Alright here is the chapter it is NOT a cliffie so call off the hitmen/bloodthirsty vampires.
I don't own Twilight or anything in it sigh
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Bella POV
I was drowning. Faces and pictures swam before my eyes. Somehow though I was content to just remain there. I never struggled to break the surface. I watched as people in white coats flitted in and out of my eyelids. Part of me wanted to just give up completely so he would never haunt me again.
I stayed for Charlie though. But then I started thinking about it and I realized I wasn't very alive anyways. Right as I prepared to let the death have me I saw him. I knew it wasn't really him just my mind taking away what little peace I had left. There was no point in ignoring him anymore so I just went along with my little fantasy. The pain in my chest was unbearable.
"I love you…Edward" I managed to croak to my illusion. Then, I blacked out.
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Edward POV
I allowed Alice to take me to the hospital. Alice told me that Charlie was asleep in his house so I walked in. Alice led me to her…Bella's, room. I stood in the doorway for a few moments before taking a deep breath and walking in.
What I saw mangled my stone heart even further than it already was.
Bella, my perfect angel, hooked up to a multitude of machines, looking as pale as me.
I called Carlisle, he'll be here any time. Alice thought, breaking the sad silence.
I merely nodded gazing in empty pain at my whole world.
I stood there for what seemed like hours just wishing I could undo everything.
Edward…thought Alice, she looked worried.
I sank into a hard plastic chair numbly staring into space.
Carlisle walked into the room. He hurried into the room and glanced at all the mahines.
Edward, he thought, she might not make it.
"She will make it" I said determinedly
We could change herAlice thought hesitantly.
"ABSOLUTELY NOT!!!"I roared glaring at her
Edward it my be her only chance, would you rather she died?" thought Carlisle
I sighed and once again looked at Bella, my sole reason for living. I couldn't bring myself to take her away from her world like that.
Carlisle glanced at the heart monitor a grave look on his face.
It's now or never Edward. he thought
I fought wildly with my selfishness for a minute and I lost.
I took a deep breath and bent over her…
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Just kidding folks I wouldn't do that to you. On with the story:
"Bella?" I said, "Bella please wake up, I'm not sure I can do this" I murmured in her ear.
"Bella I love you and I'm so sorry I left you and I will never forgive myself if you die." I whispered brokenly to her.
I prepared myself wishing with every fiber of my being that I didn't have to do this.
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Bella POV
His face swam into my head clearer than ever. Death was so cruel.
I felt my semi-consciousness slipping when he bent over me.
I heard him whisper my name vaguely and a few seconds later I caught a faint "I love you"
That was too much. I forced myself to break the surface so the pain in my chest would subside.
I sat up slowly and my head spun wildly. When I finally thought I could see properly I glanced around.
I saw him and moaned. Guess I was dead after all.
Surprisingly he winced and glanced down at the floor.
Out of the corner of my eye I saw Alice and Carlisle edge slowly out of the room. So maybe it was just a dream.
"Edward?" I said softly, hesitant to break the illusion.
To my surprise he only seemed clearer than ever.
"Bella?" he replied his dark golden eyes lighting up and smoldering at me.
"Edward!" I cried trying to launch myself off the bed, all the while wishing it wasn't a dream.
I stumbled as my aching body protested to the movement and watched the linoleum rush up to my face.
He caught me at the last second, his pale arms shooting out.
"Oh Bella I'm so sorry!" he cried holding me tightly to him
It felt so good, but I knew I shouldn't rip myself up further.
I pulled away and glanced at the floor.
"Could you please let me wake up now?" I asked him
"You're not having a nightmare Bella, I'm really here." He said looking into my eyes as if pleading for…forgiveness?
"A nightmare! Very funny, but…"
"But what?"
"You…don't…want me anymore" I mumbled wishing harder than I've ever wished before that it wasn't true.
"I don't want you!? Of course I want you Bella. I always have and I always will." He said his eyes smoldering brighter than ever with a look so sincere I couldn't doubt him.
"But…you…you left me." I said my voice breaking and my eyes brimming with tears.
"Oh Bella!" he said," I only left you so you could live a normal human life, don't you see, I just wanted to keep you out of danger."
I hugged him so tightly that if he weren't a vampire, he probably would've suffocated. But of course he was a vampire, my vampire."
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So what did you think? Loved it? Hated it? I don't care just review. That wasn't a cliffie right? I'm so paranoid about cliffies I can't tell the difference anymore. That was the longest chapter yet. I hope you liked it. I will try to post another tomorrow but there are no guarantees.
