake.
Jake? Not that super gay selfish actor who got Miley heart broken?
Not over Lilly now?
The one who'll look uncool won't be Lilly but it will be Jake's face after I got it all redone with my fists.
