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"FUCK YOU!" Olivia shouted at him. "My mother or that man who fathered me has nothing to do with this, we are done here." Olivia told him storming out of the room.
Nick and Amanda watched as Olivia came storming out of the interrogation room, and quite frankly they couldn't blame her. "Benson we are not done!" Tucker shouted after her as he followed her.
"Oh we aren't?" Olivia asked as she turned on her heels and got inches away from his face. "Your right we aren't, you want to know why I joined Special Victims, because guess what it isn't because of that asshole who fathered me." Olivia snapped at him. "I joined to protect people from those bastards like my father, and like the monsters in this world like William Lewis." Olivia yelled at him.
Nick was about to get up from his chair and grab Olivia before she made matters worse but Amanda shook her head, as Finn came walking back into the squad room and put his hand on his shoulder to stop him.
"So don't you ever fucking bring up my mother or father again, you got that?" Olivia asked "Because I will make sure you regret it." Olivia growled.
"But Detective Benson you did not answer my question…" Tucker began but Olivia cut him off.
"Screw your questions; take these questions to someone who is a crooked cop. Lay off my coworkers and my girlfriend." Olivia shouted as she pushed Tucker back making his back hit the wall. "I did not hold a former New York City detective, and Detective Amanda Rollins hostage, and beat them to death. You want to know who did Brian Fucking Cassidy." Olivia shouted and Cragen came walking out of his office. "So take these fucking questions to him, and fucking do something with him. Put him and Barba in prison, better yet let me take care of them and they will wish they were fucking dead. So help me, I see you around here again asking questions about me or any other Special Victims Detectives and you will regret it. Do I make myself fucking clear Tucker?" Olivia shouted at him.
"Benson" Captain Cragen shouted
"Save it, I am done." Olivia told him as she took off to get a cup of coffee.
"You might want to get a hold of your people Cragen" Tucker told him and then left the squad room.
"You deserved it" Cragen mumbled under his breath but it did not go unnoticed by his detectives who all smiled at him. They always knew he would have their back no matter what.
Amanda slowly got up from her chair and made her way into the break room. "You okay?" Amanda asked softly.
"Amanda, that isn't taking it easy." Olivia told her as she turned to look at her.
"Yeah well you are much more important, plus it was a short walk." Amanda said with a smirk.
"You are stubborn do you know that Detective?" Olivia asked as she walked over to Amanda and wrapped her arms around her gently.
"I learned from the best" Amanda told her with a wink, as Cragen came walking in.
"Sorry to interrupt girls, but I want you both to leave. Go home, get some rest. That is where you are supposed to be anyway. Don't worry I will handle everything." Cragen told them.
"I am sorry Captian if I made things worse by going off on Tucker." Olivia told him.
"Don't worry Liv, I heard what he said about your mother. I got your back." Cragen told her and Olivia nodded.
"Thanks Cap" Olivia told him softly.
"No problem, now go the both of you." He told them and they both said goodbye to Nick and Finn and left.
The drive to their hotel was a silent one, and a rather fast one which is surprising for New York City with traffic. Once they arrived Olivia helped Amanda to their room, where they were greeted happily by Frannie. "Hey girl, oh I missed you so much" Amanda told her dog with tears in her eyes, as she dropped to her knees, with the disapproval of Liv, but she totally understood how much Amanda had missed Frannie, and how much Frannie missed her.
"I'm going to take her out." Olivia told Amanda once the hello session was over and helped Amanda over to the couch. "Don't move" Olivia told her as she put the leash on Frannie. "I mean it" Olivia told her once more before she walked out of the room.
Ten minutes later when Olivia returned with Frannie, she was pleased to see Amanda had listened to her and was still seated on the couch. "Well Detective you do have listening skills after all." Olivia joked after she took the leash off Frannie and walked over to her blonde girlfriend on the couch.
"Surprise" Amanda said with a smile.
"You hungry?" Olivia asked her and Amanda shook her head. "You sure? You know you have to eat" Olivia told her.
"I know Liv, I am okay. If you are hungry you can order something." Amanda told her softly.
"I'm good." Olivia told her as she wrapped her arms around Amanda gently. "I missed you, so much. I was so scared, if I lost you, I don't know what I would do." Olivia whispered against her girlfriend's hair.
"I am so sorry I stormed out on you Liv" Amanda choked out.
"Shh, don't baby. It's okay." Olivia told her as she held her tightly never wanting to let her go.
The two women sat on the couch for a long time just holding each other and thankful for one another. Neither knew how much time had passed, but it was now dark. "I think I will take some food now." Amanda said softly.
