*this is a dream that Charlotte is having just so you are aware, hope you all enjoy*

As soon as I climbed into bed and my head hit the pillow I was fast asleep and drifting off into another if my dreams.

I felt someone tap me on the shoulder but when I woke up no one was there, I started to become more aware of my surroundings hang on I was back in my bed room at my granddad's house, but how was that even possible when I went to sleep I am certain I was at Danny's house, I slowly got up and walked out on to the landing however it was Tom and Gi's as I started running along opening doors I saw all the different rooms at the different places I had stayed in or visited whether that be Dougie's lounge or my bedroom as child, I heard talking down stairs as I walked down slowly to find out what was going on, every step I took the talking seemed to be getting clearer as soon as I was a few steps from the bottom I recognised the voices it was Dougie and Danny after listening for a while longer I heard my name being mentioned
"Doug, you know Charlotte really likes you as in love likes you and it would break her heart if you do that to her"
Do what to me ?
"I know mate but I have to tell her, I just don't think she's my type you know, I mean have you seen the state of her recently, I'm sorry mate but you have to admit that she isn't even good looking"
Please tell me that it's not true I don't want to believe what Dougie had just said for someone who I love and has been my best friend ever since I was adopted he was supposedly there for me but I just feel like I have been stabbed in the heart repeatedly. I ran back upstairs and into the closest room I looked around for a phone but there was nothing there I reached into the pocket of my pyjama shorts and pulled out my phone I quickly dialled Toms number, the phone started ringing and tears started to roll down my cheeks
"Hello?"
"Dad its Charlie, I want you to come and pick me up now!"
"Right tell me where you are"
"Erm, I don't know dad I thought you would"
"Charlotte why is it you want picking up Hun"
"Because Dougie broke my heart dad"
the line went dead and my phone then died I looked around for something to ease the pain and spotted I razor I took one of the blades and placed it to my skin I heard my mind telling me no and I wanted to stop myself but my body wasn't listening I shut my eyes because I didn't want to see what I was about to do, I felt the blood trickle down my arm I opened my eyes and looked at my arm on a couple of my tears fell from my eyes and onto the cuts, I winced, I heard someone coming upstairs shouting my name I dropped the blade and stumbled over to the door to try and lock it but my head started to go dizzy and light then my eyes started to get gradually darker until all I could hear was the sound of a muffled laugh and Dougie's voice say
"Why would I ever love you"

I sat bolt upright in my bed and continued to cry Dougie had heard me and came to check what was going on as soon as he say the tears pour from my eyes he rushed over to my beside and pulls me tight into his chest
"It's okay, baby girl it will all be okay " he said rocking me backwards and forwards in his arms I looked up and stared into his brilliant blue eyes before slowly closing my eyes and drifting back off to sleep.