A/N Sorry it's been so long! I just finished my schools production of Oliver! So I should be back to updating regularly (probably only when I get an idea). But thanks again to my beta Jenny! I also need someone to make me a picture to go with this fic as I am terrible at photo editing. If you are interested please message me. My personal tumblr is prettylittlegleek if you search it. Enjoy the chapter! :{D

Disclaimer: I don't own Glee or any songs used in this fic.

Bold is Darren singing

Italics is You singing

Bold italics is both of you singing

"So what now?" Darren asked looking into my eyes. "Do we pick up where we left off?"

"I certainly don't want to start over." I say smiling because I couldn't be happier.

"(Your full name) will you do me the honor of becoming my girlfriend again?" his eyes are full of hope and I watched them change from a brown-green to this amazing honey color.

"No."

"What?! Why?" his face fell and you could see the sadness in his eyes.

"I'm just kidding of course I'll be your girlfriend. On one condition." his face filled with curiosity as I said this.

"And what would that be exactly?"

"I don't want to be kept a secret. I want to be able to go places with you and hold your hand in public and go to events with you. Is that okay?"

"Of course but my fans are crazy, they'll send you hate and they can say some pretty cruel things." I started to laugh really hard and he looked at me weird like I was crazy.

"I know Darren, I do have a tumblr. Which by the way you will never see so get that look off your face." I chuckled and I could see him become more curious, but I don't mention the subject again.

"As long as you know." he leaned over and pressed his lips to mine once again. Before it could get too heated I pull away.

"Well I have one more set to play in about five minutes so you can stay back here if you like. Then do you want to come back to my place? Or do you have to go back to Glee?"

"I took the rest of the day off to come and see this so that sounds good to me."

I gave him a quick kiss on the lips and went back onto stage with a spring in my step. I played through a couple of songs when an idea popped in my head. I looked over to Darren to see him smile at me with a twinkle in his eye.

"I have a very special guest with me and I would love it if he would come out and sing a song with me if that's okay with you guys." The crowd cheered and I look at Darren to see a confused look on his face and I couldn't help but giggle a little bit.

"Do you guys know a little show called Glee?" The crowd once again cheered but louder this time.

"Well I would like Darren Criss to come on the stage please." The crowd was going wild and Darren walked out onto the stage. I whispered in his ear and I handed him my guitar "Don't You" he nodded and began playing.

Say, wasn't that a funny day?
Gee you had a funny way, a way about you
A kind of glow of something new

Sure, I'll admit that I'm the same
Another sucker for a game kids like to play
And the rules they like to use

Don't you want the way I feel?
Don't you want the way I feel?
Don't you want the way I feel for you?

The sun telling me the night is done
Well I refuse to let it stop our fun
Close your eyes, we'll make it dark again

When Darren sang the next part you could see his eyes moved from the crowd down to my lips. I wish I could lean over and kiss him but we're in the middle of the song and it would throw us both off.

And kiss, there's a thought so how 'bout this?
Let's pretend that both our lips are made of candy
After all we need sweets every now and then

We look each other in the eyes as we sing the chorus and I could feel happiness spread throughout my whole body.

Don't you want the way I feel?
Don't you want the way I feel?
Don't you want the way I feel for you?

Well here we are two strangers in a very different place
Who knows what will happen to us next?
Here we are with nothing but this little spark
It's too cold outside to lay this fire to rest

Go, how so very apropos
A goodbye just as soon as I said hello
Well, alright, I'll see you later

It's true, it's just a fantasy for two
But what's the difference if it all could have been true?
I guess this is better

Don't you want the way I feel?
Don't you want the way I feel?
Don't you want the way I feel for you?

Oh, don't you want the way I feel?
Don't you want the way I feel?
Don't you want the way I feel for you?

Don't you want the way that I feel for you?

The crowd cheered and Darren kissed me on the cheek. We went off stage and he pressed his lips to mine in a chaste kiss. Our lips molded together perfectly and for once I felt truly happy. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he put his arms around my waist. I played with the soft curls at the nape of his neck and pulled a little just how he used to like it, and not to my surprise he moaned in my mouth. I pulled away to look in his eyes.

"You know your eyes are so expressive. You can always tell how you are feeling by looking in his eyes." I tell him and he chuckles.

"You always did know how I was feeling. Come on lets go to yours. Did you drive here? Because I can give you a ride."

