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~~~~~FOURTH SHOT! The Greatest Weapon !TOHS HTROUF~~~~~
It was a wonderful day in the Institute, a fairly sunny day. Not too hot, and not too cold - The right weather for a picnic, and as a result; Few summoners decided to fight a match in the Field Of Justice. Some said that it will be a waste to spend such a nice day inside an artificial battlefield. You were one of the many who decided to just rest and enjoy the day.
You were sitting against a tree in the Institute's garden, your (Hair Color) spreads around you in a wonderful circle of hair. In your hand was a book of John Green's, 'The Fault in Our Stars'. You were busy fangirling over the book's characters and loudly reading to yourself your favorite lines, '' What's your name? '' you said trying to imitate Augustus' voice, then going back to your normal voice, '' [Name]. '' then back again to Augustus' voice, '' Your full name... '' then to your own, '' [Name] [Last Name]. '' then you suddenly squealed to yourself while shaking around happily. Some summoners and champions thought you were kinda funny, while the others thought you were cute (somewhat). Breaking out of your fangirling mood, you looked high up into the sky - The blue sky dotted with few clouds and the sun was seen through your (Eye Color) eyes, and a smile wandered into your face. Such a nice day must not be spent inside a fake world. Looking around you, a lot of summoners and champions was spread out around you; Some training, some resting, some bonding to themselves. You were a moderately known summoner, mostly due to you being kinda poetic and sending 'awesome' quotes during matches.
As your eyes wandered through out the garden, your eyes stopped on one particular champion - Jax, you noted. You were surprised that he wasn't busy fighting, as he is the 'Armsmaster' of the League. Which you think would be more on fighting than resting under the calm sun. Raising an eyebrow, you decided to just mind your own business, you and Jax were acquaintances but not really that close so you decided to leave it be. While reading (fangirling) to yourself, the nice, lazy weather got to you and you slowly doze off. Your dream was quite simple, you just met John Green and you have happy time reading his new book. That is, until John Green needed to sharpen his pencil...The other one - And you woke up feeling traumatized. Rubbing the sleep out of your eyes, you took another brief survey of your surroundings:The sun was setting and only few champions and summoners were left around, Jax was still sleeping. And the fact that he was sleeping started to pique your curiosity. You walked towards Jax's direction with your hands remaining behind you, and as you reached his position, you looked at his 'face' to see whether he's awake or not. Seeing that his eyes were closed, you spun on your heels and started to walk away, only to be stopped with a cocky-sounding voice, '' Was there something you need, 'Summoner'? '' the last part was a bit emphasized with a scoff, you sighed and turned around with your eyebrow raised, you were gonna try and counter his cockiness with sarcasm, '' Well, 'ARMMASTER OF THE LEAGUE', I'm just curious why, someone oh-so-great like you is resting around while the others are having fun fighting. '' you tried your best to not sound obvious but the words came out of your mouth like venom, and that irritated the armmaster, '' Hmph, even if I hibernate for thousands of years, those people won't be able to fight me and get away without being wounded. '' the effect was obvious on Jax, it was an effective attack.
Shaking your head and being slightly fed up of his arrogance, you turned around and started to walk away, dropping a, '' I'm going then, Great Armmaster. '' your voice was still filled with sarcasm as you spouted the last part of your farewell. You were planning to head towards the cafeteria, you were too hungry to think about fighting a match right now; So food was the first thing that popped up in your mind: Pizza, Spaghetti, and Salad were your meal for the day, there was something about your metabolism that allows you to eat a lot and still retain a normal weight - The primary concern of all females these days, be it summoner or not. And because of that, you have been the envy of a lot of summoners. Walking to a nearby open spot, you started to devour your food with no second thought. As you eat, your posture came into your mind; How you eat and how you talk, you were in no way an elegant female or something. You thought about that when your mind wandered off into the 'LOVE' section of your mind, '' I wonder when will I become the Hazel Grace of someone. '' you pouted as you spoke to yourself, the other two summoners surrounding you was busy chatting with themselves and so, your voice came out silent and was only heard by you. With a sigh, you closed your eyes and pondered for a bit. . . . .Is there anyone out there who will love you?
