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"Neh, Allen what are you thinking?"

Blinking himself awake, Allen glance down at the smiling Road. Every time he looked at the girl, he always found big sunglasses on her small face. This time her shades are in the shape of stars. Big. Red. Stars. "I'm sorry, I was just thinking if I forgot something back in the kitchen." The young waiter lied smoothly. He of course wasn't thinking of that but about something else. Something personal that he shouldn't share with customers.

Nodding Road let a smile reach her lovely little face showing her pearly whites. "You're always attentive of me Allen, it makes be happy."

He just stepped back after setting everything down on the table. Holding the medium silver stray behind him, Allen scan around as other people enjoy their meals outside. Looking further away Allen could see the sun descending lower over the horizon as the afternoon slowly died away. Feeling the warm evening air run through his hair, the young man let his eyes close for brief second.

Four days have pass since he last saw Kanda. Ever since the day they ended things, Allen hasn't heard a word from the model. For just a second during those four days, Allen hoped deep down that the older teen would have called. However that was just asking for hell to freeze over. Kanda by now had already forgotten about what they once had, and Allen couldn't feel bitter about it in the slightest. It was simply how things worked. To have and to forget, nothing else and nothing more. He once dated a man by the name of Kanda Yuu, and now he wasn't. He learned to love and he's willing to learn to forget. Maybe in a couple of weeks this feeling will fade. Allen really wished for this painful throb to go away soon. Every time he thought of the model, he felt his chest heavy. It's something he doesn't want to feel any more.

Is this heartbreak? He wonder solemnly.

It could be, he knew it was at least related to heartbreak. He breathe in a shaky breath. How do people deal with this feeling? Do they go to the doctor and treat it as a heart problem? Or is everything just in his head? Maybe the guilt has turn this into something totally different to torture him. For his sin, lying was a sin after all. But was lying for a good reason still consider bad? What he did wasn't right and he understood it, but deep down he felt as if what he did was worth the heartbreak. Because now he can at least say he experienced the feeling and can relate to others who have gone through the same thing. To have loved.

He obtain something dating a person of the same gender. Throughout the awkwardness and wariness, Allen came to comprehend how deep his feels could be for another person. He finally understood that he could love. The feeling he had long searched for was giving to him by the most unexpected being. A person, who by this point had long ago forgotten him. The teen smiled softly to himself. How was it that every day that passed only seem to intensify this feeling. Was that even possible? To love someone even more when they're not around.

Maybe it's a way to release this feeling, simply by feeling it more only to not feel it again after it's gone.

Allen briefly ponder when was the right time to look for someone after a relationship ended. Before he wouldn't have dwelt in something like this, Allen simply moved on and didn't really thought about it. Now though, it was very different for he was emotionally attached to some else. His silly little heart simply didn't want to let this warm feeling go. His heart was very greedy as Allen came to learn.

What will I do with you? It's not like I can take you out of my chest, rip that feeling away from you and toss it aside before setting you back in. You're funny heart real funny.

Feeling like he's being watched, Allen quickly shut all thoughts off. "If that is all I'll be leaving now." Not really waiting for a respond Allen turn away.

What was he doing? Letting his personal life get into work. He wasn't like this before and he wasn't about to turn into someone who mixed everything about their lives together. Maybe he should find a really good book and just drown in it like he used to do. He could always ask Lavi to find him a mystery book that he hasn't read before, and just spend his free time with it. It might actually help him forget about this thoughts and make him focus on something else.

Looking at the time Allen was glad he only had half an hour left before he could go home. Maybe when he got home the heater in his apartment got fixed. He doesn't want to keep sleeping inside the cooler that is his apartment. This time around summer apparently was dragging in by slow. It rain just yesterday and today was really warm, but it didn't feel right. The thick moisture from earlier was a real killer. Why can't the weather just be hot or raining? Not both! Maybe it was like this because summer was getting closer. Hopefully within the next few weeks summer can begin with just the warmness of it. Summer meant a break from his studies, and Allen doesn't mind the small rest.

Shaking his head, Allen frown to himself. He just couldn't stop thinking, even when he tried. If he kept this up he knew he'll develop a headache for thinking too much, and that didn't sound at all every pleasant. After going around a few more tables, Allen was back to Road's table. The petite girl was playing with her phone while her father looked around. He stood next to Road who instantly sat her mobile away.