"No, Jenny drove me."

"Okay we'll take my car."

We walked to the car getting stopped by fans along the way. I always knew Darren was popular, but I didn't know he was this popular. I feel so proud to be able to call him mine. I lace our fingers together and look at him.

"Don't you ever get tired of signing autographs?" I say with curiosity.

"Not really, if it wasn't for the fans I wouldn't be where I am today." he smiles and continues walking.

"I guess you're right. I wish I could do that. Like I want to act and sing and be able to inspire people with what I do." I look at him with admiration.

"I might be able to help you with that." he winks at me then got in the car. He didn't mention the subject again. The car ride was silent besides me giving directions. When we pulled up to my apartment building I told him where to park and we got out of the car and started towards my apartment.

When we got to my apartment he took a look around looking at all the pictures we had had on the walls. I showed him to my room and he saw all the pictures from college on my dresser. The one he looked at the longest was the one from our one-year anniversary.

"You still have this? His look softened

"Of course. I have a box of everything you gave me." I got up and went to my closet and pulled down a large floral print box. He opened it up and took out everything.

"My hoodie, the stuffed bear I won you at the carnival, the diamond. Why'd you keep all this stuff? I broke your heart." I could see the guilt on his face and it broke my heart to see him this way.

"You were and still are my first love, I wanted to remember that. I wore the hoodie for a while, but it doesn't smell like you anymore. Do you think you could wear it so it does?" I chuckle quietly.

"Of course I can. So what do you want to do?" he put on the hoodie and sat on the edge of my bed.

"Well, I haven't kissed you in so long I'm starting to forget what it feels like." I say smiling.

"Well we can't have that now can we." he said his voice lower than normal. He finally closed the gap between us. I ran my tongue along his lower lip asking for entrance. He opened his mouth and I slid my tongue beside his.

Our tongues battled for dominance but in the end I let him win. He ran his hands up and down my sides and then all the way down to my thighs. I threaded my fingers in his curls and rolled my hips into his and he groaned into my mouth. I rolled us over so that I was straddling his hips. His hands slid down my back and landed on my butt, he squeezed really hard and I broke the kiss to moan very loudly.

"You always knew what turned me on." I panted.

"God you have no idea what you do to me."

I ran my hands down his chest and under his shirt and hoodie. He leaned forward and I broke the kiss for a moment to take them both off. He returned the favor, and he raised his hands over the clasp of my bra silently asking for permission. I nodded and my bra fell on his chest. He moved it out of the way and I lied back down so we were skin to skin. I rolled my hips again to feel him fully hard against me. Darren's kisses got more passionate and he rolled us back over so he was on top. I put my hand between us and slid my hand from his chest down to his pants. Just feeling his boner got me even more turned on if that was possible.

I popped the button open on his pants and pulled them down as far as I could and he kicked them off the rest of the way. "I feel a little under dressed. We should probably fix that." He pulls down my pants and I lift my hips up so he can take them completely off. He slowly inserted his index finger into me and started to move in and out. He crashed our lips together it was nothing but tongue and teeth. He moved his fingers faster and I was so close to the edge.

"Dare, uung... you have to stop otherwise we won't be able to continue." he smirked and pulled his fingers out and looked deep into my eyes. I felt the tip of his dick touch my entrance and I almost stopped breathing. When he finally pushed in the feeling that ripped through my body can't be explained. I let out one long moan in pleasure and let it overcome me.

"Ung, you're so tight. You feel so good." He panted and his eyes were dark with lust. He pulled almost all the way out and thrust back in. We found a rhythm and I started to meet his thrusts. "Faster." I whispered in his ear and he groaned in response. He started to go faster and faster and I was coming closer to my climax. I scraped my fingernails down his back and I was sure there were going to be marks there later.

"Babe I'm really close." he said and started to kiss, suck and bite down my neck.

"Me too." after I said that I reached the point of no return and so did Darren. We both screamed out in pleasure as our orgasms hit us like a ton of bricks. I could feel him fill me up and he collapsed on top of me. When we both came down from our high we looked in each other's eyes and smiled.

"You have no idea how much I missed this." I said and closed my eyes.

"I missed you too. And I'm never leaving you again. You're stuck with me now." he chuckled and kissed me sweetly.

"I wouldn't have it any other way." And with that we both fell asleep with smiles on our faces.