Authors Note: Here is chapter 3, and I hope you all enjoy. Once again I do not own any of these characters.
Also italics are song lyrics.
Enjoy!
"Hello Detective Benson, did you miss me?" William Lewis asked, knowing full well he was on speaker phone and the one person he wanted to talk to most was finally there and listening.
Olivia could feel the bile rise in her throat, when she saw Cragen motion to her to stay quiet. She didn't care anymore nor could she resist, she grabbed Amanda's hand tightly in hers and was relieved that Amanda didn't pull away but rather squeezed back just as tightly.
"What's the matter Liv? Cat got your tongue, or do I have you all flustered?" Lewis asked and you could hear the smile on his face. "I really did miss you Olivia. I hope you missed me too. See I have something special for you well for us planned. But I only have one problem." Lewis told them.
"Yeah what's that? Cause you are going back to prison." Finn snapped at him.
"That's only if you can find me, but that has to be before your precious detective Benson doesn't kill me before you do." Lewis replied.
"Keep it up and I will kill you myself." Finn retorted back but was quickly cut off.
"Now now, why go ruining all Olivia's fun?" Lewis asked with a laugh before he went on. Now anyway back to the problem I have. You see I have these very special plans involving Liv and I, but they are just for just me and her. But the problem is there is no way to get her alone since she is always with that southern blonde Detective of yours." Lewis told the squad room.
Upon hearing this Amaro, Finn, and Cragen including Brian Cassidy scrunched their eyebrows together in confusion while the Amanda and Liv felt their heart drop. "There is now way he could know about our relationship" Both women thought at the same time.
"First off you won't get Detective Benson by yourself; second, of course Rollins and her are together they work together. Maybe you just forgot that since you know you were beat over the head" Finn told him in a rude tone.
"See that's where you are wrong detectives, and you call yourself law enforcement." Lewis told them with a laugh. "Amanda and Olivia have had a relationship for months." Lewis added yet again with a laugh.
Olivia had heard enough and finally she snapped, she had no idea how he knew that information but now the blood was really boiling in her body. "Shut the fuck up you sick bastard. You come near me or my coworkers especially Amanda I will fucking kill you this time." Olivia snapped at him and stormed out of the squad room making her way to the locker area, with Amanda quickly following.
"She sure does have a feisty temper doesn't she" Lewis stated.
"Shut up we will find you" Finn snapped and hung up the phone and looked at the rest of the members in the squad room and they all had the same look of confusion on their face.
Amanda followed Olivia quickly into the locker room, and locked the door as she watched Olivia slam her fist against the lockers. "Baby" Amanda said softly while she walked up behind Liv, and took her hand in one hand while she wrapped her other arm around her waist and turned her toward her and pulled her close.
"He knows, how the fuck does he fucking know?" Olivia yelled but Amanda just pulled her even closer.
"Shh baby it's okay." Amanda whispered against her hair breathing in the scent of her shampoo.
"How does he know, does he have someone following me, following us?" Olivia asked.
"I don't know baby I don't know" Amanda told her, she wished she knew the answer but she didn't. They stood there holding each other for a bit before Amanda whispered "We really should get back in there."
Olivia nodded but she didn't let go of her girlfriend, she liked being close to her, she felt safe for once in her life when Amanda was near. "I love you" Olivia whispered before she leaned down to give Amanda a kiss.
"I love you too, you ready?" Amanda asked.
"Ready when you are." Olivia told her and for once not caring she took Amanda's hand in hers and walked back to where all their coworkers stood waiting for them.
As Olivia and Amanda walked into the squad room hand in hand, they could see and hear their friend's jaws drop. Finn was the first to speak "That dirtbag was right?"
Olivia looked down at their conjoined hands and then back up at Finn with a smile and nodded her head.
"I knew it! Congratulations girls. But you hurt either one of ya's then I'm gonna have to take one of ya down to the hood and teach ya a lesson." Finn told them both before he wrapped them in a hug.
"Yeah Yeah you knew nothing" Amanda said with a laugh.
"How long?" Cragen was the next person to speak.
"Over a year now." Amanda and Olivia both said at the same time with a giant smile, given the circumstances.
"I am happy for you girls I really am, and I am happy that it hasn't interfered with the job but right now we have a psychopath on the loose so celebrating can wait. Can I see you both in my office?" Cragen asked and both women nodded and followed him into his office.
Once the office door was shut, the men stood their making sense of the recent situations. "Wow I never pegged Liv to be gay!" Amaro said out loud
"You haven't been around her long enough then" Finn chuckled
"Yeah well you have known her longer than I have, anyway nothing wrong with that. I wish them both happiness I just hope Lewis doesn't drive them apart." Amaro told them before Brian Cassidy shouted.
"FUCK HER!"
Both Finn and Amaro nearly snapped their necks to turn and look at him "Excuse me?' Finn asked
"That bitch was playing me this whole fucking time" Brian snapped his face getting redder by the second with anger.
