Hey! Back with the second chapter, I hope you like it, enjoy!
Sorry the language isn't brilliant, I'll look over it next time I have free time to be sure I haven't made any silly mistakes, Thanks!
I'll try to get another one in by the end of the week, but I've got an assignment on cognitive theories for university to finish drafting by the end of the week! :)
Chapter 1: Where do I recognise you from?
Bella pov
Dear Diary,
I'm meeting my dearest brother in a small and daunting little town in England. I'm to pretend to be an innocent, vulnerable human school girl. However, I may be good at acting but I have limits, innocent is one thing that I can't do. According to Alistair I have the mouth of a sailor and the mind of a... well, you get the idea. You may wondering why I have to pose as a high school student... well you might not be as you don't know my personality but involving myself with humans is the thing I least want to do.
I would rather be tearing vampires heads off that have betrayed the Volturi in an attempt to stop myself from thinking of the two lovers I have had who have left me all alone to deal with their deaths. One killed by war (human wars which are insignificant), the other by a psychotic vampire. I have grown accustomed to not interacting with people very often, there have only been a few times where I have bothered to stay in one place for longer than a day. These times are always involving my lovers in whatever shape or form. I keep myself busy to stop myself from missing them too much, which has led me through battles, vampire newborn wars, attempting to take power from the Romanians with and without the help of the Volturi.
For the past 80 odd years I have been working with the Volturi, killing those who defy the rules of the royals. It's not the best thing I could be doing with my existence, but it's occupying. I have less free time to think of Mary and Jasper, to think of what I once had but have been silly enough to let through my fingers. It's hard to focus on anything besides those that I care about, which is one of the only reasons why I am working with the Volturi, not running the coven.
I am a strong vampire emotionally and physically. I can deal with the loss of the only two people I have ever let myself love no matter what lifetime. Incidentally I still hope that as the decades pass it will become easier to live without them.
I've got to be in Claydon by tomorrow, my brother has asked me to pose as a high school student to meet some of his animal drinking friends. I hate them already.
Bye,
Bella Paulinus Whitlock
1st century AD ( 60-62AD)
My father had left for Britain in 59AD replacing his previous governor (Quintus Veranius). This left our home quite quiet in terms of the low patriarchal ruling within the household. However, even with father across the sea at the edge of the world he still controlled daily actions in terms of what father would allow us to do. My brother, Alistair is in control of my engagement to the eldest censor in the senate. I have yet to figure out the reason behind this arrangement other than to fulfil fathers and brothers needs for their careers and how it may help them financially and socially. I cringe at the thought that I may have to lay with this man, he is beyond my years and ill-fitting in looks.
"Isabella, come your fiancée is here, meet him before he becomes troubled at your slow paced attention. You stupid girl!" she hissed, hitting me and pushing me through the door. My Fiancée. As I reached the room of which he stood, he glared in my direction obviously he is not a patient man. He should learn to become more patient or else he will get nowhere in life without being constantly angry and unforgivable.
"My love" I called, placing a fake smile on my face. "Isabella, your late" he growled, I shuddered, he could really scare me when he wanted to, especially when he was angry at me.
"I'm sorry I was finishing writing a letter to my brother, it was urgent, shall we go?" I apologised, holding his arm, leaning in for a kiss, a hot, passionate kiss for him seemingly from the sounds coming from his throat yet disgusting kiss for the initiator. I have kissed the boy (16 year old slave called Suetonius) better than him. Suetonius is what I could see as tall, dark and handsome. But he's a slave below recognition, though I can't seem to stop myself from noticing the dreamy good looks, the ability to fight, to protect. I know how he is at fighting because my mother and father set him to be my personal slave, including looking after me when I go out for whatever reason. He has protected me on many occasions when people tried to get to my family through me.
"Of course we shall" he smirked, but his hands were tight on my arm, painfully tight. I didn't know that a human could hold that tightly on someone's arm. We reached the corner of our destination some time later, he suddenly stopped, a thoughtful expression clouding his face. It was on the side of a walk way, but the alley way, far enough away from human ears paying a lot of attention. "Why are we stopping?" I asked calmly though my heart felt as if it was pounding out of my chest. I don't know what it was but there was something about his facial expression that scared me.
The next I knew my neck was painful and my head was pushed against the wall behind me with his body held tightly against my own. I gasped as I felt the need to push him away the best that I could. But to no prevail, I couldn't push him away from me enough to stop the pain in my neck. I screamed out, to only have his hand cross my face and land on my mouth, quelling the screams for help.
After a while I began to feel weak, only then did he drop me to the floor hissing "stupid bitch" as I hit the floor with a thud I could hear his footsteps walking away. It felt as if his footsteps were growing louder and louder as he gained further ground away from me. I began to feel a fire ignite in my veins as I began to whimper and as I heard the most reassuring sound I know so far in my young and delicate life, my brothers shouts for me to wake, to be safe, for me to be able to get up.
3 days passed with me screaming for help, screaming and begging to be killed, to save me from this torment that seemed to last forever. By the end of it, I was really wondering whether I had died and gone to hell because of the intensity of the pain. My brother's voice was what kept me going, that's what kept me sane. I think that's why I had to do what I did. Newborns only want to feed, I wanted to feed more than anything but something stopped me, something prevents me killing my brother. No matter what I couldn't take more than one bite, I bit into his neck and pulled back disgusted in myself, I stayed by his side crying venom tears for 3 days, not understanding that I hadn't destroyed his soul, that I hadn't killed all the things I loved about my big brother.
September 8th 2013
"Alistair!" I squealed as I ran to my brother and wrapped my arms around his neck. "Little bell" he hugged me back before placing a kiss on my cheeks. I looked up from my brother to see a crowd of faces staring back at me. "Your friends?" I asked, stepping backwards from my brother. He nodded with a smile on his face. "Yes, Bella meet Carlisle and Esme they are the heads of the Cullen family, Carlisle is posing as a doctor in the town next to Claydon. Then there's Rosalie, Emmett and Edward their 'children' who will be at the high school with you. Alice and Jasper are currently hunting but I'm sure you will meet them soon".
I smiled at the Cullen family. "It's lovely to meet you, I guess it's you I'm meant to meet?" I looked at my brother to check. "Actually the people I asked you to meet are..." There was a sudden thud and rush of wind that came from the door. Only mini-moments later there were two gorgeous vampires standing in front of me which I wouldn't mind 'sleeping' with. Heck if they asked me I would be pulling them up the stairs to have my way with them in my bedroom while telling my brother to 'fuck off'.
My lovers. Mary Alice Brandon and Jasper Whitlock stood in front of me, as vampires!
Hey, hope you enjoyed that, review if you want to, that would be great but if not I hope to see you on the next chapter. Keep an eye out within the next week :)