"Allen! You're here good I think we're leaving right dad?" Her father nodded and asked for the check. Allen more than glad charged him for their meals.

"Thank you Allen-kun. As always it was a pleasure to be cater by you." Sheril stood to his feet, smiling fondly at the waiter.

Allen watched the two slowly making their way until they were gone. There was always something about those two that Allen couldn't stop wondering about. Something was odd and yet he knew the answer to it. Shrugging it off, Allen decided to get back inside. His shift in a few minutes would be up. He walked inside the café and went directly to the lounge room. Within minutes he was ready to go home.

"Walk safe home Allen-kun and see you tomorrow." His boss, Jeri and the rest of the staff saw him leave. Allen waved them all away and walked out to the busy streets.

0o0o0o0o

I shouldn't do this anymore, but I can't stop.

He dialed the number and soon he heard the ringing of the waiting line. Maybe he will pick up or maybe he will get ignored again. "I'm sorry but the number you have reached is currently not-"

Sighing, Allen ended the call. As always that number never picked up. Kanda has officially vanished from his life.

Ever since he admitted his feeling for the other male, Allen kept calling the model only to be greeted by the machine. Was Kanda ignoring his calls? Yes, without a doubt. Or the ravenette changed his number just so he doesn't have to deal with Allen anymore. Either answer hurt and he deserved it. It's karma, his inner voice mused. He could always go to the older teen's apartment, but he really doubt Kanda will let him in.

If he didn't answer the phone then why would he answer the door? If Kanda did open the door it would be simply to yell at Allen to leave him alone, and because of that he doesn't dare set foot in the model's property. Allen couldn't possibly stand being at the receiving end of the older teen's hatred. Allen is very well aware that he's hated by the ravenette. He doesn't need Kanda to yell at him of not wanting to see Allen again. He might actually cry, to be talk down by someone he loves is just to painful.

Maybe later on when this feeling of guilt and insecurities dies down, Allen can go up to Kanda and apologies for what happened between them, and finally close that chapter without thinking about again. As he sat in the bus waiting for his stop, Allen gaze at the model's number. Deleting the number can be a step on forgetting about the older teen. It's a good start. Looking at the digits, Allen found the heart and watch as the little trash can show the action of disposing the contact.

Setting his phone away, Allen rest his head on the window feeling the cool glass on his skin. He observed buildings, cars and people pass by and soon enough he reached his stop.

0o0o0o0o

Drying himself off and wrapping the towel around his hips, Allen walked back into his room. As he dressed into comfortable clothes he notice that it's quiet. Timcanpy seemed to be absent from the apartment. Apparently the small kitten has taken Timothy's warm apartment for 'temporary renting' while the heater inside Allen's apartment is getting fix. Shaking his head, the young teen brush his hair slightly before the doorbell goes off. Allen almost ran to the door as the poor doorbell got assaulted. He quickly open the door and was surprise to see his visitor.

"Tiedoll-san?"

The older man lift his head and not a second later is graving hold of Allen's shoulders. "Oh Allen-kun you must help me! I don't know what to do anymore. I tried calling you but you wouldn't answer me and so I came to see you instead. Allen-kun I'm very worried I need your help please!"

Tiedoll looked like he ran a marathon, then got swept by a tornado and lastly got mulled by a stampede. In short, the man looked like he hadn't slept well. Allen slowly backed away from the man and let Tiedoll in. After he made the nervous man take a sit, Allen cleared his throat. "Why are you so worry Tiedoll-san?"

"Allen-kun, my Yuu-kun won't leave his apartment and for the past few days he hasn't been present at work. He won't talk to me, Allen-kun please you must talk to him! I know you will make him feel better."

Kanda hasn't gone to work?

Why would he stay home and not be at the Order? Kanda wasn't the type to just dismiss work unless he felt it necessary. This worried Allen and he can understand Tiedoll, but there's an issue involved here as well. The pleading look on the older man's face only made Allen feel bad. He's about to tell the man something Tiedoll is probably not aware of.

"I'm not seeing Kanda anymore."

