Disclaimer: Not SM or JK so deal with it. The boys aren't mine and I will unfortunately have to give them back at some point.
A/N: Firstly: Now I thought I should clarify the timing of this fic. I am setting this after the war in HP and before Breaking Dawn for Twilight so I hope that works for you all.
And secondly, a big huge thank you to Pretty Twisted for her awesomely awesome reviews. And a thank you to everyone who has taken the time to review and tell me how I am doing. Keep up the good work peeps. Check out my newest story. A one shot called "Moonlit Shadow". I am looking forward to your opinion on that one too :D
Oh and the italic in this chapter is the pack mind communication… just to avoid confusion there hehe
Warning: Mild course language. Mild slash scenes.
Chapter Four: Apologies
Jake POV
"I'm sorry Draco," I said softly before I ran out of the house, forgetting my strength as I accidentally slammed the door closed. I cringed as I thought of the teen kneeling heart-broken on the floor of my lounge room.
I wiped my brow with my hand as I strode into the forest. I can't believe how close I had come to losing it in there. The reigns holding my wolfish secret were tenuous at best at the best of times, but throw that sock-rocking kiss into the mix and I had no hope in hell. I couldn't stop thinking about Draco's long fingers in my hair, scratching my scalp deliciously as we kissed. Unable to stop my throbbing reaction to the hot thoughts running through my head, my pants bulged and I began to shake. Next thing I knew I was on all fours sprouting thick rust coloured fur. The last thing I needed was the entire pack knowing what was going on.
Immediately I was caught in the onslaught of loud voices, all firing questions at me.
Stop!
The voices stopped but Quil and Embry were sniggering in the background.
Ha-ha Ateara, told you. Our little Jakey is growing up. Good on you man. About fucking time.
I growled and I started to run toward the others. I was not looking forward to this.
Oh, come on Jake man. Have we ever teased you about anything like this before?
Short answer Embry, YES!
A chorus of cheerful growls met my ears as I finally met up with the rest of the pack. I flattened my ears to my head and bared my teeth in what I hoped was a somewhat intimidating gesture.
Sam's resonating Alpha thoughts ripped through everyone.
Stop teasing Jacob. Satisfied that the others had shut up Sam's head turned to me, So Jake, what's with the pale face?
I ran through in my head everything I knew about him including the wizard part. I know I swore that I would not let on but it really is pointless for me to try and hide anything from the pack.
A wizard Jake? You sure he is safe to have around?
Yeah Sam. I wouldn't be here if I didn't feel it was safe enough to leave him at my place all alone.
Just make sure that you don't let these feelings get in the way of your judgement okay?
No worries. I won't. I should get back to the house though. I don't want Draco to do anything stupid.
Quil snorted.
Draco? What kind of name is that?
How the hell would I know idiot? I barely know the guy.
Didn't stop you locking lips with him just before did it?
With the pack's resounding chuckles floating through my mind, I turned and started for home. As I got in sight of the house I phased back, "Damn it," I said aloud when I realised that I was naked.
I rummaged under the stairs for the spare pare of sweats I kept for these situations. Pulling them on I walked into lounge hoping to find Draco there. What I did find in there was the upturned popcorn bowl still on the carpet, the TV still on and the room empty. Panicking, I ran around the house calling his name and checking each and every room. I got to my room, opened the door and stuck my head around the door.
A snarling voice spat, "Go Away!"
I sighed in relief. I walked into the room and my heart broke as I saw what state Draco was in, lying under my blankets in the fetal position, rocking slightly. Tears pricked my eyes as I looked down at the glistening tear tracks on the delicate face. Delicate? Really? Dude, I really need some help of the mental kind.
I sat down on the side of the bed.
"I said go away for fuck's sake," he snapped at me.
"Draco, I really truly am sorry for what happened before. I freaked out. I didn't mean to upset you."
I reached out and put my hand on his arm.
"I am not being wholly truthful myself about things and although I can't tell you everything, I can try to help make things easier for you."
"Easier? Like hell Jake. You just ran away after the best damned kiss I have ever had and all you can say is sorry? I have been tearing myself up trying to come up with a god damned reason as to why you reacted like that and all I can think of is that I am not good enough. That is not a good feeling to be left with, a very bitter pill to swallow believe me."
"God Draco. You have nothing to do with this," I ignored the urge to lie down and hug him better. "This one is all on me. You have to believe that. I was horrible to you and I feel so guilty."
I impulsively leant down and pressed my lips to his. Draco stiffened and I reluctantly pulled away.
"Kissing me again isn't going to help the situation Jake."
I sighed, "I know. I know. Seems like I am doing a lot of apologising lately, I will go. Talk to you in the morning."
Taking one more glance of the broken teen on my bed, I walked out and closed the door softly. I showered and found a snack. Settling myself in on the couch, I must have dozed off cause the next thing I knew bright shafts of morning sunlight slid across my face and woke me up.
I hoped I could figure out an alternative sleeping arrangement soon cause that couch is going to be the death of me.
There was a knock at the door. I got up and stretched my arms. I padded my way through the house and unlocked the front door. Carlisle was smiling brightly on the front porch. I frowned, "Hey doc, come on in."
"Jacob, good to see you. How is the patient doing?"
"He appears to be ok. Well, physically at least."
"That's good. I daresay that we won't get much of an insight into how Draco is coping with his emotional turmoil until he decides to open up to us. Can you just try and get him to talk to you about everything? Also can you pass these over to him," indicating the big suitcase and a few suit bags he left by the door, "And let him know that he is more than welcome to come up for dinner any time he likes."
"No worries Carlisle. Will do."
"Thanks Jake. I have to run, got to get to the hospital, but I will be in touch ok?"
