Being in love with your best friend has its ups and downs. Since Kagome is my best friend I do have the privilege to give her a hug, kiss on the cheek and all the other shit like that. Now what sucks about being in love with your best friend is the fear of telling your best friend that you love her.
I mean wouldn't it be awkward one day if you were to walk up to your best friend and state your undying love for them? Only to have give you a gross look on her face and nicely tell you that she only thinks of you as a brother? Yeah, I'm going to take that chance. Well at least I wasn't going to.
I will risk my friendship with Kagome, by telling her that I love her. The only problem is that I have no idea how I am going to say it. I can't just walk up to her front door and ring the doorbell and say "Hi Kagome, by the way I am in love with you, and by love I mean romantic love. Like mommy and daddy love, not brother and sister love." There are two things that are wrong with that. 1) That was totally lame and 2) She has a FIANCE! Who by the way might try to kick my ass for saying such. (Which will never happen)
So back to the problem, I have to tell Kagome that I love her, but I want to say it when the time is right. Which has to be soon, since I do have a dead line of two months.
My god, right now I feel like a sappy teenage boy with raging hormones. By me realizing that I love Kagome, I have turned into a kind of sappy love-struck boy. Gah! Fuck Kouga for making things even more complicated than it was before.
Why is life so damn complicated? Wait. Let me rephrase that, why is mylife so damn complicated?
When I realized that I love Kagome, I tried to brush it off. I tried telling myself that it was my raging hormones, that I just wanted my best friend back. The thing is, no matter how much I tried, I couldn't. No matter how many girls I slept with, at the point of the climax I'd say Kagome's name and not theirs.
Fucked up right?
No matter what I tried, or did, I just couldn't get Kagome out of my head. I couldn't get her sweet innocent smile, her long wavy raven colored tresses or her plump rosy lips out of my head. Everything. About her got to me and just thinking about her body, just made me feel arouse. I'd sit at my classes at Tokyo University just day dreaming of Kagome wrapping her long legs around my hips as I pounded into her-
Sorry got carried away there for a moment. Anyways, it's not only Kagome's very curvaceous body that got to me. Everything got to me. Her laugh is like music to my ears, her personality, she is the most sweet, loving woman in the whole world.
The funny thing is that Kagome doesn't know it. Kagome doesn't know all these things, she doesn't believe that she is beautiful.
And that is what I am going to do. To make Kagome fall for me, before she gets married, I am going to remind her that she is beautiful.
No matter what it takes, I will win Kagome back from Kouga.