Tiedoll blinked his eyes for a minute. "I know you haven't Allen-kun, like I said Yuu won't come to work and the reason you haven't seen him."

Okay, not seeming to get his point Allen tried again. "I'm not with Kanda anymore." He said this time.

"Like I said Yuu's absent from work is the reason you aren't with him."

Sighing, Allen tried again this time he's more specific. "Tiedoll-san, Kanda and I broke up and we are no longer together."

The older man just stared at him, before he finally understood and was on his feet the next. "You can't be serious Allen-kun!"

Allen just nodded as he's looking at the man right in the eyes. Tiedoll soon glance down and Allen could see how the man's eyes lose that spark. He felt bad because Tiedoll seem affected by what happened.

"Now I understand. Why he wouldn't answer my calls or anyone's. Why he hasn't step a foot at the agency and why he's locked up in his room."

It pained Allen to hear that from the always cheerful man. Tiedoll sounded sad and appeared devastated. Allen avert his eyes and looked at the wall on the other side of living room.

"When did this happen, Allen-kun?"

"Friday, last week."

Tiedoll took in the sight of the younger man. Allen-kun didn't seem like his old self which meant the young teen was taking this breakup the same as his son. "But I remember Yuu-kun telling me, he was with you the last time I spoke to him on Saturday around noon. Was he really with you?"

Saturday? He hasn't seen Kanda since Friday. How was it possible for him to be with Allen when Allen hasn't heard from the ravenette in days after Friday. He thought back to Saturday, and what took place on that day. No I don't recall seeing him anywhere. Did he came to the café? Or maybe he–

Ding Dong!

"I'll get it." He heard Lo Fwa say as he barely got out of the shower. Minutes later he slowly made his way to the door while drying his hair.

"Who's at the door Lo Fwa?"

"Um..."

He stood drying his hair and not really paying attention. He knew Lo Fwa was going to tell him so he waited.

"Allen would you come to the door please."

After he thought his hair was dry enough, Allen looked up only to see Lo Fwa with the door open and nobody else.

"Who was it?" He asked.

"Huh? Oh some guy but apparently he left. I didn't even notice, maybe he got the wrong address."

Allen thinking the same quickly went back to his room seeing as he should wear something for the coldness of his apartment.

"It was weird though that guy looked at me funny. Do I have something on my face?"

He laughed slightly at her. "No maybe he found you pretty..."

He remember something at last. Oh my. Don't tell me it was him. It must, the timing is the same as what Tiedoll-san just said.

"Allen-kun?"

"What?"

"What happened between the two of you? Whatever it was I know it didn't end well am I right?"

He simply nodded and kept his eyes anywhere but to the man in front of him. "Allen-kun, whatever happened I know you and Yuu-kun can fix it. Please just come with me and you guys can talk it out."

Can it really get fix even if Kanda doesn't want to talk to me? Well you won't know until you try. With a new determination, Allen stood from his seat. "I will go with you, Tiedoll-san."

0o0o0o0o

During the ride to Kanda's apartment Allen got informed by Tiedoll about the past few days. Kanda didn't show up to the Order after the last call Tiedoll made to the model. The man dialed his son endlessly but the ravenette's mobile was turn off. Who ever called Kanda never reached him and Komui got really worry. He then asked Tiedoll to look for Kanda and the man did. Tiedoll said he found Kanda's car parked in the same spot as always, but when he got to the apartment Tiedoll found no one around. The man then tried to open Kanda's bedroom door only to find it lock.

"He almost never locks the door and when I found it that way I knew something was wrong." Allen only sat listening not once cutting in.

Tiedoll knocked on the model's door and he got no reply. The older men stood at that door until he received an answer after spending hours knocking. "'Get out' was all he said. I tried to get my Yuu-kun to open the door but he never did." After that day, Tiedoll kept going to the model's apartment only to receive the same treatment. He told Komui that Kanda wasn't feeling well and that as soon as the ravenette was better he would he at work. But apparently today Tiedoll had enough and decided to get Allen to help him. The younger teen doubt he would be of any use, but still he was willing to give it a shot.

"We're here. Now all we need is for you to talk to him."

