(A/N): This thing is going to be WAYYYY too long DX

This chapter was around 2000 words, yet I don't think I've even written up to a quarter of what is supposed to happen in this chapter. So I'm breaking it up. Maybe around 4 or 5 parts... smaller if I have more patience :D

I know you guys all hate me for not updating, but... I updated, that's good, right ^^?

This chapter is very short compared to the others, but think of it this way, this'll technically have over 5000 words!

So... I'll try updating in at least the next few months (although reviews make me actually look back at the story and make me continue writing) so... enjoy?

Oh yeah-! I forgot to mention, you may have noticed my writing has gotten a bit better since chapter one... yeah chapter one I wrote in Primary School, during lunch, so until I get around to fixing it (I can't even look at the thing) It'll stay that way. I also need a new Beta DX Anyone wanna volunteer?


Natsuki's POV


"AWW! Syouko-chan, you look very cute in that dress!" I didn't like calling him that, Syou was much nicer, but once he finally acted the way I wanted, that would change. Although he actually was so adorable, to the point it should be a sin. Syou just gazed at the wall miserably- how cruel, I haven't really hurt him for a while now!

But it was okay. He knew much better now, unlike the days where he always took them off.

He still misbehaved when he could get away with it though. If he would only fit my ideals life would go much more smoothly for him and I both.

"What do you think of the dress, darling." My smile was venomous, and I could tell I had frightened Syou a little.

"It's, um- amazing..." I held his jaw in my hand and started to squeeze.

"Only that? And were you talking to me? I didn't hear my na-ame" I had sung out the last bit. The colour Syou's skin was turning was an interesting shade of violet, and his expression was hilarious.

Syou (from previous encounters) understood that he had to remedy his mistake, and there was only one way for him to do that in my glass covered eyes... ^^

With a burning face and a poorly hidden look of rage, he looked to the side.

"'m sorry... I love the dress, Natsuki-sama..." My grip tightened as my smile widened. I would've liked it if he called me Nacchan, but he said Natsuki-sama would be something he would rather call me between the two.

"Not gonna cut ittt~" I sang. The bruises turned sickly green.

His face took on a darker shade and I heard a mumbled sentence which mentioned something about death, and embarrassment.

I almost couldn't believe it, but Syou could put on a VERY convincing performance (probably cause he could act). He lowered his eyelids and gazed at the floor, and with a very apologetic look on his face he apologized.

"I'm sorry if I offended you Natsuki-sama... I didn't mean it" Tears were filling his eyes, but I had a sneaking suspicion it was from the pain.

But my heart started melted as the warmest smile (by his standards) was ever was given to me.

With a slight tremble (he was also wearing high heels), Syou took one look at me before continuing the act. "But I really do love this dress, (we both knew what a lie that was) I think it looks great on me." He spun around, allowing it to fly in the air.

I wonder how he truly felt.

"Well that's good, because I'm planning on taking you somewhere today!" As his eyes glowed with something- looked bit like hope, I realized what he thought I meant.

"Oh Syouko-chan, did you think that I'm going to let you go to a public place where you could escape?" I chuckled at his expense. The crestfallen look he had on was amusing.

"No, we're going to one of our friend's house."

"Who's?" I continued as if I didn't hear him since the angelic tune I heard before was gone as he spoke normally. Well it was nice while it lasted T^T.

"I'm sure Tokiya would be glad to see you, and wouldn't you be happy to see Otoya again? He's in the same position as you, so he may act differently. I also heard that Ren and Masa are going to be there too. Won't that be fun?!"

He seemed to cheer up as I mentioned Ittoki, but his expression became one of sympathy and regret once I said the rest.

"Yeah..," He sobered up "This'll be a blast."

I'm glad we agreed. "Aww Syouko-chan, don't be that way, even if they're not exactly the same as before, they are our friends right?" Syou seemed hesitant as he agreed with me.

"Yeah..." His look turned curious as he gently bit his finger. "Are... do they have to wear dresses too?" My laugh became mirthless.

"Of course not. They have certain expectations, and I think mine is the less... cruel one." Syou gained an anime tick as I with held information. He took a calming breath and asked.

"Aren't you going to tell me what?" I grinned. He wasn't in a playful mode like I was.

"Hmm, why should I?" He looked like he wanted to hit me. But if he does, he's soooo dead.

"C'mon, Natsuki-sama, I want to know what my- our friends are going through!" I could hear the sarcasm in his words when he mentioned our.

He should thank who ever he worships, because that little performance of his earlier, is what kept his brain from becoming mush on the wall...

"Well, guess you'll just have to wait, right?," My ears caught his whispered words, and I didn't like what he was saying at all. I gave him a hug, and squeezed him tightly, which he had learned not to resist. "Glad you understand!" I squeezed tighter until I could hear the choked screams

"Y-Yeah, I do" I think he was running out of air... "Could... you... -cough, cough- could you... let... me... go... -cough- now...?"

