Chapter 9

Hi, I'm not sure if I've said this before but I'm not sure how long this story will be so hang on in there and I'll try and figure it out, I hope you're enjoying it and continue to do so. Thanks.

Kozik woke and slowly opened his eyes adjusting to the bold light bulb above him; he turned and looked out the window smiling at the darkening sky. Just as he turned back Tig walked into the room with a big grin on his face carrying a bottle of beer. "What are you grinning at? If you say something sappy about me and this baby I'm gunna punch you in the face," Tig laughed and took a swig of his beer. Kozik looked at him and frowned, "You're a dick."

Tig did his best 'what me' face and jumped on the bed managing to not spill anything. "I was gunna come in here and wake you up so I could fuck you like I promised but from that face I'd say that's not what you want at all."

"You'd be right I feel fucking disgusting that pill Tara gave me has worn off and my guts are churning like crazy." Kozik huffed out. Tig smiled and squeezed his thigh reassuringly pulling him close. Kozik fidgeted getting sweaty and panicky instantly. He hauled himself away from the too hot touch and stood swaying on his feet. Tig reached out and steadied him with a hand against the small of his back.

"You good?" Kozik nodded but sat back down with a heavy sigh. "I'm gunna take that as a no, do you want me to do anything?" Kozik shook his head again laying it in his hands. Tig just sat and watched him not sure what else to do. Suddenly Kozik sprang to his feet and ran to the bathroom just making it before he threw up. He sat on the floor retching into the toilet bowl his whole body shaking with the force. He wiped his forehead with the back of his hand when he finally felt able to move without vomiting. He sensed Tig behind him so looked up with a weak smile. "Oh you look sexy like that. Here I got you some water." Kozik took the water and rinsed his mouth out before taking a huge gulp.

"Thanks. I can't tell if you're joking about me looking sexy or not. I really hope you are."

"Yeah sorry babe I like some weird stuff, I'll admit, but you throwing your guts up aint one of 'em. Talking of which you finished down there or should I just leave you to it." Kozik gave a fake laugh and reached his hand up. Tig smiled and grabbed him pulling him to his feet. They both swayed slightly but finally regained their balance. Tig made a face and shifted away. "You've got to clean your teeth your breath reeks of puke." Kozik laughed and leaned closer puckering his lips.

"You sure you don't want some of this, look at me all sweaty and breathless. Hot, huh?" Tig moved away laughing as well. Kozik moved with him trying to kiss him. "Come on I'm right here."

"No fucking chance your breath reeks and you can barely stand I'll wait if it's all the same, leave you to clean yourself up." Kozik moved to the sink and grabbed Tig's toothbrush coating it in paste and began brushing roughly. Tig watched for few seconds before walking into the kitchen, starting to plate up Kozik's McDonalds putting it in the microwave to heat up. "Have you thought about what I said earlier…? I mean about you moving in."

Kozik stopped cleaning his teeth and spit out the paste before answering in a nervous shout, "Yeah I was thinking that I'd still go on the next run up to Tacoma and stay like last time and then come back and we could get a bigger place." He let the words hang in the air for a few seconds before sheepishly stepping out into the hall. He looked up and saw Tig staring at him open mouthed. He walked to him but still didn't get a response so gently pinched his arm finally getting him to move.

"I don't… why I mean… no I don't…" Tig spluttered. Kozik chuckled but instantly regretted it when he saw Tig's eyes flash with anger and hurt. "You've got to be kidding me, what about the baby… and you. You've only just got out of hospital you can't just leave." Tig ranted finding his voice.

"Calm down I know all of that. While you were getting my food when I was at the hospital I spoke to Clay and he said that if I want to then I can go and I do. I don't want this to change things for me and I don't want it to effect the club so if I go then I'm proving that it doesn't. It's only two months like last time; I'll leave in the morning and be back before you know it."

"Fuck sake Kozi you're pregnant with my kid and you're just gunna leave for two months…" he looked at kozik's face seeing the determination there and sighed, "I'm not changing your mind on this, am I?" Kozik shook his head with a sad smile and ran his fingers through Tig's messy hair. Tig huffed and leaned into the touch frowning deeply.

