The sun streamed through the window,shining through into Her face.
She stirred awake from her place on the ground. The sound Of birds chirping filled the room and she finally opened He eyes, she was on the floor.
Why was she on the floor?
Trying to get up she put her weight on her left wrist,only to fall back on the floor from the pain that shot up her moved her arm into view and to her utter shock she could clearly see the set of finger shaped dark purple bruises that lay on her arm.
Looking round the room she was surprised to see a fist mark imprinted in the glanced at her wrist once more before all the memories came flooding back.
BPOV
His eyes dark as coal,from the predatory gleam In his eye...the words he spoke to me 'I will show who you belong to'
I slid down the wall and buried my head in my hands.I didn't care about the fact that I was soaking my bed covers.
The tears stopped,and I then realised that it was 10:30!
I ran to the bathroom, picking up my toiletries on the way.
Stepping into to the shower I turned it up as high as I could first my wrist stung a lot, but I excused the pain because i needed to shower. I grabbed a loofah, lathering it in shower gel, I scrubbed and I scrubbed until my whole body was raw.
I felt so dirty, and disgusting.
Then a thought came to me, what if Charlie found out?
What if Jacob found out?And that thought scared me, not because I though Jacob would hurt me but that he would literally run to the Cullen's and tear Edward into a million pieces.
Now I thought about it, the truth was, I was scared of him and the thought of him would make me want to cower in a corner.I just don't why, how I-i mean I still love him, I'm sure it was an all an accident he wouldn't do that normally.
Would he?
The water started tuning cold and I hopped out wrapping a fluffy white towel around myself. When I walked to my room I was hit with a gust of wind that sent shivered up my entire spine.
I looked over and the window was open.
One thing I knew was that I closed it, in fact I even locked it last night, that meant...no!
I ran over to the window and shut it, holding it in place with all my might.I made a dissision to maybe even nail it shut. First I needed to get dressed.
I walked over to my wardrobe and picked out a pair of skinny jeans and some uggs. I was having trouble finding a top to wear. Before I thought of wrapping it in a bandage, but then people would suspect something. So I settled for a nice long-sleeved white top.
I ran a brush through my hair a few times before walking down stairs extra careful to make sure I didn't fall.
Charlie was standing hopelessly staring at the flames that a were erupting from the frying pan.I ran and got the fire extinguisher.
"Dad what the hell?"I asked raising an eyebrow at gave Him,He Gave me a sheepish look and rubbed his neck nervously.
"Well,you always cook bells. And I just wanted to do something for you, but that didn't turn out so well."
Really I would have need guesses!
"It's okay and I appreciate the thought but lets face it, you are hopeless in the kitchen."I said while getting out some things from the fridge.I laid the ingredients on the counter top.
Charlie had gone upstairs to get dresses. I was alone.
I know that he was upstairs but I was frightened.I didn't want to be here alone.
When I looked out the window I could have sworn I had seen a pair of eyes watching me.
I felt something touch my shoulder and I screamed.
"Bella what's wrong?" Charlie asked while looking at me in a panicked shock.
I breathed a sigh if relief."oh nothing you just...Scarred me is all."I said moving out the way and started putting his food on a now did I realise that I was still clutching at my chest.I slowly brought my hand down.
While Charlie ate he kept looking at me, probably wondering what had me so jumpy.
I was trying my best to put a normal look on my face, probably failing but it would have to do for now.I finally spoke.
"Dad do you think we could do something...together today?"I asked him. He looked so I would have been too.
"Well, I was gonna go fishing, I had promised billy I would take him bells.I'm so-"I cut him off.
"No it's okay" I smiled hoping to reassure him that I really didn't mind.
"Hey maybe you could go and see Jacob"charlie said enthusiastically.
To be honest I really did want to see Jacob, a lot,But he knew me so well that I knew he would suspect something was I also didn't want a repeat of yesterday. All in all I didn't want to be put in that kind of a thought occurred to I was on the res, edward couldn't get me.
"Ok then let me just wash these up and we can I go" I got up to stack the plates when Charlie stopped me.
"I'll do them bells you go get ready"I made a face at him."it's the least I can do"he said whilst inconspicuously taking the dishes from my hand and to the sink.