They stepped inside the lobby and quickly got inside the elevator. Allen tried to stay calm even when he felt his heartbeat speed up. In no time they were in the very fancy looking hallway that led to Kanda's apartment. Tiedoll knowing the combination to the lock pad easily got the door to open. Allen briefly wondered why on the first time they met Tiedoll rang the doorbell and not just open the door when he was at Kanda's apartment a while back.

Stepping aside, Tiedoll let Allen in. Just as he got a few feet away from the door he looked back only to see Tiedoll standing there at the door. "Aren't you coming Tiedoll-san?"

"No Allen-kun, this one will be only on you."

"But what if he doesn't answer the door?"

Tiedoll only shook his head and slowly Allen saw the door beginning to close. "I know you'll do great." It was all he heard until the door close with a soft click.

He stared at the door for what seemed like an eternity before he looked away. He was on his own, he messed things up and Allen will fix them. Taking that in, Allen decided to find Kanda's bedroom. After walking around the apartment, Allen finally spot the rosewood color door. If he remember correctly this was Kanda's room. He stare at the door not willing to knock. What if coming here was only going to worsen things?

Don't you run away now you're here and that's final. If Kanda at the end doesn't want to talk, at least you tried.

With a firm nod, Allen lifted his right hand and tapped on the wooden surface. The knocks echoing around the soundless apartment.

"Go away."

Came a muffle respond before Allen picked up a few soft noises coming from the other side of the room. Kanda was awake that was good at least Allen didn't find him sleeping. He knocked again a bit louder this time. Whatever Kanda was doing inside of the room Allen could still hear it. He waited only to knock that door again.

"Tiedoll leave already!"

"Kanda, it's Allen please open the door."

The eerie silence that follow made Allen feel even more nervous. Would Kanda open the door for him? All he had to do now is wait.


His head snapped to the wooden door. Kanda stared incredulously at the entrance of his bedroom. He couldn't believe he heard that voice, his voice. For a second he thought he got water stuck in his ear from earlier.

"Kanda, please open the door."

There is was again, it's his Moyashi. The boy was here just on the other side of the room. Without much thought Kanda quickly made for the door.

Just as Allen was going to knock again the wood barrier was pull open. Allen, startle by the sudden action took a step back. His shock state slowly drown away.

"Kanda-"

Seeing him again, the ravenette didn't even feel himself stepping out of his room and embrace the smaller figure. He clung on to the younger man, never before the urgency to touch him this strong. He didn't care about his appearance as he stepped out of his room, all that matter to Kanda was the Moyashi was here for him. The younger teen came to him and that made the model hold on to the small frame tighter.

Allen blinked still shocked until he felt the sudden pressure around him. His eyes search everywhere only to find smooth, warm skin. At last what was happening processed in his brain and he held the older male back. To feel the warmth of Kanda's body again, Allen smiled softly at being held. He didn't know how long they stood in that spot, until the model slowly released him.

Those cobalt orbs gazed at him deeply and Allen held his gaze. "Why?"

He needed to know, but Kanda didn't know how to beginning asking the younger male. Why did he lie? Why did he go after her? Why her? And why was he here for?

Allen seeing all those questions sighed softly. His eyes taking in the form of Kanda. The ravenette was welt built. His lean naked tone upper body fully on display and his long hair loose. The teen blushed a soft pink at the sight, but refrain himself as he looked up those dark blue eyes. "Does it console you that..." He began seriously as his right hand slowly rose, and was place down on the soft skin of Kanda's chest. "... I don't want anyone else but you and only you." His other hand gently ran up until it touched the side of the older teen's face. Slowly, Allen tipped on this toes to raise to the model's height and kissing the surprised Kanda.

Sometimes actions can speak better than words.

Kanda was frozen for a moment before going with the flow and fully gathering his Moyashi into his hold. The younger male had initiated any sort of contact and he was fully taking advantage of it. With no effort the model invaded his Moyashi's small cavern. The taste of him, drives Kanda mad with need. Holding him again, tasting him again, and the ravenette's desires suddenly surge ever so strongly.

"I don't want anyone else but you and you."

The boy's words only fueled his longing for his Moyashi. Without breaking his lips away from the soft small ones, Kanda tug the younger male back inside of his bedroom. He closed the door behind them and clicking the lock on.