"Look at it this way there's loads of heat down here coming from all different angles at least up in Tacoma we'll be safer. It'll go real quick you'll see. Now stop bitching and come get in bed with me, I'm tired again."

"I'm not bitching I just don't like it. Anyway asshole I've warmed up your food are you gunna eat it now or what?" Kozik didn't even answer he just walked back to the bedroom and flopped onto the bed. "Fucking man, him and this baby are going to drive me fucking crazy or kill me." Tig muttered to himself as he walked to the bedroom. He looked down at Kozik laid down on the bed and realised he was already asleep. Instead of climbing in with him he walked back to the kitchen and got himself a beer collapsing down onto a chair.

The next morning Tig startled awake when he felt something slap his back fiercely. He fell from his seat and looked around for the cause of his stinging pain. Kozik stood at the sink dripping wet in just a towel smiling bitterly. "That fucking hurt you dick."

"Good I tried waking you before I got in the shower but you just grunted. I've gotta go in half an hour." Kozik grumbled watching Tig wake up. Tig looked at him shocked and clambered to his feet.

"What time is it?"

"Half nine, I tried waking you at nine but like I said you just grunted at me. Why were you even sleeping out here in the first place?"

"I was drinking and must have passed out. Have you eaten?" Kozik nodded refusing to look Tig in the eye. "Are you pissed at me… don't answer that we haven't got time. I'll go jump in the shower then we can go." Kozik whipped around and grabbed Tig's hand yanking him close. He buried his nose in his neck sucking in deep breaths. Tig stood awkwardly for a few seconds and then quickly wrapped his arms around his back.

"Thanks for not hating me about this." Kozik whispered insecurely .Tig nodded and pulled away to quickly press his lips against Kozik's, tasting fresh toothpaste and a hint of coffee, pursuing it hungrily. Kozik moaned quietly and opened his mouth allowing Tig to slip his tongue in triumphantly crowding him against the sink with all the desperation and frustration at having to say goodbye. Kozik lifted the hem of Tig's shirt moaning when he was finally able to touch the hot skin underneath; one hand chasing up to his shoulders the other sliding down to the waistband of his trousers. Tig made a needy little noise at the sensation and pushed into it never breaking the kiss. They both moaned trying to get closer quickly realising the only way that's possible is for them to be naked.

"We can be late." Kozik nodded frantically pulling at Tig's clothes once he's finally naked they latch onto each other again kissing and sucking and biting at any flesh they can find. "Oh fuck I need to be inside you." Kozik groaned squeezing Tig's hot dick and pulling him closer. Tig grabbed his hips and steered him to the sofa pushing him down and quickly following.

"No the bed… we can't fuck like this." Kozik stuttered out in protest. Tig ignored him and shoved a cushion under his hips lifting him slightly. He lined himself up to Kozik's tight hole and without warning pushed in. "Fuck… hurts wait."

"You're so tight I need to fuck you, can I move?" Kozik shifted his hips and Tig bit down on his shoulders stifling a pleasured yell. He started pulling out and thrust back in hard and fast. "Fuck Kozi so tight, I wanna fill you with my come." Kozik keened at the words and canted his hips trying to get more friction. Tig moved and hit Kozik's prostate dead on sending jolts of electricity through his body.

"Shit yeah there keep going fuck. Aaahh Tig I'm gunna come keep going. Don't stop." Tig bent down and smashed his lip's against Kozik's thrusting his tongue into his mouth, tracing every tooth and ridge needing to remember it. Kozik reached up and fisted his hand in Tig's hair tugging him closer. Tig hissed at the pain with a smile and thrust harder. Kozik felt heat pooling in his stomach as his balls tightened and his back arched. His vision whited out as he came, shooting spurt after spurt of ropey come across his and Tig's chests. Tig watched with rapt attention and soon followed him over the edge into his own abyss of pure ecstasy, coming inside of him. Kozik felt the hot liquid filling him and tensed his muscles milking Tig for everything he had. They panted spent and sticky, slowly coming back down to earth. Tig collapsed down on top of him sucking and biting on his neck. Kozik grunted a protest and bucked his hips trying to get him off. They both hissed at the intense sensitivity and laughed.