"And what would you like?" Olivia asked as she pulled away from Amanda.
"What would you like?" Amanda asked with a smile, and Olivia knew this game all too well.
"Whatever you like" Olivia told her and Amanda got a smile on her face. "What is so funny?" Olivia asked.
"Stacks on deck. Patron on ice. We can pop bottles all night. Baby you can have whatever you like. I said you can have whatever you like." Amanda started to sing.
Olivia chuckled at her girlfriend "You would" Olivia told her. "Late night sex, so wet and so tight, I'll gas up the jet for you tonight and baby you can go wherever you like, I said you can go wherever you like." Olivia sang back to her with a smile. "Now seriously what do you want to eat?" Olivia asked with a laugh and Amanda gave her look over and flashed that smile that always made Olivia go weak in the knees. Olivia shook her head "No, I am off-limits. You heard the doctor, rest for two weeks Amanda Rollins." Olivia told her.
"You are no fun" Amanda pouted
"Sorry doctor's orders" Olivia told her and Amanda got another grin on her face "What or am I going to regret asking?" Olivia asked.
"What if you dress up in a sexy nurse costume?" Amanda asked with a smile and Olivia chuckled.
"No and no" Olivia shirked. "Oh my god this is going to be a long two weeks." Olivia told Frannie as she jumped on the couch between them.
"Fine, you are seriously no fun Olivia Benson" Amanda continued to pout "But I will take a cheeseburger." Amanda told her with a sweet smile.
Olivia nodded and got up to go to the hotel room phone and called down to room service. "Hi yes this is Detective Olivia Benson." Olivia told the woman who answered.
"Good evening Ms. Benson what can I get for you this evening?" The woman asked.
"Can I have an order of two cheeseburgers, both with extra pickles. Two sides of fries with ketchup, two bottles of water, and for dessert two slices of chocolate cake" Olivia ordered.
"Of course, your order will be up shortly Detective." The woman told her and Olivia thanked her and hung up.
"Chocolate cake?" Amanda asked with a smile.
"Hey I have a craving" Olivia shrugged.
"A craving Liv?" Amanda asked with a laugh.
"Yes what is so wrong with that, you get them all the time." Olivia told her as she stuck out her tongue at her girlfriend.
"And extra pickles?" Amanda asked
"That was for both of us, and that is nothing new" Olivia told her in a matter of fact tone and Amanda just laughed.
Their food didn't take long to be delivered to their room, once they were done eating, Olivia cleaned up and they both decided they were going to curl up in bed and watch a movie, but before the opening credits ended they were both fast asleep in each other's arms.
The movie was long gone and over when something woke Olivia up from her sleep. "No, no, no please don't" Amanda shouted as she stirred in her sleep.
Olivia knew that it wasn't good to wake someone up from a nightmare, but she knew how it was to relieve a traumatic moment over and over in a dream and decided to wake Amanda up. "Hey shh, it's okay. It's over babe I'm right here." Olivia whispered softly to Amanda who jumped awake with tears in her eyes.
"Liv?" Amanda whispered and Olivia pulled her close to her.
"Shh, baby it's okay. No one is going to hurt you, I got you." Olivia whispered as she ran her hand slowly and gently up and down Amanda's back.
"I could see him, he was on top of me.." Amanda started to tell her but then started to cry harder.
"Shhh, I got you" Olivia whispered softly and then it hit her what Amanda had just said. "Baby look at me." Olivia told her softly.
Amanda pulled back from Olivia and looked her in the eyes, and Olivia reached up to whip the tears gently away with the pads of her fingertips. "Baby I need you to answer me something." Olivia told her and Amanda nodded her head. "Elliot told me you weren't raped by Lewis, is that true?" Olivia asked as softly as she could, wanting and needing to know the answer.
Amanda nodded her head. "He didn't touch me, except when I was tied to the chair." Amanda whispered.
"Then baby who was on top of you?" Olivia asked and Amanda started to tear up again. "I know baby, but please tell me." Olivia pushed gently.
"No one who was there with Lewis." Amanda whispered. "It was back in Atlanta." Amanda told her and Olivia felt her heart drop. She didn't know what happened back there, but what occurred with Lewis had made these memories resurface.
Authors Note: Well there is Chapter 17, I seriously cannot believe this story is already 17 chapters in! It wouldn't be without all you amazing readers!
Please review and let me know what you all thought of this chapter and a little side note the song Amanda and Liv sang was "Whatever You Like" by T.I. Which I do not own.
