There wasn't much to add to this chapter so I went ahead and uploaded it. So two chapters in one day means I have no clue when the next chapter will be out lol. I hope you guys enjoy this, it's pretty much a huge roller coaster. I kinda don't like Demi right now lol, but whatever things will get better afterwards. Enjoy and review(:


Demi's Pov

Should things be this awkward? I had a different idea of how things would play out when she came back. We were supposed to hug and kiss and tell each other how much we missed each other, but we're just standing, not even making eye contact.

I don't know if I should go ahead and just say it, or ask her about her trip. Better now than later.

"I think it's best if we break up."

"I missed you." We both spoke up at the same time.

"Wait what?"

"I think it's best if we break up." I can't believe she just said that.

It's not that I wanted to be the one to initiate the breakup, it's just that it really threw me off. Had things gotten so bad between us that she wants to break up?

I don't even know how to respond. I'm not one bit happy about this, I'm gonna miss her. I love her, I may have cheated on her, but I still love her.

"Why?" My voice was small, I guess I'm hurting a lot more than I think I am.

She sits down and cups the sides of her face with her hands, letting her elbows rest on the counter.

"Is there anything you need to tell me?"

"What? Jennel you didn't answer my question." I sit down in front of her. I kinda wish I didn't, I'm getting a perfect view of her eyes, her dark brown eyes have lost the light they once held, and it's all my fault.

"I'll answer it, but you have to answer my question first."

I never gave it much thought as to if I would tell her what happened with Wilmer. I wanna be honest with her, but does it really matter if she knows?

"N-no. I have nothing to tell you."

"Alright. So kissing Wilmer is nothing?" Damn. How does she even know?

"W-what?"

"I saw you kiss Wilmer. I wanted to surprise you, so Selena picked me up from the airport. When I came home you were on the couch sitting on his lap kissing him. So I ran." Her voice was so shaky, and it broke me to hear her talking that way, it hurts me to see the pain in her eyes, the pain that I caused her.

I'm so speechless right now. I shouldn't have lied to her, I could of just told her straight up. But I shouldn't have kissed Wilmer in the first place.

"I'm sorry Jennel."

"Sorry for what? Sorry that you got caught right?"

"W-what Jennel, I just." I can't even speak properly.

This definitely isn't how I expected things to play out. I don't even know what I was expecting. I knew things wouldn't be easy, but I didn't think they'd be this hard either.

"I love you Demi, I really do, but I guess things just aren't meant to be between us. Everything happens for a reason right?"

"Y-yeah."

"I hope your happy with him, you deserve nothing but the best princess."

I let out a shaky breath. She seems so calm about this, but I'm not, I'm crying. I'm trying my best not to let any cries escape my lips, but it's really hard for them to stay in.

The way she called me princess brought back so many memories. She always treated me like a princess, it was all the little things she did that made me love her. She isn't being fair with this.

She's making it seem like she's to blame, but she isn't. She's never done anything to make me not want to be with her. The only one to blame is me, I fucked things up.

"Jennel, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry things happened the way they did. But don't be like this. You're pretty much blaming yourself for this, but it's all my fault. I fucked things up between us, it's all my fault."

I was shaking, I could tell she was holding back tears. She's so strong, I admire her for that.

"You can't choose who you fall in love with right?"

I don't say anything, I can't. I just watch as she walks upstairs.


How did I let things end up like this? I don't believe in relationships that last forever, but I thought this would have lasted longer, I wanted it to last longer. I fucked up bad.

Was it the right thing to do? I mean it might be because I wouldn't wanna keep hurting Jennel, but it's not like I'm gonna jump into a relationship with Wilmer right now.

My emotions haven't hit me yet, I just feel kind of empty right now. Jennel was my first actual girlfriend, I had never been romantically involved with a girl before. She made me more confident, she made me feel confident in my own skin. And now she's gone, and it's all my fault.

I'm gonna miss her so much, but I don't even know if I would go back and change things. I don't regret kissing Wilmer, I just wish that Jennel wouldn't have to get hurt in the process.

