Hey, sorry for the wait, I had a bit of writers block you see.I promise to find a muse, so there.

me: unfortunately i don't own twilgiht

Jacob:You sure as hell don't own this piece of sexy ass

me: *cries* i know

My body was cold, that how I woke up and how I went to of his usual seat in the rocking chair, Edward had taken residence my though he lay on top of the cover, with his arms firmly locked around me My whole Frame wracked.

As lovely as the gesture was, I was freezing, even with the two extra blankets Edward had gotten me earlier, the coldness managed to go through the blankets and seeped into my bones.

Edward stroked the side of my exposed neck with his thin finger, It sent a shiver up my must have assumed it was a shiver of pleasure when he lightly brushed his lips from my jaw to the column of my neck.

There was something so Erie about his touch, something so different from way Jacob did these tiny gestures, there was a warmth and a feeling of security when he touched her, and she felt like her body was going up in pleasurable flames.

Then when Edward did something like this, she felt so vulnerable, maybe she was just being stupid, but she couldn't shake the paranoia, that horrible feeling, that made a slither of fear run through her whole body.

"Morning love" He said bringing his face close to so I could look at him, my eyes traveled along the perfect plains of his face and jawline, till they reached his eyes.

Coal black.

Memories came so quickly; coal eyes, cold fingers, pain and fear, all at the same for breath I closed my eyes willing the images to go that didn't work I Thought of the things that made me happy, the complete opposite of Edward.

The beach and the feeling of sand in between my sound of the waves crashing against the shore, the sun, my personal sun, my enough my breathing had evened out back to normal.

"Are you all right?" I wasn't going to tell him what really happened.

"Yea sorry, I just remembered something, a nightmare." I must have believed me when he kissed me on the forehead. Walking to my window reached into his pocket for his phone.

"Alice really misses you, Esme too" He said flipping the phone and returning it to his pocket. "I will drop you off, then go hunting, I haven't hunted in a while." When I didn't answer he carried on "I'll just leave you to get ready then" He said as he walked out the room, or rather out the window.

Once I was sure he had left I threw the duvet off myself and grabbed my toiletry bag as I headed for the bathroom. Once I stripped off, I turned the water up as high as I could take it and walked under the spray.

The water worked out the kinks in my back and helped to relax me.

Without my permission my mind wandered to Jacob.I wonder what he was doing now? I assume, if I was correct that he or one of the others would be on patrol, which meant that they probably knew of Edward's arrival.

Maybe he had known Edward was going to be-no that didn't make any-sense.

I just thought he might have picked up on the lie, he could always tell when I was lying.

Then again. Edward hadn't picked up on it. Or maybe he had.

Maybe he doesn't know you as well as Jacob then, my inner voice quipped.

Yeah I was talking to my conscience, not weird at all. It seemed to be supporting the team Jacob fan club recently.

Your right about that at least.

soon enough the water started getting cold, so I jumped out wrapping a towel tightly around myself before making my way back to my room.

I Let out a sigh of relief I hadn't known i had been holding when I saw Edward wasn't there. I took this opportunity to hurry my ass up and get was no way I wanted Edward to come in when I wasn't dressed.

Things were weird and he was creeping me out.

I was buttoning my shirt when I heard a quiet thump on my course I already knew it was Edward. Thankfully he hadn't come I any sooner.

Looking at my reflection in the mirror the long sleeved top and skinny jeans were nicely fitting and I complimented my outfit in my head. Edward had walked behind me in the mirror and was running his nose along the base of my neck.

Ignoring him, I walked to the door and picked up my duffel bag which was leaning against the side of my desk, and walked downstairs.

Walking to my truck, Edward got in the drivers seat before i could protest, so i reluctantly got into the other bothered me that he had just done that, i wasn't stupid ir incapable of driving you know?

The truck started with a load roar as we headed for the cullens.;There wan't much to look same green passed me like a blur, but i wished that i was sitting at first beach, with the water washing at my feet.I noticed Edward had his eyes fixed on the road.

