I didn't expect to take so long, I just didn't have any ideas, and then I rewrote this like twice only to end up combining both versions, anyways here it is lol.
I don't wanna end it, but I have to, but I'll to not make the ending crappy. But if you guys have any ideas for you want to see in the next chapter please don't be shy and let me know. I'm thinking they'll finally go on their first date next chapter, so if you guys have any ideas for that just let me know.
Thanks for the reviews, they mean a lot. Enjoy(:
Demi's Pov
I thought I would have gotten used to it, it's been a week but it still makes me uncomfortable. Waking up alone, going to an empty bed, sharing it with no one, it's just so not right.
I miss having the warmth, I miss being able to cuddle and kiss, and being held until I fall asleep. I wish I could share a bed with my wonderful girlfriend, but that's not gonna happen.
Things are great between us, I guess, it's just that our schedules have gotten a lot more complicated. We talk, but we don't see each other as much,I was lucky enough to see her earlier today, but either way I miss her a lot.
She's aware of it, but there's not much we can do. We were supposed to go on a date tonight but she had to do some press conference. I offered to go after, and she agreed, but things just kinda fell apart after that. I didn't bring it up again because I didn't want her to get mad at me, so I thought it'd be best for me to come home.
I'm laying in an empty bed, with that jacket I got from her, and hugging a pillow she gave me. More like the pillow I asked for because I needed something that had her scent. Creepy? Yeah just a little, but how can I not be when I'm dating a goddess?
"One and the sa-"
"Selena!" I barely let my phone ring, I'm desperate to talk to her.
"Hey princess. How are you? Shouldn't you be sleeping?"
"Um, yeah, You actually woke me up." I throw in a random yawn, hoping she believes me.
"Whatever. Do you think you could do me a favor?"
"Anything."
"Can you unlock the front do-"
I didn't even give her a chance to finish, I throw my phone and jump out of bed. I obviously didn't think this through because I'm on the floor tangled in my bed sheets, this is just fucking perfect. Selena is outside waiting for me to open the door, and my ass is on the fucking floor.
"Why are you out of breath? What took you so long? You're room isn't even that far away."
"I kinda fell."
"You kinda fell?" She pecks my lips and walks towards the couch. I close the door and make sure it's locked.
"The sheets, and you, and then bam, and now my ass hurts like crazy. What are you doing here though?" She threw her head back and laughed at my rambling.
"I just really wanted to see you. I miss you too much Demi." She pulls me into her lap, but I end up tripping over my foot and land on the floor next to her.
"Oh shit Demi, are you okay?"
"Y-yeah. I guess you just make me weak in the knees."
"You're such a dork, but we need to talk." She pushes my shoulder but then helps me up, this time I successfully land on her lap.
"What did I do this time?" I get off her lap and take a seat next to her, I turn around to face her, letting her know that I'm paying attention.
"Well, it was actually what both of us did." She smiles at me, but blushes, what did I do?
She raises her hands and pulls her hair back so it look like she's about to tie it up, she pushes it to the side and lets it fall on her left shoulder. Her scarf falls on her lap, that's when I lose it.
I can't stop laughing, I know I shouldn't be because the look on her face tells me this is serious, but that's what's making me laugh even more.
"I-I'm s- ha ha, I'm sorry Sel."
"I'm sorry Sel." She mocks me and rolls her eyes, I sound nothing like that.
"I sound nothing like that."
"I don't care if you sound like that or not, we're in some deepshit. Since someone couldn't control their hormones earlier today, I went to a press conference with a hickey.
Being the idiot I that I am, I messed up the lie and said you elbowed me. Now people know we talk, our friendship is out there, luckily our relationship isn't."
"Ohhh."
"Yeah, oh."
Shit. Is that even believable though? I elbowed her and now she has a bruise on her neck, people believe that right?
"Are you mad?" I pout and play with the loose threads of her scarf.
"No, not mad, I don't know Demi. If people know we talk it doesn't matter anymore, does it? I think we're at the point in our friendship that we know we won't leave each other, so if our fans know maybe it won't be a big deal, but if people find out about us being together, that could be totally different."
