(A/N) Eheheh... I'm back ^^ With the next part- it's about 3000 words :D Don't hate me plz?


"So... What movie are we going to watch?" I picked up stray discs. Natsuki had a home theatre. We all did- except Otoya. He had a sports facility. But I needed something to do with my hands, talking just wasn't enough.

"You can pick, though what I'd really like to see is a romance!" The meaning in his words were clear. If you pick a chickflick, I'd be really happy. And me being happy is good, righttt?

Romance it is...

"Really, I kinda wanted to watch one too. In fact, I wanted to watch-," Every video on the screen was a Chickflick or Drama. "Um... Sey...kay...tic?"

"Statik? That movie isn't in a language you'll understand." Why the Hell is it on your most watched list then?

"Okay... how about... um... Long Distance Calls?" His eyes shone with glee.

"That's my favourite!" Oh Shit. I better score some major points for this.

Natsuki clicked the play button and I quickly put back the CD'S I was holding. "Syouko-chan, aren't you coming?" I got up and dusted off my dress and moved towards the couch.

"Yeah, I am." Determined to survive this I crossed my legs and glared at the T.V.

I will survive this.


"NO! Kayla- he didn't say it! IT WAS A LIE! SHE TRICKED YOU! Come back!"

My eyes were stained with tears and I was sobbing, random words flying from my mouth. Telling her not to leave Derek.

It was all HER fault though. She wanted them to be apart. She wanted true love to fall be broken! Liana was a cold-hearted bitch who deserved to die for trying to steal Iain away.

She was just JEALUSH!

"It's okay Ko-chan, I'm sure they'll find a way to be together again." I was sitting on Natsuki's lap, held between his arms. They were warm, even my salty tears were cooler.

All through the movie I forgot I was sitting on the person who hurt me the most. The man who betrayed my friendship, I was buried in his chest. But then the movie had to end.

At least they found true love.

Wiping my tears again, I faced Natsuki.

"Ko-chan, are you alright, you're acting a bit strange." It was true, I'm not sure if it was all this crying, but I felt a little hot.

I blame the hormones.

"Yeah, it's kinda warm in here though, aren't you feeling it?" A hand was pressed to my face.

"Ko-chan, you're stone cold. Are you sure you're alright?" I could hear him mumbling something about Ren and aphrodisiac in a murderous tone. By the end of the speech, he got a bit louder and I was a bit shocked.

"You love me?" I masked my anger with confusion and hurt.

"Yeah! I do." He has no problem saying that, despite the fact that he practically tortured me?

Forgive me if that's a bit tough to believe after being kidnapped as well.

"Then...," I paused. Would he get angry? "Why would you hurt me like this?" Natsuki blinked. Didn't he understand what I meant?

"Hurt you? Oh Syou-kun," Syou-kun? I thought I was Syouko-chan. Was he angry with me?

"I didn't mean... I meant- it's just, you know. Sometimes I get angry, but it's not your fault. I just wish we could be the couple in my fantasy. but it was stupid for me to try and make that a reality. Right?" I didn't answer. He wasn't expecting a response. "But I'm not even sure you feel the same way, as far as I know, you're strictly straight." He smiled. Though it was a kind one, his eyes showed otherwise.

"It's fine though. I'm willing to go through any lengths to make you mine, force included."

It seemed I needed to cut my losses before something bad happened. How could I do that?

"Syou-kun?" I tilted my head upwards a little more.

"If... If I become this 'image' you see in your head. The me you want, will you promise never to hit me? I mean, I'll attempt to be this fantasy me, but you haven't really told me what you want." I could see his smile widen. Was that a bad sign?

"Syou, if I agree to this, you need to do whatever I say. Without complaint, but I don't want you to be afraid to ask for things. If you're good, I have no problem obliging you what you want. This is just one rule; do what I say, but there'll be more later, so you won't have to think as hard to make me happy."

"I'm fine with that." My nod was short and sharp. I wouldn't be here forever, right?

"Okay, I agree. So let's be blunt with each other and go over what you've just done." This sounded too much like I've agreed to sign myself to the devil.

"Close, but not exactly." Did I say that out loud?! I covered my mouth and stared at him. Why did he look so cheerful?

"You didn't sign yourself over to the devil, but you signed yourself over to me. But it's alright, since I won't hit you, right?"

There are other ways to be hurt.

Oh Sh*t.


"Alright, let me see." I dropped the brush back into it's set and faced him. He grabbed my chin and turned it side to side.