Allen is somewhat aware of what's happening, but at the moment he isn't really thinking too much of it. I love him, Kanda and no one else. He thought every second as he felt the older teen's body near.

Kanda's hands reach up and easily found the zipper of his Moyashi's sweater and when it was open he slowly pull the material off. Once that fabric hit the ground there was no turning back.

0o0o0o0o

"Kan- Ah!"

This feeling, this foreign feeling in his body it was strange, but he welcomed it either way. The heat raising within his body was only adding to this strange sensation of need. Allen doesn't even remember how they got to this point and to be honest he didn't really care. Silver-gray orbs half open to see Kanda hovering over him. The older teen is trailing kisses on his neck and shoulder, as his fingers are doing something entirely else to Allen's body. He can feel them stretching his body to its capacity.

"Ngh... Hah! T-There."

There it was again. That sudden feeling of pleasure that shot right through his body. Whatever Kanda was doing, Allen was far from thinking about stopping it. He wasn't thinking anymore, just feeling.

Gladly, Kanda complied to his lover's command and search for that sensitive bundle of nerves inside of the smaller body. At this point if his Moyashi asked him to stop Kanda wouldn't listen. He kissed his lover then, drinking in his erotic moans. The ravenette came to a fast realization that his Moyashi is very sensitive. The many touches and kisses around his lover's body taught Kanda the sensitivity of the teen's body.

Pulling away from those delicious lips, Kanda gazed down at his lover. The younger male lay below him naked, blushing, panting and eyes glass over by lust. The white haired teen was right where Kanda wanted him. The sight of his lover in a wonderful mess of pure ecstasy finally broke Kanda's restrain. Slowly he pulled out his fingers from his lover tight entrance. He heard a small whimper before he was sitting up.

Without taking his eyes from his lover, Kanda searched for the bottle that he knew would be within reach. His cobalt hues in the dimness of the room observed his Moyashi trying to breathe normally. Hissing slightly, Kanda coated his throbbing length with a good amount of lubrication. He doesn't want to hurt his lover as much as possible, but he knew the younger man would feel the discomfort. Getting on to his knees, Kanda held on to his Moyashi's thighs and spread them apart.

"Look at me, Allen."

His silver pools open then as if on command. He glance at Kanda and waited for the older teen to speak. Allen wasn't really sure what's going on, but what ever it was it felt really good. He felt Kanda holding his legs apart and doesn't even try to hide himself anymore.

"Are you ready?"

Allen merely nodded not thinking straight. His head felt foggy from what they're doing. He observed as Kanda shift just below him, then he tensed when something touches his most privet part. His heart soon pound wildly in chest as he can feel and at the same time see Kanda penetrate him. For a moment he felt those large hands slide from his thighs to hold his hips. The sensation of being stretch this time around more agonizing.

Allen bit his inner bottom lip to stop a sharp cry from being release from his lips. It began to hurt, it was a hot and uncomfortable pain. Earlier he felt it, but not as much as now. Kanda is much more larger than his fingers. At last he shut his eyes tight as the pain invaded all of his senses and Allen tried not to tell Kanda to stop. They are already way deep into this and stopping it was just not possible. He can only lay on his back, feel as Kanda push deeper into him, stretching him further away, until he stopped.

"Allen breathe, try to relax."

He is taking his own advice. Kanda is breathing uneven at his point. His lover is unbearably tight, his mind boggling from the sensation of the warm grip around his sex. He looked over his Moyashi to see him trying to get comfortable. Kanda is claiming his lover and is taking the boy's body for the first time. He took his innocence. The younger man chose Kanda above all others to give himself up to, and that only made Kanda feel his desires burn deeper. Feeling his lover wiggle below him, Kanda took that as a sign to move. He bent himself over his Moyashi, his long hair draping around them and he kissed the boy before slowly pulling his hips back only push back.

"Ah!"

Allen dug his fingernails into Kanda's upper sides. He held on to the older teen for dear life as he felt Kanda push and pull from him. There's an ache where the pain use to be, but soon enough Allen found himself pushing back when Kanda thrust forward. Their rhythm slowly becoming one and Allen can't help but moan his pleasure. All traces of pain forgotten as he can only feel the wonder of being filled, and of seeing white as Kanda found that spot within him.

