We've gone too
far
From pride to shame
We're hopelessly blissful and blind
Oh yeah, so you caught me. Draco Malfoy and I were actually lovers, from the beginning as well. We faked a break up to get all of you off our backs but really, all we do is go to each other's houses and snog and shag each other senseless.
You can't blame us; we're in love!
So now our secret is revealed and I am sad.
I wonder if he'll shag me tonight?
I dear hope so because I can't breath without him because I never learned how to do so without him.
Oh yeah, I popped out of my mum and they told me "you can't breath unless you're with Draco Malfoy, okay?"
So in my very broken English, I obliged and look at me now, I'm turning purple because I can't breath.
Such a shame, I thought we'd get away with lying about our break up and I thought my countless Malfoy bashing articles might have done the trick but it just didn't, did it?
Ah, well, I'll be ready this time.
I want to tell y'all that we did break up after this scandal because I sucked at keeping this secretive but I'm afraid nobody will listen to us now.
Hold on, let me refill my oxygen tank.
…
Ah, better now.
I can breath! But not really, because Draco sweetie is still not here.
Oh, how I miss him…
Too bad we got caught, eh?
Because we're actually in love.
Can't you tell?
… nosy half witted gits.
-Ginny Weasley, Daily Prophet
"I know I'm pretty, but really Terry, you've been staring the past half an hour. I'm getting bashful."
Terry grinned, looking away. In just a few moments, they were history…
"Ginny, I want to tell you something."
"Sure." Ginny replied calmly, her heart beating twice the average speed. Last time he said that, he broke up with me.
"Ginny… I really like you."
Ginny found herself speechless.
"You're a phenomenal woman… beautiful, smart, funny…"
Uh oh
"But…"
Damn!
"I don't deserve you."
"What? Yes you do." Ginny said quickly.
"No, no, I don't." Terry replied sadly, looking down at his plate. "If only we can go back in time… I never would have broken up with you."
"You don't have to go back in time, Terry… I don't mind. I'm over it. We can start over new. From scratch."
"I can't. You… you're Malfoy's."
"No I'm not! I hate him! You know that!"
"But when I look at you looking at him… it's different. I was too late. Too stupid. I'm sorry, Ginny."
"You're not too late. I look at Malfoy in disgust, that's why it's different."
"And the way he looks at you…"
"Come on, when did people start caring about Draco Malfoy?" Ginny asked desperately.
"Since he started caring about you. He's everything and you deserve everything."
"I'm flattered, but Terry, you're a lot too."
"Not enough for you. I'm stupid. You need a smart man."
"Oh, and Draco Malfoy will surely fulfill that, wouldn't he?"
"Normally, with you, Ginny, men seem to just back away. But he stands up to you. He talks to you."
"You talk to me. You're talking to me right now."
Terry shook his head.
Ginny sighed deeply and began to feel overwhelmed. "Terry…"
"I heard you love me, Ginny."
"What? Where- Who told you that?"
"That's not important. You have no idea how thrilled I was to hear that… it's just, I realized that I don't deserve you. I can't treat you like Malfoy does."
"You mean constantly abuse me? It's okay, Terry, our relationship can last without you bugging to hells out of me."
Terry smiled.
"See? You need someone to match your clever wit."
"So you chose Draco Malfoy?"
"I'm sorry, Ginny…"
"Yeah, you should be. Is this just a stupid way of getting rid of me without hurting my feelings?"
"No! I've liked you since I first came back. Seeing you in his arms, blushing, laughing… I just can't do it."
"It won't hurt me if you say it, Terry. You've rejected me once before, haven't you?"
"That was different, I didn't li- I mean…"
"You didn't like me then, huh? So all that was a lie, huh? All this is a lie, huh?"
"No!"
Ginny blinked away the tears forming in her eyes. "It's okay, Terry. Have a nice life. I hope Jane surely deserves you."
"Ginny-"
"You are right. I deserve much better than you." Ginny said sharply, pushing aside her chair and stomping out of the restaurant. She ran… Her flat only a block away…
Blaise Zabini quietly watched her retreating figure disappear into the night and slipped into the fancy restaurant.