After repeatedly doing this, he nodded.

"That's fine. You did well." Wait, he liked it?

That was the first time he's complimented me on it, let alone approved.

"Really, you do!?" I can't believe how enthusiastic I sounded. Did I want his approval that much?

"Yes, it's done well. It enhances your features as it should." I shouldn't care, but I've learnt to accept him. It made everything easier.

I smiled.

"If you like it, I'm happy." And I was, as much as I would've denied it to anyone else but me. He was in a good mood, for a while now. I was hoping I'd work up the courage to ask to do a few things.

It's been a while since I've played tennis, hasn't it?

We spent a few more minutes in my bathroom, Natsuki combing my hair (despite the fact it looked perfect.) I measured it few days. Now that it had grown, I could tell it was wavy. Who would've thought?

And would Natsuki prefer it it was straighter or had more volume?

We went down to the kitchens for lunch. I still never understood how the food got their. I never saw any maids. I was hoping we could converse, but we ate in silence (even as we walked to his room.)

I lifted my head up to stare at Natsuki. I blinked. "Nacchan... what are we doing here?" More like, what the heck could we be doing that I needed to miss my free time?

"Syou-kun," Even after all this time, it was still odd, to here him say my name. My real name. "Come here." His arms were outstretched. I walked over and wrapped mine around his waist. He held me for some time. I didn't let go. He was warm. Plus he might have murdered me if I ruined this moment. (A/N: Just incase some of you didn't know, Syou was joking.)

"Remember how I said we were going to see our friends?" Don't tell me... "Well, we're leaving today. Here," He handed me some neatly folded clothing. "Change into this." Were those shorts? I flipped it the package over to try and get a better look.

They WERE shorts. It's been so long since I've worn them though...

"Syou, stop being dramatic and wear them. When you're doing, finish getting ready. I need to go change as well."

I, with success put the shorts, and struggled to zip my fly when Natsuki left.

The one problem with shorts. You need to zip them up. With the dresses and skirts, I never needed to do that.

I yanked my undershirt off (in a very nice way) and put on the top.

The outfit was feminine, but I was wearing modest male clothing.

A dream come true, right?

Yeah. It's been so long since I've worn anything with 2 holes below my waist.

Except a skort.

But I hated it.

Everyone does.

Even Natsuki.

"I'm wearing shorts there?!" They felt kinda itchy and a bit... restricting. I never really noticed how freer skirts and dresses were until I wore these.

...Not that I enjoyed wearing them of course.

"Yeah, why? Don't you like them?" Oh... so he thinks that I hate them?

"Of course I like them! You have them too me, I was just surprised, sorry." That sounded legit. I hoped.

"Syou-kun, it's okay. I'll be adding them into your closet so you can wear them when you choose." Why didn't I feel very happy? I should be ecstatic...

"Ok." Hopefully, that sounded like I cared.

"Go finish getting ready, I need to get dressed."

A few of the thing I actually hated was applying make-up. Putting on panties was up there too, but they were at least soft. Can't say the same for this lip gloss.

When I finished, I waited patiently on my bed (as in, in my room.) Natsuki would come get me when he was ready. But right now I could think. Not about being what Natsuki wants me to be, but about other stuff!

This was odd, normally, my free time is limited to my free period.

A soft rap brought me out of my very short musings though.

"Come in." Did I put on enough lipstick? What if he hated it...

I was half way over the bed when I felt Natsuki take my hand. "Ready to go Hime?" I could feel the blood rushing through my ears and I grew brighter in colour. As he pulled me into his arms, he spoke quietly.

"I know it's been a while since you've been outside, and we won't be out for too long, so how about we go out later?" Later? I didn't even want to go out now. I don't get regulated heating out there.

Screw Vitamin D, this is what supplements are for, I don't need it. But if this will get me access to the game room (Who would've guessed that Natsuki played video games?)

Well, not like it's my place to ask questions, so, guess I'll be dealin' (Dey see him ROLLIN', dey HATIN')

"Mmk... so how're we getting there? Is he close by?" Natsuki shook his head.

"I couldn't risk having someone drive us, so I'm driving. But before that..." A piece of glinting jewellery caught my eyes, and I shied away from its glow.

What was it?

"Syou-kun, I can't risk you escaping, even though you've been very good so far, we just don't have that level of trust yet. I need you to wear this while we're outside."

Now that he was moving closer, I noticed that not only was it pink, but it was a collar.

My hands flew to my neck.