"Sure, sure."
"See you soon, oh and don't be afraid to call me if you need anything."
I laughed, "Ok ok Doc, off you go. Don't want to keep the dying waiting."
Carlisle winked and flew up the road. It was only eight am. I decided to let Draco be, so I cleaned up the popcorn in the lounge and started the washing up. I was drying a plate when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I just about had a heart attack on the spot and dropped the crockery. Luckily it landed in the sink.
"Morning Jake."
"Draco. Hell, just kill me next time, why don't you?" I said grinning.
"Haha don't tempt me," he said laughing. I rolled my eyes at the other teen.
"I just wanted to apologise for last night. I was out of line. You were just trying to help and I was a prat. Merlin knows I need someone to help me to get back to somewhat normal. I spent last night wishing that I could go home, if only to see Mother but at the same time I am not ready to leave yet. I want to get rid of the monsters in my head and I am pretty sure I am not going to be able to get better if I go home so I would like to stay a while longer if that is ok."
I rubbed my chin, appearing as if I was thinking very hard about it for a minute.
"Oh, I think we might be able to arrange something."
Draco hit my arm. "Oh come on Draco, I am sure you can do better than that," I taunted sticking my tongue out.
Draco glared at me and replied, "Hahaha you wouldn't be so quick to say that if I had my wand."
"You use a wand?"
"Of course, we don't wave our fingers or wiggle our noses. I do however, know a rather nasty hex that could make your teeth fall out," he whispered.
My face must have been priceless right then, judging by the ringing peals of laughter coming from the blonde. Hmm. I will just have to show him some magic of my own.
"Right Drake, Carlisle dropped these around for you," I pointed at the bag. "Get dressed, we are going for a walk."
It took Draco an age to get ready but I have to say that Jasper's taste in clothes and Draco's posture combined to create one hell of a picture. A dark green long sleeved tee shirt and some tight fitting dark wash denim jeans, nearly had me phasing on the spot.
"You can stop staring now, I know I'm hot," he said with a smile.
Shaking myself I looked down at my bare chest and sloppy sweats. Shrugging I decided that it didn't matter if I wore a shirt or not, if I phased it wasn't going to matter anyway.
"Sure, sure. That's just want you want me to think. Come on, I want to show you something."
I led the way out of the door and into the deep green undergrowth of the forest. We walked a little way in and I found the stream I was looking for.
"Ah ha. Here we are. You said you can make my teeth fall out, well I can show you your mother," I said triumphantly.
The look of shock on the pale face was so worth it.
"I told you yesterday that I had a few secrets of my own right? Well, this is one of them. It is called scrying. If I focus just right on the water and say a name, I can see anyone I want."
"Oh yeah?" Draco sneered, "I got to see this."
"What is your Mum's name?" I asked as I knelt down.
"Narcissa Malfoy."
I closed my eyes and focused the energy flowing in my body onto the water. I felt the water begin to vibrate. I opened my eyes and intoned, "Narcissa Malfoy." In an instant, the water's surface shimmered and created and image of a tall, lean, blonde haired woman sitting at a long expensive looking table. Draco gasped, knelt beside me and leant into me to see his mother better. I tried my best to stay focused with his arm brushing mine, the picture fuzzed out a bit. Concentrating again the picture cleared. The blonde reached out and ran his hand through the water.
"Jake," he breathed. "This is amazing."
Just then another blonde figure stalked into the image and turned to face me. A scowl crossed his features. He then looked at the woman and appeared to be whispering something in her ear. Her eyes widened and she started crying. Draco started gasping for breath. I sensed his distress.
"Draco, is that your father?"
He nodded, unable to speak.
"Oh my god. I am so sorry. I should have realised."
To my horror Draco turned and ran off into the woods. I couldn't risk him finding the pack. Not yet at least. I figured it would be better for him to hate me for being a freak than to end up dead, so I stripped off and phased. It was much easier to follow the scent like this. I put my nose to the ground and took off at a run. Draco was headed further into the woods so I hurried to catch him. I found him sitting by a tree shivering with the dampness. In my relief of finding him I forgot to phase back. I skidded to a halt in front of the scared boy. He screamed and I cringed. I had left the clothes by the stream. Oh well nothing for it I guess. He would find out the truth regardless anyways. I shuddered and phased back.
Draco's grey eyes widened and the scream stuck in his throat.
"I will explain more when we get back to the house Draco. Please can you just follow me for now? I don't want the others to find you out here alone."
In a state of total shock Draco nodded and to my amusement, his eyes wandered downward, leaving burning tracks on my skin as they skimmed further down. I led him back to the stream and got my pants to put back on before heading home. I thanked god that I had thought to strip before I phased as Draco's eyes were having a rather difficult effect on my body right about now.
Even caked in mud and leaves, he had an unexplainable effect on me. I looked over at him and he walked over to me.
"I don't care what you are Jake. Thank you for helping me again." He took my hand and kissed me softly on the lips. "I know we need to talk bu-," I cut him off with another lingering kiss. I grinned, "Who talks?"
I leant in and captured his lips with mine again. He opened his mouth and my tongue slipped inside, wrestling with his. Heat surged to every part of my body as Draco pressed himself up against me. I don't know what changed in that instant, but when Draco surrendered to my hands it was like the world changed. Something inside me changed. Nothing mattered to me anymore but Draco and his happiness. He was my entire world, my only reason for living. As I clung to Draco our lips fought blissfully. His smaller frame fitted to mine perfectly. I realised in that moment, that I had just imprinted on the sharp tongued, sarcastic and entirely loveable Draco Malfoy.
I groaned, the pack was never going to let me live this one down.
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