Really it was unnecessary, when he didn't even need to look, he could probably drive with his eyes closed.

My mind wandered to the promise I had made to Jake, to call him. I hadn't, last night there was so much going on, I completely forgot.

My phone felt like it weighed a ton in my could I forget?

Of course i told myself I had just forgot when my inner voice wanted to speak.

Yes, Bella, you did promise, didn't you? It said innocently. You don't see Jake breaking his promises now do you?

Grrr! That stupid voice was making me feel guiltier than I already was, I don't really know why I had a subconscious voice in my head but it defiantly was annoying at times.

not long after we pulled into the cullens drive large house no longer stunned me, with it's many floor. it seemed i had spent so many nights here but none of them really meant anything to me.

Now my heart longed to be in a small red cabin filed with the laughter of giant immature warm soda's and walks to the beaches too.

Alice bounced from her place on the porch and came bounding over to the car, embracing me when I stepped out.

"I'll be back soon, okay" he said pulling me so close I could smell the usual nice smell, this smell burned my nose a bit and I ended up pulling away first as I went to grab my bag from the bed of the truck.

When I came back I noticed the frown that marred Alice's normally beautiful face, she was glaring at Edward fiercely, they were obviously having a silent conversation.

Clearing my throat loudly I walked over to Alice. Edward mumbled something about giving him time really low. Alice wore a look of irritation on her face as Edward ran in the other direction.

"We are going to have so much fun" She squealed dragging me into their house. I gave Esme a warm smile as I passed her on my way to Alice's room.

Alice sat me on her bed. She was about to talk when jasper walked in wearing a grin. "would you like to come hunting with me darling," he asked offering a hand to alice.I could see she really wanted to go. "go, I'll be fine" I said. She kissed my cheek before racing out the door with jasper on her hand.

I walked around Alice's was filled with lots of girly things, she had her huge vanity lined with enough make up to make boot's cry. Her wardrobe ran along the whole of one side of the room.

Her kingsize bed was in the middle of the room, four post were various other things around the room, like her radio and that.

so many people wished they had rooms like this, but really i liked my room, the fairy lights that hung around the wall, the notice board with pictures of me and Jacob of various small desk, old computer.

Maybe I wasn't ready to leave all of that behind after all.

Maybe my life was just a little precious.

Walking down the hall, I stopped outside rose's room.I hadn't spoken to her since the day i made my she know what had happened.

Lightly knocking on the door, I stood back, a few seconds later the door opened and Rosalie pulled me inside her room, locking the door behind us.

"Are you all right?" she asked franticly checking my body for marks and scratches, eyes wide and fearful, she met my gaze.

"Rose, stop!" I said placing my hands on her shoulders. Immediately she froze."calm down I'm okay" Leading her to the bed I sat her down. "now, what's wring, why are you acting like this?"

"Bella-I' can't, you have to understand there are just somethings you shouldn't know" Pulling out her grasp, I crossed my arms over my chest defiantly.

"So, it had to do with me and you are not telling me? You realize you are doing the exact same thing Edward-"

"No Bella! This, Bella" She said, her tone softening. "It's not that I don't want to tell you okay? You don't know what kind of fucked up psychological things are messed with. I still, I don't like talking about it"

"I'm sorry." I said sitting next to her again.

"Can you just answer me one thing?"

"Of course"

"Didi he hurt you?"

Instead of answering I pulled up the sleeve of my top to reveal the large greeny bruises of Edward's hand. She gasped in shock. "When did this happen?" She asked tentatively examining my arm.

"The day You helped me escape"

"I'm so sorry, it's all my fault." Shaking my head I looked her right in the eye.

"It's not, I'm just happy the truth is out"

"Are you and Edward..." she needn't finish that sentence.

"I don't know," I said shrugging.I finally got a good look at hair wasn't the same silky looking, it was had huge purple bags under her eyes.I knew vampires didn't sleep but when was the last time she had hunted?