"No! Please don't put that on me!" As if what I have done before wasn't degrading enough!

"Syou-kun... I have to. If you wear it, I'll have something else made, and you'll never have to wear it again, but you have to let me put this on."

I attempted to cover up more area by stretching my fingers.

"If you're not going to do it for the potential rewards, will you do it for me?"

With a nod I reluctantly let my hands fall to my side, holding back tears as he clipped it on. Natsuki tried his best to sooth me, rubbing circle on my back, but along with a fear of heights, I have of fear of visible signs of my freedom being taken away.

._. Yeah, stupid, I know.

"Syou-kun, it's just until we come back- a few hours at most!

Even though I was paying attention, I didn't give any sign of it and I was lost in my thoughts again.


As we walked up the pathway, (Damn, what does 1 person need such a large house for?!) Natsuki explained a few things to me. The fact that I shouldn't leave the house, (without letting him know) meet him if I want something, and don't let out too much information.

I was working around these rules when Tokiya opened the door. I silently cursed my height.

"We made it!" Natsuki said. Tokiya narrowed his eyes.

"Yes, 20 minutes late."

"Tokiya... I can't stop traffic..."

"Then you should've left earlier..." Wow, Tokiya doesn't look like he changed at all.

"Why are you so mean Toki-kun!"

"Why are you always late, Natsuki?" I could hear Natsuki mumbling a touché.

"Anyways, come inside, there's a few things I want to discuss." Tokiya suddenly looked to the side. "Otoya, take Syou to the play room." What? Ittoki-kun was here! CURSE YOU HEIGHT!

Natsuki walked inside and, desperate not to be left alone with Tokiya, I followed. Once I took a few steps in though, I noticed Otoya. He was kneeling. On the floor. With a red collar.

What the Hell?!

Were these some sort of obedience collars?!

After a few frantic seconds, Otoya stood up and motioned for me to follow him.

"I need to take you to the playroom, follow me." Tokiya was looking in our direction, despite that he and Natsuki were having a conversation.


After walking for 5 minutes, (which was too long in my opinion) we went into a room...

...that was filled with toys.

Huge toys...

For Children.

"We'll be staying here for the duration of the meeting."

Why was Ittoki acting this way?

"Otoya..." He knelt down in a corner with his hair covering his eyes. He didn't move until I spoke to him.

"Otoya, let's talk.


"Can I go on the bouncy castle?"

"Yes."

"Can I go on the slide?"

"Yes."

"Can I eat ice-cream?"

"Does Natsuki want you to do that?"

"As long as it's not too much..."

"Then yes."

"Can we order pizza?"

"No. My Master doesn't want us to do that."

"It's not like he'll be eating it though..."

"We can't."

"That's fine too... how about Chinese?"

"We can't order anything! Ask Natsuki, if they discuss it and agree then we can order it."

"Ittoki, calm down."

"Syou, have you never been punished?" My eyes bugged out. What has Tokiya been doing with Otoya!?

"Yeah, I have, but not anymore..."

"There's so little I can do without his permission, and I'm not too keen to-" Otoya looked down and continued talking. "Let's talk about something else, like... how's your life?"

"Oh... um..." What should I say?

"Well life.. it's okay. In the beginning it was terrible though." Otoya gave me a blank look.

"Ok, so in the beginning, Natsuki beat me up a little and did that every time I misbehaved... but we made a deal. He doesn't hurt me in exchange for well... it's hard to describe, but a bit like obedience..."

"That seems nice." He sounded so tired compared to before... what has Tokiya put him through?

"How about you?" He gave a visible shudder and stared down at his collar. "Well?"

"Life for me... well, I'll start with me not being the only one. He had another pet before me. I'm not sure who it was, but I do know he's alive. Tokiya told me he only takes males, so it's a guy..." Otoya broke off and continued with a gulp. "He... hurt me as well. Sometimes using a whip." He shifted as if he could feel his wounds. Maybe he still is. "But these days, I get off pretty lightly, especially considering I tried to escape. Tokiya and I haven't made any compromises since he makes all the decisions, but sometimes if I'm really good, he'll let me choose something. Usually something small, like a meal, or what to do before bed, but... it means a lot to me."

I stared at him, I must've looked paralyzed. Did he say whip?

"Otoya, the way things are going, you will be a zombie in a week and we can not have that. Even though I'll be risking my privileges, I think that we should try and es-" I was cut off by a voice that I haven't heard in a while.

"Not going to happen." Dark eyes glared at me.

"Masato!?"


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