One of Kanda's hands go down and took hold of one of his thighs and Allen sensed the older teen pushing deeper into his body. The ravenette suddenly angle his hips before thrusting forward, and Allen can only gasp for air as this time Kanda made him see stars. He has never experience this before and Allen knew that from now on, Kanda would be the only one to provoke this need in his body. The first person he's being intimate with.

His mind and body are enjoying the moment when that jolt of hot pleasure shot right through his entire being. He shivers in delight as the rushing heat raise from within him, and going right down to his lower belly. Arms locked behind's the older teen's neck, Allen rocked back against Kanda. His nails sometimes scratching the others back when Allen felt the pleasure overwhelm him. At times he would kiss Kanda trying to stay quiet, but most of the times he can hear himself moaning the older teen's name.

"Ngh- Kandaah... God- Ah!"

The ravenette let out a grunt as he felt his lover clench and unclench around his length. Every time he hit that bundle, the tightness of his Moyashi only got tighter. He hasn't been with another man before – this being Kanda's first – but fuck this was blowing his mind away and he found himself wanting only this person from now on.

Sex before this was with only woman, but right now as he's taking his lover, Kanda was aware it was more than just sex. This time around he's with someone he truly wanted to be with. Someone who made him feel so much. He wanted his Moyashi to feel nothing but pleasure just as he's feeling it now, and Kanda can see he's doing just that as his lover moans loudly. Those noises being rip away from his lover are just too arousing and it only added to Kanda's passion.

"Hold... on to me." He gave his lover a warning before lifting the small body up until the boy is straddling him. The younger male seem dazed and Kanda kissed his dizzy lover wanting to feeling him in every way.

"Ka- Aah!"

He gripped the boy's hips, pulling him down on to his arousal. His Moyashi tighten his hold around his shoulders and cried out as Kanda thrust upwards and at the same time guided his lover's hips down. Their naked bodies flush together as his lover bounced on his lap. He can feel the younger male's breath on his neck as his Moyashi moans shamelessly. Kanda only wanting to hear the youngster's cries, thrust deeper into his lover.

He knew his Moyashi was trying to hide his voice when the teen began to suck and kiss at his neck. Kanda enjoyed his lover's mouth on his skin and only pounded deeper into that heavenly heat that is his lover's body. Soon they're kissing again and Kanda dominated the other easily. Opening his eyes the older teen can see the lidded eyes of his lover. The scratching on his back and the small tug on his hair can only encourage Kanda further.

Both of his hands grip the boy's small hips tighter. Kanda thrust harder and faster only to be rewarded with more cries of ecstasy from his Moyashi. He observed his lover as he took him and the model is beyond pleased. His lover is lost to the whole love-making and Kanda can't blame him. It's intense and the ravenette can feel his climax approaching.

"Hah! Kan...da I-I'm ahh!"

Understanding his lover, Kanda slowly reached between them and took hold of his Moyashi's length. Pumping the slick rigid flesh and thrusting at the same time, Kanda can feel himself reaching closer to his own climax. His lover was pushing back harder on his length and it was just a matter of minutes before the conclusion of their love making came to an end. As the walls of his lover took hold of him tightly, Kanda can only watch as his Moyashi arched his back, throw his head back and moaned his release beautifully on his hand and between them.

The action soon pushed Kanda over the edge. Holding his Moyashi around the waist and with a single hard thrust, Kanda spilled his seeds deep within the younger male. He muffled his moan by biting down on the boy's shoulder, and Kanda thrust a couple of times until his lover milked him dry. Three years of no physical contact and weeks of sexual frustration; gone.

As soon as the best orgasm of his life slowly clears off, the two collapse back down back in bed. Kanda still aware of what's happening held his weight from crashing down on his spent lover. He slowly pulled himself from the other male and roll to the side. The only sound in the apartment is from their breathing. Kanda stared at the ceiling and let the feeling of pleasure linger in his body for a few more minutes. He's tired, sweaty, sticky, and fully satisfy.