"Well done, Boot. I meant for YOU to leave HER but I wasn't disappointed much."
"You knew, huh? You knew that I would be the one left behind this time? You did all this to laugh at my rejection, huh?"
"It's Ginny Weasley, mate. Nobody walks from Ginny Weasley. I've seen it before, Boot. Rejection doesn't do you well. It's amusing."
Terry glared at Blaise. "You're a thoughtless, cruel brute."
"No, I'm only a Slytherin."
OOOOOOOOOOO
Ginny sat on her sofa, absentmindedly. She couldn't think, couldn't eat, couldn't breath.
"Oh right… every single day is a rant about men and how much you hate them and how horrible they are… just because all the men you've probably ever been with got bugged the hell out by you and your cockiness and temper and all left you, huh? That's what happened with Terry, huh? Face it, Weasley, it's YOUR fault that you can't get any men because you've chased them all out."
Was she really like that? Was that actually what everybody thought of her; her readers, her friends? Did she actually scare men away? Were her articles just pathetic, lame desperation?
"Normally, with you, Ginny, men seem to just back away. But he stands up to you. He talks to you."
"Your date with Boot didn't go well, I'm presuming, then?" Ginny didn't have to look up; she knew he was bound to show up sometime during her misery.
"Leave me alone, Malfoy. Go read a book, and once you've finished, which will be in a few years, you can come back again."
"Funny, Weasley. I'm guessing it sounded meaner and badder in your head?"
"Look, if you're here to boast, can't you see I'm just not in the mood."
"I'm not here to boast." Draco replied defensively.
"Oh? That's a bit hard, isn't it? Changing your whole lifestyle?"
"Oh, yeah, but I've managed."
"Look, you can play with me later if you must. I'm in no mood to talk, let alone something like you."
"You're a hopeless romantic, did you know that?"
"Yay for making me feel better, eh?" Ginny mumbled.
"Can't you just get over your damn pride and open your eyes?"
"They're open and I'm looking at you. Oops, sorry, Malfoy, I don't think opening my eyes is getting rid of my pride. Funny; I just take one look at you and all that pride seems to get even bigger."
"Can't you just get over Terry? You know- you two weren't ever meant to be."
"Yes we were. He was perfect."
"You call that git perfect?"
"At least he's not like YOU and calling himself perfect."
"I used to say I was perfect because I really believed I was."
Ginny raised an eyebrow. "Oh? And you aren't now?"
"Yeah, and you sure made sure of that."
"How?"
"Don't ask. Look, I know that you were hurt by me, but you've hurt me just as bad."
"Aw, ickle Drakie poo was hurt? The world is coming to an end."
"DAMNIT, WEASLEY! This isn't easy for me, okay?" Draco cried out. Ginny silenced herself. Draco took a deep breath, massaged his forehead and continued, pacing around the room.
"These past weeks… they've been nothing like they ever were. I've never been as happy or sad or angry before. You just made a completely new turn in my life. A new side of me. A jealous Draco, an excited Draco, a rejected Draco, and a confused Draco. You're just so… impossible."
"For a moment, I thought you were about to express your feelings for me." Ginny said softly and sarcastically.
"I did."
"Then clarify for me, please. I'm not much for flowery language."
"I can't stop thinking about you." Draco said simply.
"And if that means that I love you, then you have no idea how much I do."
"You…"
"I love you."
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I'm too tired- I'll thank you WONDERFUL readers next chapter. I hope you liked this and Draco's confession. I hope it wasn't too cliché. I mean, of course it was, but eh, iIt's late at night; you must forgive me. And... this chapter's RIDICULOUSLY short, but it'll be better.
Happy Valentine's day!
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Have a good one.
-Youngwriter56
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Here's a little Valentine's day present.
Preview chapter14
Draco smirked. "Scared?"
Ginny retorted with a seductive grin, grabbed the front of his shirt, and pulled him toward her.
"I"m not scared to kiss you, Malfoy."
Ah,
too much information, but whatever. Haha, I posted the chapter
originally without the preview when the idea just came to my head and I
wanted to have it written down. Now I think about it, I may have given
away too much...