~~~Jax's POV~~~
It was around the sun-set when a summoner approached me, It was the female summoner that frequently summoned me. The summoner that I got to know before and treated as a male. I treated her, [Name], as I would treat any other male acquaintance. And thus, I thought of her nothing as a female. But as we conversed, I noticed how she managed to swat away all of my statements that show how great and magnificent I am with mere sarcasms. But all of that is past. I took a deep chug of my alcohol as I relay my story to my drinking buddy, Gragas. As I told my story, I could tell that he was paying attention, I am after all, the best in the whole League and he respects me completely. I wiped my mouth as I finished the story, before taking a look at [Name]. 'She was having fun with her food and her friends' I said to myself before asking Gragas a question, '' Just how did that meek-looking, tomboyish girl managed to get in my nerves?!'' I shook my head before leaning against the table, looking at my drinking partner for answers.
'' Well, ya' should just forget about 'er. You see, a pint or two will help ya' with that. If she managed to get in'yer nerves that means she's pro'lly good at it. '' he said with a slight slur in his words, he's been drinking his third barrel and thus the slight drunkenness. Heeding the words of my good ol' friend, I started to drink at a faster pace. A good ale should wipe away your problems, as I continue to drink my alcohol. All of a sudden, Gragas spouted out some non-sense, '' Ya' see. I've got a challenge for ya' my frien'. Since yer capable of wieldin' all them weapons. Ho'bout this...this so-called, greatest weapon 'LOVE'. '' with a matching slap on his gigantic belly. I looked at him as if he had grown another head, that was out of line even for someone like him. I shook my head once before blinking thrice, it was Gragas who started to speak, but someone else butted in and finished his sentence for him...
~~~Your POV~~~
You butted in the conversation of Gragas and Jax, since Gragas was keen on giving his drunken partner a challenge. You decided a challenge for this 'arm master', '' Ya' see, I've got a challenge for ya' my friend'. Since yer capable of wieldin' all them weapons. Ho'bout this beer barrel - '' and that's when you butted in, not waiting for Gragas to complete his sentence you spoke at the same time he said 'This beer barrel'. And you said, '' This so-called, greatest weapon 'LOVE'. '' you added an insulting smirk on your face as you said that. But Jax just stared at his friend blankly, before shaking his head and blinking his eyes thrice (Seeing him blink thrice made you shudder, there are too many eyes). And that was when you noticed that he didn't saw you there, '' What? Are you insulting me again, WOMAN? '' Jax's voice was starting to rise, and that was when you saw a weak point, '' So it seems like the great and mighty Jax is rejecting a challenge, how disappointing. '' your voice showed no signs of any 'disappointment' but instead, it sounded as if you were provoking him...And he took the bait, '' Well, I'll show you how I can use this so-called LOVE as if it was my hands! '' he shouted while standing up, he was too annoyed to speak properly anymore. Good thing he was drunk enough to not counter your rebuts.
THE FOLLOWING DAY
Jax told you to meet up with him in the courtyard around the morning, he also made sure to tell you to hide behind a big bush in there so that you can see him effectively turning someone into putty. He was really gonna do it to prove he's capable of wielding all so-called weapons, no matter how much of a bogus it may seem. It wasn't just his title on the line, it was also his pride. As you hid behind the bush, you caught a glimpse of purple; Jax. You immediately recognized him thanks to the unusual color of his clothing, you narrowed your eyes in search of the one he's going to 'turn into putty'. And you found your target, 'Miss Fortune, typical males. ' you scoffed in your mind, in your eyes she was the perfect champion for people who'd go for buxom and everything they'd want from a woman. That and she's also liberated, with the fact that she's a pirate hunter and often 'goes at it'. You started to criticize her with your jealousy as fuel, you hated that fact that she was so sexy and beautiful. The two things that seems to elude you, in your eyes.
