I pulled the dark blue sweater over my head and pushed my arms through. Then, with the help of Jerry, I got up and into the wheelchair.
''You good, bro?''
I just nodded so I wouldn't have to talk. Ever since Kim came I haven't been doing a lot of talking. We got in this huge argument about our obvious feelings for each other. When it ended I said some things I regret. In my hands I twist a red rose around.
She left it on the edge of my bed saying, ''I love you, Jack... but I can't...''
My left eye got blurry but, I wiped it before a tear could fall. I looked up to see us moving through a crowded hallway. All these doctors and nurses knew where they were going, I had no idea though. My past is a blur, my present a mess and my future not too bright. All I knew was that I was going fast in the wrong direction. I needed to stop. It isn't that easy, though I wish it was.
I dropped my head and stared at my big feet.
Wow... I have big feet...
Suddenly, we came to a stop. I turned my head halfway around see what was up with Jerry. That's when I realized we were at the lobby.
''You wanna walk?
Shaking a little, Jerry helped me to my feet. He kept on hand on my side and with the other he gave a nurse the wheelchair. As we exited the hospital doors I spotted Eddie and Milton standing by a big white Hummer. They waved us over.
''What's up J.B?'' Eddie asked when we reached them.
''Uh, my initials do not... wait, they do...''
My initials are the same as Justin Bieber. Fail.
''Hey, Jack you okay?'' Milton asked.
''Yeah, I just want to go home and relax.''
They all exchanged looks and open the car door for me. Slightly confused and a bit tired I get in the car.
/.
I can't believe them. I'm in my living room which is now alive with music and dancing. People are everywhere, mostly girls, chatting it up or dancing. When some saw me they winked or giggled to their friends.
This pissed me off.
Jerry and Milton smiled and patted me on the back.
Eddie just sighed, ''sorry about this, I tried to tell them you wouldn't want this but-''
''Its cool, Eddie.'' I lied.
I slowly walked down the corridor and into the kitchen. It only got worse. I don't know where people heard it was cool to make out on the counter but, it isn't. It was a mess. Beer bottles, red solo cups and chips everywhere. The smell was unbearable. Pissed, I exited the kitchen to find that the living room was much worse.
First, a couple was making love on my couch. Girls thought it was cute to strip on my dining room table. While guys nastily splashed them with beer. I scanned the crowd looking for one of the guys. When I spotted Jerry and Grace together. They were talking and laughing and dancing. Just having a good time.
I stared for a moment.
They look right together.
I had a short depressed moment but the smell of throw up snapped me out of it. I shook my head a little then tried to get upstairs to see the damage that I was sure upstairs. Suddenly, a small hand grabbed me and pushed me in the nearest closet.
''What the he-''
''Calm down,'' she started rub my tense arms, ''you're way too tense.''
I actually relaxed a bit but only tense again.
This is a stranger.
I moved my arm behind her trying to search for the doorknob when her hands ran through my hair. I don't know why but I didn't stop her right away. We took a step back, well actually I did and she moved with me. Before I could say anything, she smashed her lips into mine. That's when I respond. Finally using my hands, I push her off me. It was a bit rough but, she to grab me again.
Flashes. Dazed flashes of something disturbing. I couldn't make out exactly what it was but I did see Kim's mom, I was sure of that. The flashes reminded me of when I passed out, so I kind of panicked. My hands shook vigorously. I pushed her against the wall but all she did is moan. I felt for the knob and twisted it so hard I thought it might come off.
The light hit my face and felt so good. I rushed out and closed the door behind me.
I'm fed up with this whole party mess. Jerry is going to get it when this is over. I had to end this and there is only way to do that.
''COPS!'' I yelled.
It cleared out fast I thought I should run too. The only ones left were Eddie, Milton and some guy who passed out on my living room floor. I walk to the kitchen where Eddie was talking to Milton who seemed all bummed out. When they saw me though they both got quiet.
''Where. Is. Jerry.''
So so sorry I haven't updated in forever. A lot going on. Lost a family member but, that's no excuse. Sorry, again. Review and Favorite, please. Thanks.-angel