I heard a door open up stairs so I took a deep breath, trying to make it seem like I'm okay. There's really no point, but I try either way.

"Wait here we have to talk." Selena says to me as she walks past me and heads to the door, Jennel follows behind her.

She's smiling, but I can still see the dried tears on her cheek.

I get up and hide behind the wall, hoping to hear their conversation. I'm getting a pretty good view as well.

Why is Selena holding Jennel's hand? Who does she think she is holding m-, wait she's not mine anymore.

"Thanks, for everything, I don't even know how to thank you, just know that everything you've done for me between last night and today means a lot to me."

"It's okay Jennel, don't worry about it. I hope this won't be the last time we see each other." Last time they see each other? Is she leaving?

"Me too. Thanks, again." Selena pulls Jennel into a hug and gently rubs her back. She makes eye contact with me, but it didn't last long because Jennel pulled back.

I decide to run upstairs. I hate to see her leave, it hurts me to know that I'm making her go. I should be stopping her instead of sitting at the top of the stairs like the idiot I am.


"Sh-she's gone?" She walked past me into her room.I walked in after her and watched as she turned around to face m.

"I thought you would have gone after her, or at least said goodbye." I did too, but I couldn't bring myself to do it.

"What happened when you guys were together?"

She lets out a long sigh and crawls into bed. I sit next to her and cuddle into her 's bed is so comfortable, like I wouldn't mind spending the rest of my life in this bed.


Selena's Pov

"Sh-she's gone?" Unfortunately, but it needed to happen. I'm really gonna miss her, we had grown so close in such little time. Jennel is such an amazing person, I hate that Demi let her go so easily.

"I thought you would have gone after her, or at least said goodbye."

"What happened when you guys were together?"

I knew she would ask, but I don't feel like talking right now, I know I need to since I told her we needed to talk, but I just don't feel up to it anymore.

"She talked about you. She told me what happened that's it." I know she wanted me to tell her more, but why should I? She fucked her over, and I had to help pick up the pieces.

"I fucked up bad huh?"

"You fucked up big time. Did she not cross your mind at all when you kissed him? Were you only thinking about yourself?"

"Why are you giving me all this shit now?" I could tell she was getting a bit irritated, Demi never likes it when people point out her mistakes.

"I'm sorry Demi, but it isn't fair. I wasn't expecting this to happen so soon. I know she's the one that broke up with you, but do you know how much it hurt her to do that? Do you think she actually wanted to go through with that?

She wanted to come home and fix things because Wilmer had got in the way. She feels small compared to him. She was always been so insecure about your relationship with him, she told me she felt like a charity case."

I couldn't get Jennel's face out of my head she looked so broken when she told me all of this, and now Demi looks just as broken.

It's not my intention to make her guilty, I just wanna make her see what she did was wrong. Jennel didn't deserve to be screwed over like that. It was just a kiss though, it's not like they went all the way. I hope.

"I know what I did was wrong, I really wish things would have been different but they weren't. She's not the only one that's hurting. I love her Selena, I still love her and I hate that she's out of my life now, I hate that I fucked up, but it's done."

"Did you sleep with Wilmer last night?"

Silence. Absolute silence.

"You know, your silence is only confirming it."

"I'm sorry."

"You shouldn't be apologizing to me. Did you even tell Jennel?"

"N-no." Her voice was a bit shaky, and her eyes wouldn't meet mine when she spoke.

I leaned in and pulled her into me. I don't really know what to say or what to think. Part of me is disgusted because I just never really liked Wilmer, and the other part of me kinda feels bad.

I'm not gonna judge her, I never have, but I just didn't know Demi would do something like this. Everyone makes mistakes, it just really surprises me that she cheated. It just makes me think that if we were to ever be together, which won't happen, but if It did, how do I know she won't cheat on me?

"You're gonna be okay. Things are gonna work out for the best." She pulls away and smiles at me.

