"Time to start living"

MARY

It's impossible to be selfish and happy

She was neither

Sometimes both

Selfish is a funny word when your live revolves around making it not about you

She didn't want to disappoint them. She didn't want them to be mad at her when suddenly it became about Mary and not about everyone else. She didn't mean to be so "selfish".

So she stopped doing and started dreaming. She started lying and stopped being honest.

Honest with herself about the live she was living

Honest with herself about what she wanted

Someday her fake "I'm not really here" smile cracked, and out came a girl with potential to be filled but no one wanted to see that girl. So she filled the holes with more lies until that girl went away again.

Still, she couldn't stop dreaming.

She couldn't stop feeling

She felt so wrong but so right

Until one day Mary kissed the gray and let it die out. Sang a bittersweet goodbye from the lies and set herself free.

Time to start dreaming.

Time to start feeling


Hope you liked this one so far. I will be accepting Amity girls so PM me or post a girl if you want to be apart of this story!

xoxo Queenbee19