Emmet joined us on the bed, wrapping his arms securely around burrowed herself into his chest and let out a sigh.

He gave me a look, he knew what had happened and he was not happy.

J.P.O.V

The trail was leading me towards the West side of la push, I had said I would see where it lead but so far I had no luck

The rest of the pack had split were about four or five different trails that looped round la were most probably a distraction so she could attack at another only question was, which one was the one that would lead us to her.

Embry had taken the South border and Paul the North. Whilst Sam showed Leah and Seth the works.I must admit though, Seth was a fast learner, and unlike Leah, he found being in the pack awesome.

Then there was was probably the most bitter woman he had ever far all she had done was bitch about everything.

Of course i knew where she was coming form, I can't imagine how horrible it must be, being inside of the person's head who loved you but is now with your course It wasn't Sam's fault, he couldn't help who he imprinted on.

Not only that but being the only female in the pack, well, lets say our minds our like a porno, well Paul and quil's amount of times Leah almost beat them for even so much as thinking about her like that.

I also knew that as much as Sam tried to deny it, he could have tried fighting the imprint. Although he said he couldn't, I knew he could, but he hadn't even tried.I told him that before but he said it was different.

Because I had always loved Bella, I didn't know what it was like. That was such a lie, she basically rejected the imprint but without knowing has no idea how much it hurts me knowing what i do.

The fact that she would rather chose a leech over me, her soul mate hurts, But what hurts more is that she would go back to the guy who fucking hurts her, like he did is she that blind!

Jared-guys the red head is heading towards the South.

Sam-OK guys, how fast can you get to embry?

Me-about 5

Paul-8

Sam-go now!

My paws pounded hard on the ground as I raced to get to where embry was, He was tailing the red of course, knew he was there and was dodging his attack. Jared and embry where getting ready to strike at her when another vampire came out.

He was young, in fact I recognized him form the missing people's report. Andrew Welsh.

He hissed at Embry when he tried to take a chunk out of him.I was nearing the clearing and so was had sent Leah and Seth to guard la push. Jared lunged at the red head.

She moved quickly, stepping out of his landed into a tree, Getting right back up he growled.

I charged at her sending her flying back wards about ten meters, where she landed on her she came at me, I snapped at her torso, getting a chunk out of her.A high pitched scream escaped her throat as she swatter me away with her arm.I went skidding back and I was pretty sure I broke something.

Looking to her left she saw Embry finishing off the other vampire, and turned to time I would not let her get away, I ran after her, putting all I had into gracefully dodged the trees, weaving in and out of them fluidly.I was slowly gaining on her.

Snapping at her heels I almost had her when she jumped over the border to the cullens I had managed to stop before I entered their land.I let out an angry puff, she had got away again.

I heard her tinkling laughter as she stood at the other side of the line. Taking off running all I saw was her retreating red hair.

I trotted back to where the guys where throwing the last vampire bit in as they lit it purple fire licked at the dead leech's body, it's smell permeating the ass smell.

I phased back, swiftly pulling on my was nursing a broken wrist, whist Jared had three nasty long red gashes down his for me I only had a broken knuckle.

"Paul, Quil, you two four hours Seth and I will take , you will relieve Seth and I after four hours as well as teaching Leah the patrol route" Sam said.I was about to complain when he shot me a look. "The rest of you get some rest please.

"Sam you can't really expect me to patrol with Leah" I whined. Sam glared at me.

"Yes, I do, lord knows she won't listen to me."He muttered walking rest of us split up and headed home.I walked through the door twenty minutes later.I was so exhausted I just wanted to go to sleep.

"Jake, we need to talk" Billy said as I reached for a can of soda from the fridge. "dad, please not now, I just wanna lay down, I'm beat" I said popping open the can.

"Jacob, It's important" he said sternly.

"Fine, what is it?"

"It's about alpha...

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