I ended up giving in and went upstairs. I looked in the mirror, I was surprised at how bad I were bags under my eyes, and my eyes looked so dull!
I walked over to my desk and put on some eyeliner. Better! I grabbed my bag and went downstairs. Charlie was already waiting for me by the door.I was gonna ride in my truck but sided against that.I felt safer with Charlie there.
I know he was confused by my weird behaviour, he kept looking at me.I didn't really want to answer anything so I looked out the window of the cruiser.
I wondered what would happen today, hopefully nothing but then again, with me there was always to long after we pulled into the back's drive I got there I couldn't see Jacob, that was when Charlie went to go and get billy's fishing gear, I went up to him.
"Hey where is jacob?"I asked in what I hoped was a polite tone.
"He is on patrol and will finish in about half an hour. Best go to sam and Emily's, that's where he will probably go after."he I could thank him Charlie came out.
"Hey dad I'm gonna go to sam and Emily's now."
"Oh would you like me to drop you?" that would be too awkward.
"No thanks, I will walk from her here." I said looking down the path.
"Bella are you sure, I don't mind..."He trailed off, I know he didn't like showing his emotions but I could now see as clearly as day how worried Charlie was.
"No, err I wanted to get some fresh air anyways. plus it's only like a ten minute walk."I said before he finally gave in. I made my way down the path, I couldn't help but think of deja vou.I had done this all yesterday.
Got to say though, I was pleased when I reached their drive because I had only fell twice. However one of them had to be on my bad arm but there was nothing I could do now.
I knocked on the door.
Emily answered it.
"I'm sorry I was going to visit Jacob but billy said that he would come here after patrol,so...'she pulled me in side.I looked around and Quil,Embry,Jared and paul were were playing call of duty, or at least quil and Jared were, Paul and embry were just watching.
I sat down awkward between embry and tried focussing but I couldn't was Jacob doing now?
Was he chasing vampires?
I couldn't concentrate on anything.I picked up my bag from by my feet and looked init for a book, imagine my luck when I found a version of fifty shades of grey!
Who the hell put that there?
As embarrassing as this was it was better that an awkward I opened the book I noticed the small posted note attached to the inside cover.
Maybe you will get some ideas
love Alice
xxx
When I was about one chapter in the book I heard embry snicker. Only then did I realise I was at Emily's and next to me were two men.
perfect!
"So Bella, how are you?"Embry know,my vampire boyfriend who I just found out was abusive had practically broken my wrist so yea, how was school by the way?
"Oh,I'm okay."unconsciously I tugged on the sleeve of my Top, Paul's eyes flashed to mine and then he looked was weird.
"How are you by the way?"He looked passive for moment but then grinned.
"Got to beat the women off with a stick these days"he said dramatically. I laughed.
"oh poor you"
"Oh please, tell me you don't want a piece of embry!"he said running his hand over his body like a woman, i was fighting back the laughter in my throat.
"Yea sure, whatever you say."i snorted out.
not moments later the front door swung open and sam and Jacob strolled in. Jacob sniffed the air then turned towards enveloped me in a bear for some reason I held on tighter.
My wrist was throbbing but I didn't care.
I just felt so sad and guilty.I pulled him closer a bit.
He pulled back. grinning he brought a hand out from behind his back with my book in it."Ya know bells I have to tell you, didn't think you were in to this kinda thing"
I growled in frustration."Yea well there was nothing else to read"I went on my tippy toes."now give me back my book" I said jumping. Jake was trying to not laugh but that failed. He let out a belly laugh and collapsed on the floor.I did my best poker face and kicked him in the side.
ouch!
I hissed in pain. Jake Immediately stopped laughing and looked at my leg, before he could start apologising.
"Don't even, it's not your fault you're so hard"I said, his eyes widened."not that you perv!"I said kicking him again for good measure.
I went over to Emily to see if she needed help.
I started stirring the casserole she had cooking, It smelt really good.
I rolled my sleeves up a but so I didn't get them dirty.I felt something warm circle my waist and unconsciously leaned back. His head rested in the crook of my neck and I felt him breathe in.
"Bells, what is that on your wrist?"
