hi.

so its livi again.

i'm updating cause emmie's sitting next to me.

its offical. i have leukemia

they just won't tell me.

i know cause of how my dad looks at me.

but enough about my petty issues (ok.. so i'm technecally dying... but)

here's two more chapters.

oh, and there's no such thing as paramore in this, and izzy/lilly looks just like hayley williams with long black hair.

love you all.

livi.


Chapter 11. I think We Have An Emergency

Two Months Later.

(February)

I had just finished the first song.

"OK, So this is my first official concert." The crowd roared. "Ok, how many of you like Fall Out Boy?" Big response. "Yeah, I like 'em too. I just get tired of hearing it at home. Haha… no, so the basist, Pete Wentz? We've got the same last name. Isn't that funny? Well, I guess its normal cause he's my dad… but any way. My first concert, I was one of the opening acts for Fall Out Boy." The crowd cheered. "Was anybody here at that concert?" There was some whooting. "Yeah. It was me and my… best friend. And My dad didn't tell me about it. Yeah… Um, So.. I'm gonna start off good. This is Emergency."

"I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency

If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on

So are you listening?
So are you watching me?

If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on.

This is an emergency
So are you listening?

And I can't pretend that I don't see this

It's really not your fault
That no one cares to talk about it,
Talk about it

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive
(When it deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserve to be alive, alive

So you give up every chance you get
Just to feel new again

I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency

And you do your best to show me love,
but you don't know what love is.

So are you listening?
So are you watching me?

Well I can't pretend that I don't see this

It's really not your fault
That no one cares to talk about it,
Talk about it

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive
(When it deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserve to be alive, alive

These scars, they will not fade away.

No one cares to talk about it, talk about it

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive
(When it deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserve to be alive, alive…"

I played a few other songs. Then my dad came out.

"Hey. So, We have a surprise for you, Bella."

"I hate supprises dad."

"I know. But I Think You'll like this one." A guitarist started.

"Hello beautiful
How's it going?
I hear it's wonderful in California
I've been missing you
It's true…" NIck walked onstage. My jaw just dropped.

"But tonight
I'm gonna fly
Yeah tonight
I'm gonna fly

'Cause I could go across the world,
And See everything
And never be satisfied
If I couldn't see those eyes"

"Hello Handsome." I sang interrupting him.
"It's been a long time
Since my phone's rung
And you been on that line
I've been missing you
It's true

But tonight
I'm gonna fly
Yeah tonight
I'm gonna fly

'Cause I could go across the world,
And See everything
And never be satisfied
If I couldn't see those eyes." I finished. I ran over to him and we hugged.

"Oh my god. Its Nick Jonas!" I said cheerfully. Faking it.

There was a knock on the door. I went over to it, and opened it. Nick. I slammed the door.

"What the? Izzy!" He yelled. I walked away. I heard clicking and then the door opened. "Izzy?"

"What do you want?" I asked.

"Izzy. What's wrong?"

"Get out."

"Why?"

"You think I'm happy to see you? I hate you. You left me you jerk. Get out." I said.

"Iz, I missed you! I want to see you. I… I…."

"TO bad. You don't deserve to see me. You hurt me."

"Why do you have to make everything so confusing!"

"Life is stressful, hard, and confusing. And It won't matter in the end if you made sense of it. I'd rather not." I pushed him out the door. Then went upstairs.

Nick's POV.

I was looking out the window of my bedroom. It was really dark. I heard sirens. I saw a ambulence come up the street. It went to Izzy's house.

Oh my god.