Only need the light when it's burnin' low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Those words played over in your mind, screw you for listening at that song again and again last night. You were jealous, jealous the fact that someone is so perfect and everyone seems to target her. Grasping at your head, your mind started to berate you, 'Worthless. Stupid. Idiot. Weak. Wimp. You're not something a male would want, and you know it.' Shaking your head, you focused at the scene unfolding in front of you and it was progressing smoothly, just as how Jax would have wanted it to be. The two of them then nodded, and walked off in the same direction. You snapped a twig angrily, you were confused, why were you angry? Standing up when you knew the site was clear, you sighed and walked off to sit on a bench. Tears were falling from your eyes, and you didn't know why, shaking your head you steeled yourself, '' You're sad just because your mind berated you when you saw someone better, pfft. Not a reason to cry. '' you said to yourself, and someone heard it. Looking to your right, you saw a certain rotund champion that was holding a beer keg with his arms, '' Tha' fool don't understan' his feelings ya' hear? Yer too good for him. '' he said while chugging beer from his beer keg before walking off. He was right, Gragas was right. You 'fell' for him because of his coolness and strength, but well, that's over. If he didn't felt your love for him, and that probably meant one thing, he's not for you and you're not for him. It was easy as that, you were not easy to convince, and so in one way you saw some sense in Gragas' words. You're not for him, the stars was not aligned for the two of you.
~~~Jax's POV~~~
I opened my eyes after the hot and rough sex. Sitting up, I looked at the buxom Miss Fortune beside me. She was gorgeous, beautiful even. But why am I not feeling anything? Even after or during the sex, all I felt was...lust. But nothing, just a blank slate in my emotions just...Another girl I bed. Standing up and sighing, I looked at wall clock, '' 8:00 PM, huh. '' standing up and stretching, I did few simple math - 'It was around 3:00 PM when I met her, reached her room after a meal around 6:00 PM, and did 'it' within an hour. So...1 hour rest? Damn.'
Walking out of her room after dressing up, I still felt empty inside. No love, no nothing, it wasn't an accomplishment. I just showed her, [Name], that I wielded a 'girl', but not love. Grumbling and grabbing at my head, I walked around in search of something. Something, or someone, without even a normal reason. Stopping in my tracks, I was in-front of her room. Her speaker was loud enough to be heard through the thick walls of each room in the Institute if you press your ear against the wall.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathin'
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cause I've got time while she's got freedoooooom,
Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven
Gritting my teeth, the song hit me right through my head. And I got angry at it, turning around I started to go towards the direction of my room. I was angry, but I didn't know why. If this is some weird magic of the gods, then I pray to them to stop before I kick their asses. Reaching my room, I kicked open the door and threw myself on my bed. Closing my eyes before falling asleep, I had hoped it would have been a dreamless sleep - But no, even the gods chose to torment me in my sleep.
I looked at her back, she was walking towards me but at the same time moving away. It was quite a paradox, I felt my world turning up-side down. First, it was her chasing me, and me walking away while laughing at her then suddenly I was chasing her while she was chasing me but walking away. A dark figure of a ball appeared beside her briefly, before leaving. And that was when she stopped chasing me, it felt like she was on a train - Moving away from me at the speed of Rammus' speed ball, revive, and homeguard boots. I did my best chasing her, but at few seconds she was away from me.
I woke up with a jolt, I felt...sadness inside me and at the same time anger at myself, '' I just can't...explain this fuckin'. '' I couldn't complete my sentence, so I just stood up and looked at the wall clock. It was around the time she wakes up, wait, why do I even care? Grumbling I walked off to get breakfast.
~~~Your POV~~~
You woke up as if it was the best day of your life, you felt good and refreshed. Standing up, you danced through the intricate setting of your room. That's mostly surrounded by books, as you dressed up and prepared for another day. You pushed open your door and gracefully moved towards the cafeteria, greeting any champions and summoners you meet on your way. As you were walking (dancing) towards the cafeteria, however, you met Jax in which you greeted just like any champion, '' Good Morning Jax, fine day we have here~ '' you said in a singing voice that you did not emit any malicious presence, just a normal girl dancing and feeling happy.
