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I'm back, but just for today.

I read your guys reviews, and you guys ROCK! You guys are so nice. I'm glad you guys like this story.

I'm updating before my dad takes my computer cause emmie has a hockey game tonight and can't.

I'm still in the hospital though.

I can't really tell you that much, but the doctors think that i have leukimia (i can't spell it). I know, really suckish!

Ok, so I guess having cancer is way way way more than suckish, but i'm a pretty optimistic person.

I love you all. Your so nice.

If I do have it...

(Pray I don't. I'm not religious or anything..but please!)

I'm gonna write as much as freaking possible. everyday..

and on a happy note, here's two more chapters.


Chapter 8. Fishy and Snuffleupagus Are DBFFL (Diabetic Best Friends For Life)

MrSnufflupagus: Fishy?

FishAreFriendsNotFood: Yup?

MrSnuffleupagus: Why are you on at 3 in the morning?"

FishAreFriendsNotFood: I don't really sleep. I'm my just like my dad in 'A little less 16 candles, a little more touch me.'

MrSnuffleupagus: You're a vampire?

FishAreFriendsNotFood: Yes. I love your screen name.

MrSnuffleupagus: Thank you, fishy. I love yours too.

FishAreFriendsNotFood: Snuffles, you have a girlfriend.

FishAreFriendsNotFood: Stop flirting with me.

MrSnuffleupagus: Wha? I just---

FishAreFriendsNotFood: I'm kidding. Chill.

MrSnuffleupagus: Scare me.

MrSnuffleupagus: Wanna go to the beach? I'm bored.

FishAreFriendsNotFood: Love to, Snuffles. See you soon.

FishAreFriendsNotFood has signed off.

MrSnuffleupagus has signed off.

I put on a pair of skinnys and a black shirt. I put on my white sharpied converse and put my hair in two loose braids. I walked to next door and waited outside his house. He jumped out his window.

"I'm here."

We ran to the beach.


We lay there for hours looking at the stars.

"Hey, Fishy."

"Yes, Snuffles?"

"I have to tell you something."

"What is it, Snuffles?"

"I'm leaving." I shot up.

"What?" I yelled.

"We have to go back on tour."

"What? I said quietly.

"I'm sorry, Fishy."

"Snuffles, why do you have to leave me?"

"You could come on the tour with me."

"I could?" I asked.

"Well, you could be our opening act."

"I can't do that. I'm on Decaydance records. Your on Universal. We can't."

"Please, Fishy. I don't want to leave you."

"Well…. I'm sorry." I stood up and started to walk away. I suddenly felt very tired and weak. I dropped to my knees. I hadn't eaten in two days. Oh god. I'm going to die… I fell.

"Fishy?" Nick said. He ran over to me. "FISHY?" he yelled again. "BELLA, PLEASE. Hold ON, I'm calling 911 right now!"


I woke in a hospital bed. My dad was sleeping in the chair next to me.

"Dad…" I said weakly. He didn't stir. "Dad." I said louder. He woke up.

"Oh, Bella!" He ran to me and hugged me.

"I'm sorry, daddy. I forgot. I just kept forgetting to check and eat."

"Bella, its ok. You have diabetes, Its not your fault. As long as your safe. If Nick wasn't there, you would be much worse than you are now. He saved your life." He said. I turned onto my side, away from him.

"And I was the biggest jerk ever to him…" I said.

"Do you think you can see some people?"

"Yeah. that's ok." He left and came back with Sarah, Oliver, and Joe.

"Oh, my god! Izzy, you had us worried!" Sarah said.

"How'd you guys find out?"

"Well, Nick told Joe and Joe called us."

"Oh. I suppose he doesn't want to see me. I was a jerk."

"Izzy, he's been here the entire time. His mom made him go home to sleep." Sarah said."

"How long have I been here?"

"A week."

"A week? Oh…. My god… I… wow…"

"Yeah…"

"Guys… I'm sorry. I need to sleep. Can we talk later?"

"Sure." Oliver said. They left.

My dad then came back.

"Izzy, you want me to stay?"

"No, go home. I"ll be fine. I'm good with hospitals. I'm used to them." He nodded, then kissed my head and left.

I thought for a second.

I had been the biggest jerk on earth to Nick. And he still saved me. I had totally blew him off, and he saved my life. I guess I'd do that for him to. No, I know I would.

We really are best friends for life.

And what's worse, is that I think I love him too.


Next Morning.

I had my eyes closed. I was relatively trying to sleep, but I was wide awake. I heard someone kind of, running/stumbling into the room. They came towards me.

After a long slience, they whispered, "Oh… Fishy." My eyes shot open.

"Nick?" I asked weakly. I couldn't really see straight.

"I don't know anybody named Nick, But I'm Snuffleupagus." My view realigned and I could see him standing over me smiling.

"Snuffles! It is you!" He hugged me. He then grabbed one of the chairs near me and sat down.

"Yes. And you are in trouble."

"I know. I'm stupid."

"We're all in this together. You can't just do that to me. I know my mom grills me about it, and I'm telling her about you too. You are never gonna end up in a hospital like this for a week as long as we're friends."

"What if we stop being friends?"

"That won't ever happen, Fishy." He smiled. I loved his smile. Oh god. Shut up, Izzy! You don't like him!

"Snuffles?"

"Yes?"

"Thank you."

"For what?" He said sarcastically.

"I was such a jerk. And you saved me anyhow."

"You weren't a jerk. You were just angry. I was the jerk for telling you like that." I smiled. So did he. "I'm just glad you're ok. I've had my bad ones, and I now I know how my parents feel when I'm here."