His eyes land once again on his Moyashi. His lover is in the same state, eyes closed and panting softly for air. He's the picture of the aftermath of pleasure. Kanda can't help but smile at his lover. The ravenette claimed him and this calms everything inside the model. He didn't want to listen to what his lover did anymore. With what they just did, buried all his doubts away. The white haired teen had chosen him and only him. Minutes later, Kanda is stroking his lover's damp ivory locks, his Moyashi already asleep. Kanda tug the boy deeper into his body not wanting any space between. Sheets covering them, Kanda found sleep easily this time.


Slam!

The sound of a chair gliding over the wooden surface of the floor shrieked all over the dim room. A man of good posture raise high from his fallen chair.

"Remind me, why I keep paying you again?" The smooth voice of the tall figure hiss with annoyance. His eyes pierce fully at the calm figure sitting on the other side of the mahogany table.

"Please sir calm down."

That only seem to anger the standing man. Why were people so worthless at a time when they're suppose to be at their best?

"Calm down? I have paid you for the last year now and you haven't done what I asked." His hands ball into fists at his side. He is considering beating the blonde man who's sitting just across from him.

Sighing, the sitting figure soon rose to his own feet. "I know, I haven't accomplished what you wish of me, but I will not let you down just yet. You must know sir, finding a person on this world is not as easy as it sounds."

Letting a frustrating sigh of his own, the larger man calm down. The blonde man was right after all, but still that doesn't mean it's alright to slack off when it came to finding him.

"I will give you a few more months and in those months if you haven't located him, then I will no longer be using your services."

In the darkness of the room the blonde man's eyes widen for just a second before his apathetic face resurface. His eyes slowly guide themselves to the window behind his employer. The moon's rays are rich and visible through the window bathing the room with its light.

"Mr. Link, you don't understand how much I desire to find this person. I want you to look ever corner of this damn planet until you find him. Expand your search further away from Europe and hopefully you'll have good news to report to me soon."

The blonde, Link, nodded and bowl half of his body to the rich well-known man. He excused himself after he was done with their monthly meeting. Like the other man said hopefully next time their meeting could be more pleasant.

Just as the door closed, soft snickering giggles reaches the still standing man in front of the fine wooden table. "What is so funny?"

"Wah, is Tyki gonna cry?"

A slim body of a teenage boy with short dark hair appeared from the shadows. Soon after another body emergeed from the same spot. Another blonde, this one with a crazed look in his eyes who laughed at the others taunt.

"Hahaha... Tyki crying would be historical!" The blonde kept laughing as his twin brother rubbed at his fake tears.

Tyki glared down as his family members. Why must the twins always have to butt in on his business? Either way he ignored them.

"Hey Tyki, you know if you pay us instead of funny looking Link, we'll do a much better job of finding this lovely boy of yours."

The actor after getting his chair up took a seat once more. "If you two actually took what you call 'work' serious I wouldn't mind, but since you two will soon simply brush this aside once it became too much to handle, no thank you."

Devit stepped up to the older man and lean over the table. Jasdero following too and practically laying down on the cool wood. "Fine don't pay us but when we find him, we won't tell you a thing. Keep hoping blondie will succeed Tyki."

His amber orbs watch the twins leave the room. How troublesome can those two can be. But is it good to ignore them? Shaking away Devit's words, Tyki looked over the table and found a small silver frame laying on his table. Reaching over he lift the object. The glass cover shined white by the moon's light and after tilting the frame, Tyki can see him clearly.

I will find you, my Allen.

His observant eyes taking in the smile of the angelic boy. The picture was taken two years go, unaware by the snow haired angel. A year and a half of fruitless search and Tyki Mikk was at his last wits. Yet, the actor knew the boy was out there and waiting for him. A smile stretched over his handsome features. He couldn't wait to get his hands on his runaway beauty.


A/N: Hopefully you guys liked chapter twenty-two. Did I just wrote that? Yes, I did and I'm going to burn in hell for it. Oh well it was worth it though!

That was totally my first yaoi scene. Please don't yell at me for it, I'll try to improve on that.

Anyway, will Tyki appear? Of course he will! I mention in earlier chapters that he would. Just a little slice of the wonder that Tyki will be in this story.

Well that's all for now. Thanks you guys for reading and review. I can feel the love!

I'll update next week, I think if not then later. Take care everyone.

See ya!