"I hope so." I couldn't look at her when she spoke. I could feel her breath hit my lips, it was driving me insane. It didn't help that she placed her forehead against mine.

I tried my best not to look at her lips, I know that would make it seem like I wanna kiss her. Even though I do, she doesn't need to know that.

"They will. I promise." She looked at my lips when I spoke, I did it on purpose to see what her reaction would be, and I definitely wasn't expecting her to start leaning.

"I-I um, pee. I have to pee."


What the hell was that? Was she about to kiss me? There's no way she wanted to kiss me, maybe I'm just imagining things. She probably just feels lonely, I mean she literally just got out of a relationship.

Do I say anything? What was about to happen was obvious, it's not like she can deny it. She started leaning in, you only do that when your'e gonna kiss someone.

She would never kiss me though, no matter how lonely she feels, I'm just her friend, nothing more than that. And she has Wilmer now, she can't go around kissing people like that.

I've been locked in my bathroom for a good five minutes,I'm not sure if she's noticed.

"Sel is everything okay?." Yeah she noticed.

"Demi, are you okay?" I sat next to her again, but I tried keeping my distance.

"Yeah why?"

"I just, because, well."

"Selena you aren't making any sense." Ugh I know, I just don't know how to bring this up.

"W-what was that?"

"What was what?" Why is she playing dumb? She's only making it harder for me to ask her.

"That. Before I went to the bathroom. Were you about to, well you know." I hadn't realized how close our faces were again.

"Oh, um."

"So you actually were about to kiss me?"

She didn't say anything, but she didn't avoid looking at me. I could tell she was embarrassed since she was blushing, but even though she was embarrassed, that didn't stop her.

She slowly leaned in and placed her lips on mine. Her eyes shut as her hand caressed my cheek. I didn't do anything, I just sat there with my eyes wide open.

I have to be dreaming, there is no fucking way this is happening. Things like this don't happen to me, I can't let this happen, even thought i feels so right, it's so wrong.

"Demi." I whisper against her lips, her soft pink lips that were just on mine.

"Selena. I-I'm sorry. I can't do this. I shouldn't have done that." She walks out of my room and runs down the stairs. I run after her, I'm not letting her get away so easily.

"Demi wait! You can't do what? I grab her hand and pull her back inside, I was lucky enough to catch up to her.

"This. The kiss. I don't know what I'm doing. I just know that I enjoyed it too much, and I shouldn't have because I just broke up with Jennel and then I slept with Wilmer last night."

She enjoyed it? She actually liked kissing me? This is too much to handle, all I've wanted is to be able to kiss her, but no in these circumstances. She's crying right now, this is the last thing I wanted to happen.

I just hold her, it's the only thing I can think of doing, I'm in too much shock to say anything. Even though I didn't kiss her back, that was the best kiss of my life. Her touch has such an affect on me,

"You're my best friend, I shouldn't have kissed you.I needed the comfort, but it doesn't make any sense to me. I shouldn't want to kiss you again. I shouldn't have enjoyed it. I shouldn't be feeling all these emotions right now. I'm sorry but I can't." She kisses my cheek and walks out, Did she really just walk out? I barely got her back.


Demi's Pov

"Demi is everything okay? I got here as soon as I cou-." I don't let him finish. I push him against the door and start kissing him.

"Shh. Don't say anything, I need you right now more than ever."

I start kissing him again, letting my hands roam his body. I pull away, only to kiss him again. I need to get rid of her taste. I don't know what I was thinking.

I feel his hands move to my waist, he picks me up and walks to the couch. He's being so gentle and caring, but I'm only using him, well kinda. I want him, but kissing Selena changed everything.

"Please Wilmer." He wasted no more time in undressing me.

"I love you Demi." He looked at me as he placed himself over me.

"I l-love you too."


I hate the ending, well kinda. At least Demena shared a kiss(:

Suefanficlover: Lol I don't even think she actually wants to be with Wilmer now(;

Bveronika: Aw thanks, I hope you liked this chapter(:

Demenaforever13: Well Jennel is definitely out of the picture now(;