Thank you for the feedback on the first chapter, I enjoyed reading the reviews, they really mean a lot to me. I'll be answering them on here instead of PM. And thanks for reading my one-shots, I'm glad you guys enjoyed it.
I know you're waiting for Demena to happen, but it'll be a while. But there is some Demena interaction, which I wrote at like 2 in the morning when I couldn't sleep lol, so it's different.
Next chapter will have more drama, and I've already started writing it so it shouldn't be too long till I post it. Enjoy(:
Selena's Pov
Maybe I should just call her and see what she's up to, there's nothing wrong with that right? I mean it's the right thing to do.
She left my house heart broken that day, and we haven't talked since. It's been like maybe two weeks but it felt like longer, especially since I had already gotten used to having her around.
I know I was stupid, I know that I am stupid, but still. I don't even know what to do anymore. I'm gonna tell her, soon, or eventually, or maybe some day in the not so near future.
Demi: 'Hey.' Speak of the devil.
A simple text has my stomach in knots, three letters have made my heart race. I'm definitely falling for her, and I don't know how to feel about that.
Selena: 'Hey beautiful. How's it going?' It's a simple casual text along with a compliment.
Demi: 'You know compliments will get you no where (;'
Selena: 'They might get me in your pants (;' I couldn't help myself, she set herself up for it. My perverted mind saw the chance and took it.
Demi: 'I always knew you wanted me for sex. Sorry I don't put out without a date :P'
Selena: 'We already had a date. You came to my house and spent the night, remember? So I think that means we could have sex :P'
Demi: 'You're an idiot! I miss you though Sel. I've been thinking a lot, and it's stupid doing this over text but whatever. I don't wanna be without you, so do you think we can go out today?' Wow.
I'm happy because I've missed her, and it makes it a lot more easier on me. But it scares me, more like surprises me that she's being this way.
Demi isn't one to hold a grudge, but I know she's stubborn, she doesn't give in easily.
Selena: 'Yeah sure, just text me.' Crap, Jennel.
Selena: 'Um sorry Demi, I have to meet with someone today actually, and I'm not sure at what time. I'll text you to see if I can.' I quickly text her before she can reply.
Like I just don't even know what to think right now. It's not right, like it's not normal for me to ditch my best friend to meet up with her girlfriend. Well I'm not normal, so I have an excuse.
Demi: 'Sure, no prob. I'll text you in case you forget. I just kinda wanna talk to you about something, about us. And something else, which I need my best friend for.'
Selena: 'So I'm your best friend? Gosh Dems, we go on a date, I lived with you for like a month and we're still best friends? I thought I was past the friend zone ;)'
Demi: 'xD You're an idiot Gomez. I'll talk to you later.'
Selena: "I may be an idiot, but you love me either way.'
Demi: 'Unfortunately. Haha just kidding. Text ya later.'
I'm fucked. I'm just feeling so many things right now, my mind is racing like crazy. I wanna run to Demi right now, I'm desperate to see her, but I can't.
I'm nervous about seeing her, but I'm also excited. I'm just curious as to what it is that we need to talk about.
She's obviously forgiven me because she was so blunt about everything. She flat out told me that she wants to see me instead of beading around the bush.
Demi's Pov
I don't even have a reasonable answer as to why I shouldn't text her. I mean yeah she's keeping something from me, but she's my best friend, and I miss her.
The fact that I miss her makes it easier to text her. I don't wanna lose her again. I'm just gonna pretend like nothing ever happened, I think I'm living in the past. I keep expecting everything to be how it was before, but it won't happen, we aren't even the same people anymore. But of us have changed and matured these past couple of years.
Demi: 'Hey.' It's better if I text her now because I know I'll probably back out of it.
Selena: 'Hey beautiful. How's it going?'
Demi: 'You know compliments will get you no where (;'
Selena: 'They might get me in your pants (;' I can't believe she just said that! I'm blushing like crazy right now, I don't get why though. Might as well just go along with it.
Would she even want to have sex with me? I doubt it, she's my friend, and she's straight. She's probably never thought about me in a sexual or relationship way. Would she be good in bed? I mean she's hot, and I did have a crush on her when we were younger, and there is no way those thoughts just crossed my mind.
She's my best friend, and I'm happy with Jennel, I shouldn't be thinking about Selena like that, no matter how hot I think she is.
Demi: 'I always knew you wanted me for sex. Sorry I don't put out without a date :P'
Selena: 'We already had a date. You came to my house and spent the night, remember? So I think that means we could have sex :P'
My best friend is an idiot.
Demi: 'You're an idiot! I miss you though Sel. I've been thinking a lot, and it's stupid doing this over text but whatever. I don't wanna be without you, so do you think we can go out today?' I didn't wanna do it over text, but I think it's for the better.
I wanna be mad at her but I can't be. I'm still trying to get over it, and I know hearing her voice right now would make it a lot easier. Her voice would make me cave in and forget everything.
It's not that I wanna purposely hold a grudge against her, but I kinda still wanna keep it in mind. I'm not too sure why though.
Selena: 'I may be an idiot, but you love me either way.'