"Fuck that was good. I've been dying to do that for ages."

"Yeah." Kozik replied dreamily. Tig kissed where he had sucked soothing it slightly. He reached down and grasped one of Kozik's legs lifting it so he could slowly pull out, Kozik groaned at the sensation and squeezed Tig's shoulders. "Fuck." Tig shifted down Kozik's body until he could press his lips against his stomach.

"Hey baby, daddy's going away for a bit so I won't be able to speak to you for a while…"

"You know it probably can't even hear you and even if it can it can't understand what you're saying."

"Shut up, you're not meant to be listening. Anyway baby like I said I won't be able to speak to you for a while but remember that I love you and that even though I'm not there you're still safe because other daddy is looking after you, ok? Love you baby." He kissed the same spot again and held his lips there for a few more seconds before pulling away and standing up. "You better get dressed I'm gunna go and jump in the shower." Without waiting for a reply he walked out of the room smiling sadly. Kozik stayed on the sofa watching Tig's retreating form before slowly standing up and walking to the bedroom to get dressed.

An hour later they found themselves stood outside the club house smiling at the rest of the guys as they said goodbye. Kozik walked up to Gemma and was pulled into a fierce hug,

"If you need anything you call, ok?"

"Yeah thanks Gem. Do me a favour and look after Tiggy he's freaking out I don't want him doing something stupid." Kozik said sadly as he was finally freed from the hug.

"Of course, I'll keep him busy and out of trouble. You better get going before Tara gets here and kicks all of our asses." Kozik laughed and walked away shaking his head. He stood in front of Tig and waited until he looked up from his boots. After a while he got annoyed and punched his arm roughly. Tig looked up angrily and shoved at him.

"Like that is it. Stop being such a dick head."

"You're the one that's pissing off for two months. This is your fault." Tig responded childishly.

"Yeah about that… I spoke to Clay and it might be more like three or four months but he's not sure yet…"

"You're fucking kidding me you'll be like six months by the time you get back I'll have missed everything. Do you know what forget it do what you fucking want I don't give a shit anymore. I'll see you when you get back." he span on his heel and stormed away leaving Kozik and the rest of the guys in silence.

"Tig wait, Tig!" Tig carried on walking without looking back. Kozik twisted around and kicked out at the wall enjoying the shot of pain going up his leg. "Fuck sake." He roared.

"Easy there brother he's just pissed there's no sense in hurting yourself."

"He's such a fucking asshole I get it I'm having his kid but I'm still a grown man and part of this club I've got to pull my weight and I want to, he just doesn't get it, fucking selfish bastard." Kozik ranted angrily. Jax stepped in front of him and grabbed his arm as he went to punch the wall.

"Calm down and go talk to him."

"Forget it I'll call him later, I want to get on the road." He patted Jax on the arm and climbed onto his bike smiling grimly. "I'll see you all in three to four months. Don't look so sad Juicy I'll let you drink my share of the booze how's that?"

"Shut up asshole." Juice replied with a laugh. Kozik gave him a playful shove before starting the engine and driving away waving back absently.

Tig sat at the bar scowling into his drink purposefully ignoring everybody as they walked past him patting him on the arm. He pulled his phone from his pocket and dragged up the last messages between himself and Kozik reading through them gradually starting to smile. He clicked 'new' and started typing, 'Sorry xx', and quickly hit send before he could change his mind.

A few hours later he felt his phone vibrate in his pocket and quickly fumbled it out, grinning widely when he saw Kozik's name flashing on the screen. He pressed the new message and laughed as he read, 'Good you were a dick ;) speak soon xx'. He sucked in a deep breath and shoved his phone back in his pocket and got up still smiling.

Not my favourite chapter but I still like it and hope you do too. Any comments or criticism is welcome and will be read. Enjoy .