"Whoa there hold up, Liv broke up with you. So don't you dare go calling her names because your dumb ass couldn't keep her let alone have the right equipment to please her." Finn shouted at him getting in his face.
"Yet after Lewis she came back to my place, told Cragen that and all. No wonder the bitch left as soon as we got there, to run to that fucking southern good for nothing gambling slut." Brian shouted this time catching the attention of the three people in the office next to them. "I am gonna give them a piece of my mind" Brian added as he made his way toward the Captain's door but was quickly held back by Finn.
"You aint doing nothing of the fucking sort" Finn warned him while he grabbed him tightly and just then the door opened.
"What is the meaning of this?" Cragen shouted into the squad room "This is not how I run my squad and now someone better tell me what is going on right now or you are all suspended without pay."
"That bitch used me" Brian shouted in his face and Cragen smacked him.
"DON'T YOU DARE TALK ABOUT MY DETECTIVE LIKE THAT. Do you understand?" Cragen told him a warning tone, and Brian nodded his head. "Good, now I want you out of my precinct." Cragen snapped and motioned for two officers to escort him out.
"Anyone else want to be escorted out?" Cragen asked once Brian was gone, "Good, now get back to work" Cragen added once he got no reply and went back into his office and shut the door.
"I am sorry Capitan, I didn't mean for any of this to happen." Olivia apologized but was quickly cut off.
"Liv there is no reason to be sorry; none of this is your fault. And the way Brian reacted well that is his problem not yours. Right now we have bigger issues, and that is keeping the both of you safe." Cragen explained.
"Capitan" Amanda tried to begin but Cragen held up his hand.
"No this is how it's going to be; and I won't take anything but an okay for an answer. Liv, Amanda, I am putting you into witness protection until Lewis is caught." Cragen told them and Olivia eyes went wide.
"No, No, and No. There is no way I am hiding from this monster. That is exactly what he wants. He wants me to be afraid; it makes him feel in control. I will not do that, I am staying here and I am doing my job." Olivia told him in a tone that he has heard many times before.
"Olivia this is for your safety" Cragen tried to reason with her but he knew there was no point.
"No, I can handle myself. I will not go. I am staying here and I am catching this monster." Olivia told him.
"You might as well listen to her, because she won't take no for an answer." Amanda told her boss with a slight smile.
Cragen took a deep breath before he spoke again "One chance Liv, and that's it. Otherwise its witness protection the both of you" Cragen warned them and both women nodded their head. "Oh and one more thing, I want you both to take the day off. Compose yourselves, relax, then tomorrow you can work." Cragen told them "And that's an order. Officers will be placed at your door to the building and door to your apartment"
"Yes sir" Amanda told him taking Olivia's hand in hers knowing she wasn't happy with the order and together they walked out of his office. They said their goodbyes and walked to Amanda's car and got in.
The car ride was silent except for the radio; Amanda could tell that her girlfriend was not only angry but antsy. Olivia kept flipping through the stations not happy with any of the songs that were playing at that moment. Until one particular lyric caught her attention.
"You're not the only one
Refusing to back down
You're not the only one
So get up"
Once she heard the lyrics, she immediately turned the volume up to max.
"Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot
Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot"
"Oh jesus" Amanda mumbled under her breath upon hearing the metal song on full blast and the words to go along with it.
"If you feel so filthy
So dirty so fucked up
If you feel so walked on
So painful so pissed off
You're not the only one
Refusing to go down
You're not the only one
So get up
Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot
Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot
If you feel so empty
So used up, so let down
If you feel so angry
Just get up"
At this point Olivia was completely head banging and singing along at the top of her lungs to the song.
"LET'S START A RIOT, A RIOT
LET'S START A RIOT
LET'S START A RIOT, A RIOT
'LET'S START A RIOT"
When the song was over and before a new song could catch Olivia's ear Amanda quickly lowered the radio but it was too late, and it seems this radio station only played Three Day's Grace. Amanda thought when she heard the intro.
"I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal, this animal)"
Once again Olivia turned the volume on full blast and was singing along in a pissed off fury.
"I can't escape myself
(I can't escape myself)
So many times i've lied
(So many times i've lied)
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell
(This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal)
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal I have become)"
Once this song ended Amanda quickly turned off the radio "Hey" Olivia shouted at her blonde girlfriend.
"Hey yourself, I think I went deaf." Amanda told her "Plus we are almost home, and I don't think people enjoy hearing Three Day's Grace at full blast while they are trying to sleep." Amanda added.
"Well fuck them" Olivia snapped.
"Babe I get your mad, I really do but maybe we can channel your anger elsewhere." Amanda suggested.
"Yeah on that bastard's throat" Olivia told her and Amanda knew there was no point in reasoning with her because she would love to do the same thing right now given the chance.
Before they knew it they were pulling into the parking garage and Amanda parked the car and both women were greeted by the officers Cragen had assigned at the main entrance. "Officers" They greeted them.
"Detectives, have a good night. We will be right down here if you need anything" The officers told them.