To your surprise, he grabbed your arm which stopped you in your tracks. You looked at him curiously, '' Is there any problem? '' you asked with worry, his grip on your arms tighten as he looked at your [Eye color] eyes, his other hand gently tucking your [Hair color] hair strands behind your ear, you were surprised by his actions and you voiced it, '' Uh...Jax? Is there any problem? Are you, you know dumped by Miss Fortune? Well, anyways I'm here to listen to your problems and- '' you were silenced when Jax pressed his lips roughly against yours. You were surprised, his lips felt soft and tasted like grapes (Racist, I know). It was for but a fleeting moment, however, you felt no love for him anymore so you quickly pushed him away while touching your lips angrily, '' You bastard! You stole a girl's first kiss! '' every words that came out of your mouth was wrapped with venom that you saw him visibly flinch at your words, you knew it stung his heart.
Slowly stepping away from him, your eyes still gazed at him. Before wandering off to somewhere else as your turned around and walked away, your day was ruined by a single action. In your peripheral vision, you can his head hung low, his hands opening and closing. You knew he was unsure of what to do, but he managed to do two actions, it was to look at your fleeing form and replacing his scarf to hide the majority of his face.
Later on
You've been lazing around the courtyard after a big match, you were lucky that Jax was on the other team. So you rained upon your vengeance upon him, literally with Kog'Maw's help. Looking blankly ahead, your headphones was around your neck. Playing loud enough for everyone around to hear it, granted to choose to sit next to or near you.
Tell me when it's over~
Promise that you'll always keep me in mind~
Burning like a soldier~
I'll find, my way, to you, and save the day~
You don't know whether it's by pure coincidence or the heavens decided to play a trick on you, but the song seemed to mean something else for you. Sighing, you decided to look at a near-by champion meditating. And by chance, it was Lee Sin. Your eyes gazed too long on his abs and torso, he was muscular and well-trained. His body was honed, but the fact that he is blind scored negative points on you. Feeling your gaze on his skin, he turned his head towards you and spoke, '' Is there something you need, summoner? '' you shook your head, before remembering that he didn't see it but he seemed to sense it or see it in some other ways, as he resumed his meditation. The conversation was brief, but it was enough to knock you back to your senses. You almost stood up when a hand stopped you, it only had three fingers and you instantly knew who it was, '' Jax. '' you unintentionally said his name with scorn, and he visibly flinch but you saw him kneel in-front of you. His scarf was down again, allowing to look at his face, '' Listen to me, [Name]. I..I'm sorry I did that to you but - '' you cut him off with your hand, '' Sit besides me if you want to talk, I'll give you..5 minutes. But only because I don't want people to think I'm bullying you. '' you half-joked, and he eagerly sat beside you but you quickly add, '' But that doesn't mean I forgive you. '' Jax nodded before resuming, '' But I did that because I love you! '' his hands quickly seized your arms and forced you to look at him, his eyes (a lot of them) looked honest and earnest, '' So, why did the great ARM MASTER fell in-love with a weak summoner like me? '' you said while raising a brow before adding, '' And the deal was for you to WIELD 'love' not to get wield by it. '' he shook his head, he seem to understand a great deal about love now. Probably consulted good ol' Gragas.
'' The thing is...Love isn't about wielding it, it's allowing to be wield by it while wielding it. It's like...ah screw this! '' he said before slamming his lips against yours against. You were quiet, and surprised...but your heart started to beat fast, you could hear his heart beating fast too...In sync with yours, your lips press softly against his. You fell in-love with him again, and he somehow fell in-love with you too. His tongue lightly swiped your lower lip, he was asking for permission to enter your mouth, how gentle of him. With a little smile, you opened your mouth and greeted his tongue with yours. Your eyes wandered for a bit, you felt eyes gaze on the two of you for a while before looking away politely, accompanied by a slight blush. When the two of finished kissing each other, he had a smile on his face. He was asking for another thing...Since he already managed to get your first kiss, he was up for another first...Your first -
CUE: CLOTHES FLYING, BED SHAKING, SCREAM SOUNDING
'' The greatest weapon of love? The secret is to go with the flow, and let the flow go into you. You're not supposed to go against love, love is the greatest weapon and emotion. It can drive a man to kill, to move a mountain, to destroy a world...Love is unstoppable, no one can say that they don't love. Love encompasses all...Even me...Oh shit, she's telling me to buy another set of diapers. Well, time to cut this short, Bye! ''
~~~~~FOURTH SHOT! The Greatest Weapon !TOHS HTROUF~~~~~
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