Demi: 'Unfortunately. Haha just kidding. Text ya later.'
Jennel's Pov
"Okay, why don't you come out?" I nod and take off the headphones, placing them on the stand.
Matt motions for me to take a seat next to him.
"You sound fantastic. You're voice is so unique. We've made a lot of progress and I think you should do a cover and release it as a single. You've already covered three songs, so I don't know if you wanna pick from those three." I smile and nod. I'm so happy I've come this far.
"Um actually I have a song in mind. I haven't recorded it yet. You think we can record it before I leave? Or at least some of it. I was thinking Paris."
"Totally. Whenever you're ready." I give him a thumbs up and walk back into the recording room.
"You got me down on the floor
So what'd you bring me down here for?
You got me down on the floor
So what'd you bring me down here for?"
It comes out so naturally. I haven't sung this since my audition. It brings back so many memories.
"You're gonna be fine Jennel. I believe in you."
"Jess I don't think I can do it."
"Yes you can. You're you. You're full of confidence, you're gonna own that stage. Just pretend like you're in your room." I walk away from my family and stand by the stage.
"Alright. Jennel Garcia, you're up." I smile at the staff member and walk onto the stage.
I could feel everyone's eyes on me, watching my every move. I just hope I don't trip, I'm already nervous enough as it is, the last thing I wanna do is embarrass myself.
I take a deep breath and stop in front of the judges, there's no turning back now.
"Hi." I look at Demi and smile.
"Hi!" I replied, a bit too strong. I'm extremely nervous, and the fact that Demi's the one talking to me doesn't make it any better. She looks gorgeous.
"How are you?"
"I'm good, how are you?"
"Great, thank you. What's your name?"
"My name is Jennel Garcia." I regain my confidence. I'm no longer shy.
"Nice to meet you."
"Nice to meet you too."
"How old are you?"
"I am 18 years old."
"So who are your inspirations?"
"I'm into like a lot of old rock, Pat Benatar." I was proud of my response. I mean everyone is trying to listen to what's on the radio; I'm into rock, and I'm a total sucker for old rock.
I noticed that she was about to speak up again, but Simon cut in. I kinda wish he didn't; the way Demi was talking to made me feel more confident. Her voice was so smooth and gentle. She made it seem that she was actually interested in me.
Alright just remember what Jess said, pretend that you're in your room.
"You know what I find is really really interesting? Is that you have such a cute face, you're really likable. And then all of a sudden you're like I'm on fire. Like I literally wrote down in my notes hot. Okay you're awesome." I had pretty much tuned out the other judges. Demi's opinion was probably the most important to me. It could be 'cause I may have a small crush on her.
"Thank you." I smiled at her.
"If I was from Paris
I would say
Ooh la la la la la la la"
I open my eyes and look up at Matt. I was lost in my own little world during this song; more like taking a trip down memory lane.
I never would have thought that going on X Factor would have changed my life so much. It wasn't just music that made an impact, it's the fact that I began dating Demi. Who would have thought I'd have a relationship with my mentor?
Besides that, I didn't expect things to start going downhill between us. I plan on fixing things when I get back later on today.
It makes me feel like shit that she's probably with Wilmer right now. But I can't be mad at her, as much as I want to be I can't. I can't be mad at either of them.
I get that she's lonely, but I'd rather her be with Nick instead of her ex. I don't think I could live knowing that she cheated on me or something. I'm not saying she is, or that she will, but you never know. It breaks my heart just thinking about it.
I've been nothing but nice to her. I give her space when she needs it, I've never been clingy, I try my best to understand her, I've given her all my love. And maybe it just isn't enough for her.
I hadn't realized tears were making their way down my cheek. I look up and see that Matt is about to come in, but my phone starts ringing.
He comes in, but I hold my hand up signaling for him to wait.
"S-selena?" My voice ended up cracking. I hope she didn't catch it.
"I was calling to know what time your flight is, but that doesn't really matter right now. Is everything okay?" Yeah, she definitely heard my voice crack.
"Yeah, I'm fine. My flight, um. My flight! Oh my gosh I need to be at the airport in an hour. I'll call you when I get there. Sorry, thanks bye."
"My flight!"
"Jennel, calm down. The airport is about twenty minutes away from here. And there isn't much traffic at this time so you can get there in ten, maybe fifteen minutes."
I let out a long breath. Thank God, the last thing I needed was to miss my flight.
My flight leaves at 11:55, and it's 10:30. I think I'm good on time.
"You think I can record one more song? I just really need to get it out. I don't care if we record just the chorus, but I need to get it out. Please?"
Veronika: Thanks, I'm glad you're enjoying it(:
Demenaforever13: Don't worry, I don't really like the Dennel stuff happening, but it'll end sooner than you think(;
LovezObsessed: Selena and Jennel's conversation is very interesting let's just leave it at that. Nothing more than a friendship with Demi and Wilmer? HA!
DepressedMessOfAGinger: Haha yes a sequel! I don't think I could have left it hanging like that.
Suefanficlover:I'm desperate for Selena and Demi to work things out too. But it'll be a while, I think?
