Thank you guys so much for the reviews! They are very much appreciated and I will use all your ideas in gratitude.
I just wanted to say that Christian in my Fan fiction will act more carefree and more like his age; Ana and him will be more similar. Maybe a party animal side of him will come out too! If you don't like this idea, just PM or review. I want to know what your opinions are, it helps a lot with my writing.
Also, this story is set three days after the art exhibition from Fifty Shades Darker but the story will contain my own story line so there will be no major similarities to Fifty Shades Darker, if you were all expecting that.
I may not be good at writing fan fiction but I just wanted to be a part of it and have fun!
Thanks again, Em x
Chapter 2 Breaking Free
I was eager to take off that towel, it was the only barrier between Christian's body and mine. Well, he still had his clothes on but I didn't particularly care about that right now, I wanted him to touch me. I needed him to touch me. I needed to feel his touch all over my body. This is what I've been waiting for; a build-up of desire coursing through my body, making a carnal promise to my much aroused core.
As Christian and I kiss passionately, I let his expert tongue explore my mouth, letting him know what he's been missing, well, since last night. That's a long time for us. We usually can't keep our hands off of each other but Mr. Mega Bucks had a very important meeting and someone like myself had to work for a living.
I hear a groan deep in Christian's throat and he starts to trail kisses down my neck. "Your skin is so smooth, so beautiful." His words make me melt. I want him inside me right now!
"Christian...I moan, desperately wanting him. Please, I need you. Now." I strained my last word as if my life depended on it, well, because it did. I want need - more of him.
Christian looks down at me and chuckles. "Eager, aren't we Miss Steele?" I nod in agreement. I then bite my lip, making an effort by at least trying to tease him. He completely ignores me.
My subconscious' jaw drops to the ground in shock. Join the club. She's just as pissed as I am.
Christian smirks, I raise my eyebrow. "First, I need to take a shower." No, no, no!
"Can I join you?" I smile in encouragement. Please, Oh please say yes! He nods his head no. My smile fades.
"Didn't you already have a shower?I roll my eyes at him. I mean, don't get me wrong, I would love for you to join me as I do cherish your company but, unfortunately for you, I'm a busy man Anastasia and today was a very busy day and a man does need to have some alone time. If you know what I mean?" He winks at me cockily and I gasp. I knew exactly what he meant and he even had the nerve to think that I couldn't fulfil and satisfy all of his desires. I cannot believe this man! My fifty can be so frustrating at times. He gets me all worked up for nothing and then he rejects me!
I stamp my foot and march to my room in anger, aware of Christian's eyes staring at my naked ass the whole time until I bang my door shut. Before I do close my door dramatically, I turn around to face Christian and give him a fake smile. He quickly stands up straight and salutes. Ha! What a clown.
So, yeah, I left him standing there but he knows how to turn on a shower, he's not that Hey-Gail-Will-Do-Everything-For-Me spoiled. Christian Grey, Billionaire, not knowing how to turn on a shower? Impossible! Christian knows how to do everything. He's got such great virtuosity and I'm in total awe with him. Although, there are times when we fight but we eventually make up and have the most amazing sex. God the sex is great. I was only a virgin just over a month ago, now look at me, I'm standing here in my room butt-naked like the Greek goddess herself, Aphrodite.
Like the inner goddess she is, my subconscious smacks her lips together and blows me a kiss. Show off, I scoff.
I get into my bed and wait for Christian. I've missed him. I can't pretend to be mad at him forever, it's just unthinkable, I feel for him too much. Like I said before, I think I love him. No, I know I love him but I'm not exactly sure if he feels the same yet or if he ever will. Christian has showed me how to live, he's made me feel beautiful and fearless and it just makes me wonder what I've showed him and how I make him feel.
I think back to last night,
It was the most perfect evening and I'm spending it with the most perfect person; My Fifty. I adore him so much and I don't know how I'll ever leave him again, I doubt I will anyway. Not after last time.
Looking over at Christian now I realize how stupid I was to leave him. I should have never let him hit me like that, it was irresponsible of me, I should have just listened to him in the first place or I wouldn't have left. I missed him so badly those days we we were apart and when I saw him that day he came to pick me up for Jose's art show, my heart stopped. The familiar electric vibe I felt between us was remarkable and oh my god, how I missed it.
"I missed you," Christian looks over at me from his steering wheel. "Eyes on the road Mr. Grey. I don't want to die just yet." He chuckles.
"I hope not. I haven't shown you the rest of those sex positions that I started to show you," He says smartly while he turns back to the wheel. I roll my eyes. "Don't roll your eyes, Ana. You know how that effects me." I giggle and he grins his panty-dropping grin.
"No, seriously, I really did miss you. I mean, those days when we were separated I felt so... so lost. It felt as if I was a baby bird that couldn't find it's home. Christian when I'm with you, I am home and I want you to know that I have no intention of leaving you ever again. I'm sorry that I did, I am so sorry Christian. I reach over to grab his hand as tears begin to stream down my face.
"Hey baby, please don't cry. Hush. It's okay and even if you did leave me again I will come after you this time." I manage a laugh through my muffled cries. Christian pulls his car over in a lay-by - no idea where - and looking over at me he takes the pad of his thumb to wipe away my tears. "You still are beautiful even when your face is tear stained." I smile and he smiles reassuringly back. He reaches over and pulls me onto his lap. He kisses me softly but ,oh, so sweetly on the lips. I deepen the kiss by opening my mouth, giving Christian full access to my mouth. We grow more wild and rapid, wanting more of each other. Christian bites my lip and the blood in my lip boils with desire. I move my hands to his hair and surrender myself to feeling like a teenager again once the butterflies start to flutter around in my stomach, I giggle against his lips. Christian pulls back and stares at me with a raised eyebrow but I just look down at our intertwined hands and shake my head whilst giggling some more.
Christian kisses my forehead. "You are always full of surprises Ana," He grins his panty-dropping smile once more. "No matter the situation."
I bite my lip, faultlessly this time. "We aim to please, Mr. Grey."
I look up into his eyes and into the depths of his broken but beautiful soul. I love Christian so much and I'm willing to give everything I have to him, everything I own and everything I am. My body. My heart. My soul. I'd do anything to stay with him for forever. Forever and always.
I feel strong arms wrap around me and knowing that I'm now safe and sound I slowly drift off, letting sleep and dreams consume me.
Sorry for any errors or spelling mistakes!
How was that? Alert: Some lemons ahead! Em x