Amanda and Olivia took the elevator up to their floor and saw four more officers standing guard. "We are here if you ladies need anything" The officers told them as well as Amanda opened the door and they stepped inside.
Frannie came and greeted them at the door and Amanda knelt down to give her a kiss after she locked the door, and then watched Olivia walk over to their picture frame window and stare out in the city. Amanda walked over and wrapped her arms around her from behind and held her tightly "Babe I love you so much, and everything is going to be okay." Amanda whispered against the sweatshirt clad back. A few moments of silence passed before Amanda asked "What are you thinking babe?" She could hear the wheels turning in her girlfriends mind.
Olivia turned in her arms and held her close before she leaned down to kiss her. "That I am so glad you are here." Olivia told her when she pulled back from the kiss. "And I promise nothing will happen to you, I won't let anything happen to you." Olivia added before she once again leaned down and gave her another kiss.
As the kiss got deeper, Amanda moved one of her hands up to Olivia's hair and tangled her fingers into the dark locks while her other hand moved down to the back pocket of Olivia jeans. She slipped her hand inside and pulled Olivia closer to her, Olivia moaned at this. She was always the aggressor with her past partners but with Amanda they both were on the same wave length it didn't matter it was always fantastic.
Olivia broke the kiss but quickly began to kiss down Amanda's jaw line to her neck where she began to suck the skin into her mouth. "Oh Liv" Amanda moaned out.
"That's it baby, moan my name." Liv purred against her neck before she bit down roughly which earned her a gasp from Amanda.
Even though she knew Amanda was enjoying the attention she was giving her neck, Olivia quickly stopped and kissed her way back up to her lips. She pressed her lips against Amanda's and quickly darted her tongue out to trace Amanda's and she didn't have to wait long for entrance.
Both women moaned at the feeling of their tongues meeting, and when Olivia knew her girlfriend was completely distracted by the kiss she lifted her up. Amanda quickly got the hint and wrapped her legs around her strong girlfriends waist.
Without breaking the kiss, Olivia carried Amanda back toward their bedroom and shut the door with her foot. She gently laid Amanda on the bed and moved to lay next to her. Olivia ran her finger over Amanda's hand a couple of times before Amanda asked "Babe what's up?"
Olivia shook her head, and Amanda wondered why the sudden change in her girlfriend. Amanda turned and placed her head on her hand while she placed her other on top of Liv's, "Baby we don't have to, we can just lay here." Amanda told her sweetly. She knew that ever since Lewis, it has been hard for Liv to get the images out of her mind of what happened. Even if he did not rape her, it was still traumatizing and just when they thought things were going good he came back.
"I know that, but I feel like it is ruining us." Olivia told her in a whisper. "I want to, and I am so glad we have been able to since the trial but now he's back." Olivia added now sitting up.
Amanda sat up as well and placed her hand on her back, "Olivia Benson, Sex is not everything in a relationship, and we just made love the other night. I love you and I love just holding you. I love falling asleep in your arms, I love waking up next to you, I love doing everything we do together. And nothing will ever change that." Amanda told her before she quickly added "And I don't think those officers outside want to hear us, knowing they can't join or watch." Amanda told her with a smirk.
Olivia smiled and pushed her girlfriend back on to the bed and straddled her hips "Well my love you are pretty loud" Olivia told her before she kissed her.
"That's only because I can't control myself with you, your just that damn good." Amanda whispered against her lips before she kissed her again and pushed her back over to her side and curled up next to her.
"Well I won't argue with you there" Olivia told her with a smile while she got up from the bed and made her way over to the dresser and pulled out a pair of Pajama pants and an old NYPD T-Shirt.
Amanda shook her head with a laugh "Now look who has a swelled head."
Olivia glanced over her shoulder at the blonde "Hey you were the one who told me I was good, I was just going along with you."
"Yeah sure you were Detective." Amanda giggled while she too got herself ready for bed for a second time that night.
"I was, and it is you who is the good one, make that fantastic, best lover I have ever had" Olivia told her while she walked up behind her and kissed her neck.
"Nice save Benson" Amanda told her with a smile.
"I try" Olivia told her while she now made her way to the bathroom Amanda followed and both women began to brush their teeth and finish up getting ready for bed again.
Once Olivia was done in the bathroom she made her way back into the bedroom, checked her gun and made sure it was on the bedside table, and got into bed. She pulled back the sheets and when she saw Amanda appear in the door way she patted her side of the bed and said "Come be my little spoon."
Amanda laughed "No more Orange is The New Black for you" Amanda told her with a smile as she got into bed with the love of her life and before they knew it Amanda was passed out wrapped up in Olivia's arms, hoping that when she woke up this whole night was just one horrible dream.
Authors Note: Well there you have it Chapter 3, I hope you all are enjoying the story so far. And for those of you who have no seen Orange Is The New Black, The line "Come be my little spoon" is from there. Also for those who haven't seen it, I highly recommend it, y'all are missing a great show!
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