"It's not like they're gonna find out, unless we tell them. Do you want to?" I let go of her scarf and look up at her, she's scared.
I feel like I just put more pressure on her and that's the last thing I wanted to do, especially with what happened earlier today, she needs to just focus on her.
"Do you want to?"
"I'm not gonna say that it really doesn't matter, because it does. I'd rather people find out from us than from some picture or rumor. At the end of the day your mine and I'm yours, that's it, no one needs to know unless it's necessary."
"So this means we can actually go out in public more, right?"
"Yeah." I smile at her and lean in to peck her lips.
Selena's Pov
"Um so my mom called, and well."
"Well?"
"She's not mad, but she lectured me and also laughed. She told me to tell you that you don't need to be leaving marks on her daughter."
"Oh my gosh Selena I'm so embarrassed." She hides in my chest and I immediately tense up.
We didn't do anything last night, I think she was scared to do anything because she thought she would be pushing me into something I'm not ready to.
It's not even that, I just felt so sick, like it wasn't sick as in a cold, but sick as in emotionally and mentally. Yesterday that I didn't wanna do anything yesterday, I didn't even wanna leave the house, but I had to do the press conference so I had no choice. I felt bad about not being able to go on a date with her, and about pushing her away.
She was just worried about me, I understand that she had never heard me talk about my body like that, but I just didn't want her to worry about it, that's what led to the hickey.
She was at my house yesterday while I was getting ready. I was so frustrated that I just walked out of my closet and stood in front of the mirror. She came up behind me and started asking me what was wrong, so I told her.
I told her that I didn't like my body, that I wasn't comfortable with what I saw in the mirror, but that I knew it would pass because everyone has their days.
She started kissing my shoulder, and it felt amazing, she has such an effect on me. She kept going until she gently bit my neck and that's when I lost it, I bitched at her.
I didn't mean to, and it's not that I didn't enjoy what she was doing, but in that moment I just didn't feel good enough for her. But today's a different day, and I feel a lot better today, especially since I got to sleep in her arms all night. She has no idea how much I needed that.
"And I wasn't? I didn't think my mom would be having to lecture me like that. Anyways, she told me there's already a shitload of articles with rumors saying I lied and that Justin did it.
It's stupid because I haven't had any contact with him in over a month. But now I have to clear this up, and I honestly don't know what else to say. How do I make it seem like you actually did hit me?"
"We make a video? Like to prove that we're actually like talking and stuff, I'm sure someone will believe us. And we have horrible bed hair, so it'll look like we had a sleep over, which makes it look like our friendship is back on track."
"You know that actually just might work."
"So it's settled we're making a video."
"I feel like this isn't gonna work."
"Be patient babe, I'm almost done."
"This tickles."
"Selena you're such a kid, just one more minute." I sigh and try to nod but Demi's holding my head so I can't.
For some reason she thinks that if she puts make up on my neck to cover up her mark and then pretends to elbow me it'll look legit. Like I guess it could work, unless people somehow find out this video was made today and not yesterday when it happened.
"And here you go, hickey free." She shows me the mirror and I gasp, it's like it's not even there.
"Damn, you did a good job. Like it's not even noticeable."
"I've had years of practice, but on to the video. Do you have any idea what you're gonna say?"
"No? Like I just know we can't say babe and all those other things that could give us away, and we should probably put some pants on."
"But girl you got them thighs." Fuck, she did not just say that, my girlfriend is an idiot.
"Demi?"
"Right now is not the time, but I'm not putting any pants on, it's too much work. We'll just cover ourselves with the bed sheets. See?" She pulls the bed sheets over our legs and smiles at, I guess it'll work. Either way I don't wanna see her with any clothing on.
"Okay so how are you gonna hit me?"
"One time I gave myself a bloody lip twice in under ten minutes because I was trying to stretch the sleeve of my hoodie, I guess I could do that. You'd have to be behind me, and I'll just pull on the sleeve, I'll let my arm go back a bit so my elbow can touch your neck, and then your acting skills are gonna have to kick in." Only Demi would give herself a bloody lip with such a simple task that isn't even dangerous.
