Part 5.

[So much for the dress up boy

Who couldn't resist the demanding girl.

Black pants. White vest. Black over. Black tie. Black shoes.

A smoking on me. Jackson Stewart wearing a smoking. Oh god.

What wouldn't we do for a girl?

I got myself dressed up, brushed a little my goofy hair and headed downstairs.

Oliver was sitting on the couch.

"Hey Jacky-" I cut him off.

"What is it with calling me "Jacky"?" I asked him glaring.

"Well Lilly asked us to call you like that." He replied.

"Oh…" I tried to make my thoughts clear. "Why?"

He shrugged. After ten minutes of silence watching the TV, Oliver broke the ice:

"I have a question for you."

"Yeah?" I asked him curious.

"Do you mind if I ask your sister out?" He pleaded me with his eyes. "I mean, she's a really great girl, she's smart, funny, and beautiful. And I think I may like her more than just "like". You see what I mean? She's really something and she is something to me."

He took his breath. "I just want to know if it's alright with you."

I nodded and smiled. "Go for it boy." He smiled and thanked me.

He stood up. "I'm going to pick up my cousin."

My eyes went wide. "Which one?" I asked him.

"Alexa, why?" OH MY GOD.

"What will she do there?" I asked him. I wasn't eager to see her there. She was going to ruin it all since nobody knows our plan. And I don't want anybody to know.

"Well, she isn't coming at the party. We'll just be dropping her off at the airport." I sighed. It will be easier to deal with.

I nodded. Oliver walked toward the door.

"Oh and Jackson." I turned my head to face him. "She told me about your plan. Just ask her out. It's torturing you and I think everybody except her can see the way you look at her." My eyes went big again.

"Who the heck are you talking about?" I asked him nonchalant.

"Lilly. Go for it, boy!" he smiled to me and walked out.

[You take my breath away.

"Talking about me?" I jumped.

She came downstairs just as Oliver went out.

"Hey-." I turned myself and face her. GOD. I couldn't say anything else.

She was wearing her Lola wig and cute and simple makeup. She had put a hat on it.

She was wearing leather Mary Jane with a silk short black dress.

"You're…You…" I couldn't make it. "Since how many time are you here?" I asked her managing to avoid looking at her.

"Oh…I just came down when Oliver said "Lilly, go for it boy."" I nodded.

Nervous silence.

"So…I think I forgot something in my room…" I said and stood up.

I ran up the stairs toward my room.

I stopped dead right in my tracks when I entered my room.

I couldn't breath. She just took my breath away.

I have seen her in bathing suit, in pajamas. Drunk, high, broken.

But never in such a sexy dress.

I sat myself down on my bed and looked at the ceiling.

She is driving me crazy.

Minutes later I heard someone knocked on my door.

"Jacky, can I come in?" It was Lilly.

I mumbled a "yes" and she entered my room.

She took my breath once more. I was almost chocking.

"I have a BIG favor to ask you." She told me seriously.

"Wh-wh-at?" I managed to say. I avoid her gaze. Look anywhere but not at her.

"Are you alright? You seem sick…"

"No, I'm perfectly right!" this time it came easier.

"OK. So…promise you won't laugh at me?" She said and sat beside me.

"I promise." I said seriously looking at my shoes.

She inspired harshly and spoke out:

"Well, you know, I never had a…boyfriend." Wish I could be the first. "And tonight at the party…there will be someone I wish could be the first." My heart ached and broke once again. "I was asking myself if…hum…you would teach me how to kiss…well."

She blushed and looked down. I could feel tears coming down my eyes.

I am not a pussy. I am not vulnerable.

I am just in love with a younger girl, for now two years, who just asked me if she could kiss me to be good for another guy. Kill me now, that situation sucks as hell.

"Oh." I simply said. She looked at me confused.

"So, is this a yes or a no?" she asked me.

How come a so beautiful seventeen years old girl, soon to be eighteen, never had a boyfriend? I wish I could be the first. I wish I could be the one to teach it all, because she wanted me to do it, because she loves me. How come I can't get that?

"Well, huh…No…I mean, yes!" My thoughts weren't clear. What to do?

Option 1: kiss her once in my life and had the chance to do it before giving up on her.

Option 2: not do it and regret all my life that I couldn't taste those beautiful lips.

Option 1, go for it.

"Thanks, Jackson." She smiled to me. "I'll owe you two BIG favors."

I chuckled.

"So, let's do it?" she asked. I nodded.

"I'll just close the door so anyone won't walk through the all and take it for what it isn't." she said and laughed.

We don't do that for the same thing.

For her it's educational. For me, it's to taste her before I give up on loving her.

"So, ready Lilly?" I asked her trying to hide my shaking. She slightly nodded.

"Are you sure you don't want your first kiss to be with him and spontaneous?" I asked her. I wasn't sure I could do this. I wanted her too much.

"I think I want to be equal with him if it happens. So I need to know the basics."

I shook a little more thinking about it.

"So, let's go?" She nodded.

"Wait." She said. I questioned her with my eyes. "I won't go further with the guy. I don't want to kiss with the tongue already with him, so don't do it."

I nodded. Tasting her lips was enough for me.

I inspired a lot too much of air, let it out, relax my muscles and began.

"First, a kiss is something spontaneous. Close your eyes. Relax all your members. Take your balance. Be ready."

I breathe heavily and lean into her. Lilly was in front me, eyes closed. She was waiting for me to kiss her. I leaned more toward her and slowly press my lips on hers.

H e a v e n. Two years, I have waited for it and it's even not for the right reason.

I move my body closer to her and place my hands on her hips.

I know it isn't right. But damn, I have waited for it so long. I can't handle it.

My tongue teases her lips for an entrance. I could feel her hesitated.

I don't know which God got me lucky that night but she slowly opened her mouth to let my tongue in. What she had told me earlier? She didn't want to…

Her arms placed themselves around my neck and played with my hair. Our tongues fight between them and tease themselves. Our lips moved with the exact movements together. It felt perfect.

I need air. But I can't pull apart from her. I finally did it, I couldn't breath anymore.

I looked at her. She was red like a tomato and still eyes closed.

I placed both my hands on her cheeks. She shivered. I always had cold hands.

I approached my mouth from her ear and whispered lightly. "This is how you kiss."

I placed a light kiss on her lips and stepped out of the room.

I directly go into the bathroom and locked the door.

I am breathing heavily and touch my lips.

For her first time, she is a good kisser.

I feel electricity shock trough me.

After about ten minutes, I hear my dad call me.

It's time to leave. I run downstairs and see they are all out except my dad.

The ride is long and awkward between me and Lilly.

I am sitting beside her.

My dad is in front with the driver.

Miley and Oliver are making out at the opposite of the limousine.

Alexa is finally not here. Hallelujah.

When we finally arrive at the venue, Miley speaks up:

"So, I have a lot of people to talk to. Oliver is coming with me. You two can stay together, alright?" Lilly nods and I do the same.

As soon as I step up of the car, Jake is coming toward us.

If only he didn't know about Miley and Lilly being Hannah and Lola.

"Lilly!" I hear him yell.

"Jake!" she says and run toward him.

Breaking heart. I could have sworn she felt something with the kiss.