Mmm, might as well. No point in kidnapping him if he just planned to die...

When he hit the floor, I heard a thump. "I-Ittai..."

"Syouko-chan, you should really be careful .-."


Syou's POV


"So...," I started. "When are we going?" If him and his friends were going to escape, they'd need to do it together.

Natsuki smiled and pat my head gently- a big change from earlier. "Aha~ soon" Somewhere between his words, he switched from patting me to rubbing, and as much as I hated his touch - it felt nice.

At least, compared to being hit.

"Soon, so like, how long is that?"

Natsuki paused his movements "Soon." And continued them.

I licked my lips, gently biting on them. 'I think I'm starting to annoy him...' I made sure I chose my next words carefully.

"But is soon around a day, or like, a week or 2? Or is that in a few- ngh!" I felt a jerking pain, and as with tear building up, I glanced to the side. Natsuki was pulling my hair, eyes reflecting anger.

"I said soon. Let's end it at that, mmk?" After a few more sharp tugs, I realized that he was waiting for an answer.

I responded. "'M Sorry... I was just curious." The hand in my hair smoothed the roughened parts and then he pulled me into another hug. At least I can breath in this one...

I looked towards his face. "Can we go back to your room?" He had mentioned that I had my own room, but until I became 'trustworthy,' I'd have to stay in his, and in this point of time, with all his touching- I was very willing to conform to his ideals to get privacy. But I can't exactly do that if I don't even know what he wanted...

"Sure Ko-chan." Wow, he found a new nickname for me. Maybe Syouko was too long? As I was being led- yes, he held my hand (in his,) to his room, I started drifting off, thinking about my captivity (or new life- as Natsuki called it.)

There has been plenty of horrible things done to me, and I don't even want to think of what's happened to my friends. Not to mention that if I end up with scars, my career is ruined!

Life has gotten better though, a little voice said to me.

When was the last time you've actually been hit? It whispered again.

I have been hit so many times! I thought back, a little too aware of my surroundings. I was kinda having a conversation inside of my head... with myself.

Has he really hurt you? Well... not really...

Maybe you're looking at this wrongly. This is the dream life for others, and you're living it. Yet, you complain. How ungrateful...

I shook my head, as if trying to shake the voice from it.

Shut up. This isn't even like a Nightmare! It's a horrible, twisted place that I'm stuck at with this sadistic son of a bitch. And you know what the worst part is- I'm not even creating escape plans! I'm trying to make him happy- just so I won't get hurt. I'm a coward.

Caring about my captor was just a means of survival -doing what he wants. But it shouldn't matter to me.

I shouldn't care at all.

But if I played my part right, then when they came for me - and they will come for me - I can leave with relatively no signs of abuse, continuing my career from where I left it.

Throughout this mental chat, I didn't notice when I stopped being led, and it wasn't until I felt the poking that I noticed he was staring at me.

He was concerned.

Concerned about me and my bitter tears.

"Ko-chan, are you ok?" Yes, I'm very well, I love my knew life, being kidnapped and held here is all I've ever wanted :D

"Yeah... I'm ok..." I even respond to that name... how pathetic can a person get?

"Mmm... Alright"

Having memorized almost all of this house, (I haven't been allowed some places) I started leading us there. I didn't want him to see my tears. I didn't want him to call me weak.

I hated being called weak, because I know that I am.

And more tears fell.


"So... What'dya wanna do?" Umm... well considering I haven't done anything enjoyable yet, I can't exactly make a decision, can I?

"I don't know, what do you want to do?" Please pick something cool, please pick something cool, please pick something cool...

"Tea Party?" Oh God, I could feel a face palm coming. Doesn't he realize that we're grown men? Even women don't do this!

"Er... can we do something else?" C'mon... c'mon...

"Make-over?" DOES HE NOT KNOW ANY MASCULINE ACTIVITIES?! And where would he even put the make-up? My face was caked already...

"Can we do something we'd both enjoy?" Something manly?

"Alright, alright. How about we compromise? We can watch a movie," My eyes lit up "But then we're going to the spa." Cue the frustrated tears. Well, this was at least something...

Actually, it was a pretty generous offer. Normally I'd just have to do what he wants.

"Ok, I'm fine with that, but I have a question"

Natsuki gave me a curious look. "Ask away."

"Will I have to do your nails?" I never actually had to give someone a manicure before, Natsuki always did mine...

Natsuki reached a hand towards me, pushing back a shoulder length strand.

"Nah, I'm going to get someone to do it for us, I just want you to relax and let me do all the hard stuff, mmk?"

"Mhmm, I understand. Can we go now?"

"You're so impatient, everything will come eventually, don't worry"

But the way you say it makes me worry more.


A/N: So... Review :D?