"You're an idiot, you know that?"
"So I've been told, but I'm your idiot so it's all good." She starts giggling so I lean and peck her lips. I feel her smiling against my lips and that only makes my smile even more.
"Now that we've got that covered we're gonna have to say something, you can't just hit me, or pretend to."
"Being dorks comes naturally to us, we can just wing it. We just have to make sure not to say anything that's gonna give us away."
"And the eye sex?"
"The what?"
"Demi don't play stupid. We give each other these looks that say we want to be more than just friends, it's noticeable in the videos."
"Ohh that. We've been doing that since we were 15, what makes you think we're gonna change now that we're actually together?"
"You're right. Let's make a video."
"Hey I'm Demi."
"And I'm tired." Crap I didn't mean to say that, I yawned mid sentence, this is great.
"Hey tired, nice to meet you I'm Demi." She puts her hand out for me to shake it, I look up at her and roll my eyes.
I shake her hand, it's not like I have a choice. I swear she did this on purpose because she knows the effect she has on me with the simplest touch.
"Dork."
"I know you are but what am I?" She's being so childish, but it's buying time, it's not like I'm complaining. Childish Demi is so adorable, and she's already tugging the sleeve of her hoodie so things should end pretty quick.
"Dork." I repeat again, this time she rolls her eyes.
"Anyways, um I know we haven't made these in a really long time, but we thought it'd be nice to just start our vlogs back up."
"Yeah, so we'll make more videos as soon as we can. I'm pretty sure you'll be getting a lot more soon." I look at Demi and she's already smiling at me.
"Um y-yeah." I push my elbow into her side, she can't just get all shy like this.
"Demi what are yo- oh fu-crap. Crap, ow Demi!" What the hell she actually hit me?
"Oh my gosh Selena I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to. Are you okay? I'm so sorry, oh my gosh Selena."
"Demi, it's f-fine. My neck just hurts, no big deal."
"I'm sorry we're gonna have to cut this short, hopefully I won't be hitting Selena next time. Bye guys."
"Bye, tune in next time to see me get revenge." I wink at the camera and sigh once it goes off. Demi is in big trouble.
"It hurts like a lot Demi. It would only hurt when I touch it, but you actually hit me and now it hurts to move my neck." I try moving my neck but I end up taking in a deep breath, it hurts a lot.
"Fuck, I'm so so sorry Selena. I'll take you to the hospital, go get dressed. Or I'll dress you, it doesn't matter, but we need to get you to the hospital." The hospital? No, I hate the hospital.
"Demi."
"I can't belive I actually did that. Are you mad?" She's pacing in her room back and forth, her rambling won't stop.
"Demi."
"Of course you're mad I elbowed you in the neck."
"Demi."
"You're not even talking to me anymore, oh gosh I fucked up our relationship. Baby I can change."
"Demetria Gomez!"
"Y-yeah?"
"Are you gonna let me talk?" She takes in a deep breath and sits back on her bed, I notice a small blush on her cheeks.
"Sorry."
"I'm fine Demi, it'll get better by tomorrow, don't worry about it. It was just an accident, but we got our point across so it's okay.
Why did you respond to Demetria Gomez?" She starts blushing even more at my question, as if it's possible.
"Marissa started calling me that when I was on tour, I just got used to it."
"Well that's a good thing."
"Why?"
"'Cause you'll be taking my last name, it has a nice ring to it."
Manhattanpizza: Aww thanks, I'm glad you enjoyed it. Haha yeah Wilmer is completely out of the picture now.
VeehXD: Lol fuck yeah Demena is together.
LovezObsessed: Aww I'm glad I could make you happy(:
RainbowVaneza: ADfdfhjsj thanks(:
Smg4ddl: Aw, I don't want it to end either lol but idk what else to write.
Demenaforever13: I'm glad you did(:
Suefanficlover: Lol, nah you're not a perv. They'll do the nasty eventually, I have no clue, maybe next chapter?
Guest: Lol yey!
guest: They'll go public soon, thanks for the idea. That's why I made them do a video, now that their friendship is out there it'll help with their relationship.
