Do I Love You, Or Not?

Chapter 2: Heavily Scarred


Pairings: Slight VaniSora, VaniVen, Rokusora, AkuRiku

Warnings: Yaoi, Lemons, Cheating, Angst, no explicit events till later in story

Disclaimers: I don't own anything, but the plot. All of you should know that xD

Chapter Summary: Sora finds Vanitas cheating, and runs off into Roxas' room, where he is comforted by Roxas. Things turn out horrible for all four teens as the night rolls on.

A/N: UH. HEY GUYS. I'M BACK. Ahaha.. Haaaaaa… You guys are probably very mad at me ._. Well, um uh… I apologize? Well, I'm being genuine! I really am sorry! Been a while since I've updated a story… In fact, I haven't been on as much either. Sure, a few times yes, but not everyday like before aha. Anyways, I am presenting another chapter of "Do I Love You, Or Not"! Enjoy! And I apologize if the story layout is pretty rough, I haven't done much writing in a while xD

Enjoy!


He couldn't believe it. All his assumptions were true. The reasons behind all those questions… They're right in front of his eyes. Vanitas had those flowers for Ventus. Vanitas left early for Ventus. Vanitas went to the Strife's to be with Ventus. Vanitas's and Ventus's relationship… It would be a lie to say they're not a couple.

Jaw agape and eyes spread wide, he watched as the two in front of him continue their passionate kiss. Staring, that's all he could do. He couldn't even move a finger. He couldn't turn around. He wanted to shout, to shout at Vanitas for being so unloyal to him, for having a secret affair with Ventus, for being an asshole and making him witness such a scene -though without Vanitas' knowing. Sora wants to run. To run away, to a faraway place. To a place where he could hide forever.

Roxas, who was two steps above the brunette, rubbed his neck and whispered a whine, "Aah, they're at it again… See, told you it would probably get-" In a flash, he gasped as Sora dashes up the stairs at rocket speed. "S-Sora?" Roxas says, turning around to watch the brunette make a turn to his room.

"Hey! What's with all the racket up there?" Roxas heard Vanitas say.

"U-uh nothing! I was about to get a glass of water, but now I'm not thirsty anymore!" And with that, Roxas turns, running back up the stairs to Sora's aid. 'What's up with Sora all of a sudden!?' Slowly, Roxas walks up to the door, hearing muffled cries.

"W-why V- *sob* -anitas…" Roxas widens his eyes. Sora's crying… But why?

Roxas opens the door, finding Sora on his bed, clutching on his pillow. He heard all the sobs that the brunette was making, although they were muffled.

"H-hey, Sora…?" Roxas says, reaching a hand towards Sora, only for the hand to be slapped away. Sora gingerly gets up, eyes red and puffy from crying and also narrowed into a glare.

"H-how long- *sniff* -were Vani and Ventus- *sniff* -to-together?" Why would Sora want to know, Roxas thought. But the frail brunette is death glaring him, waiting for a response so...

"Uh, I think it's been almost a year...?" Sora's eyes widen at the response. And slowly, tears start to form all over again, and they streak down his face. Sora covered his face, crying hard. Roxas, not having any experience to this particular situation whatsoever, looks around, trying to think of a way to comfort his friend. He recalled all those romantic movies he's watched, the character would hold the upset character and whisper sweet nothings, right? 'I-it might work, so let's try...'

Grasping the brunette by the shoulders, he pulled Sora towards him softly. He felt Sora fall on his chest and Sora's hands fall from his face only to wrap around Roxas' waist. And here he is, holding Sora as he cries hard on his chest. Now, those sweet nothings… 'Crap! What the fuck do I say?'

"S-Sora, it'll be alright, shhh you'll be okay…" he whispers into his ears. He heard more sobs and felt more tears wetting his shirt. 'D-did I say something wrong?' Sora lifts his head towards the blonde.

"It won't be alright! I won't be okay!" He yells. "I just! I just…*Sob* I just got cheated on by the one I loved most…!" Roxas raises a brow. 'Cheated on…? What is he on about?'

"What do you mean, Sora?" Sora looks up, and breathes in, before he spews out all his pent up feelings.

"I-I was just ch-cheated on… By Vanitas!"

"Wha-? What are you talking about? He's dating my brother!" Sora shakes his head and grips Roxas' shirt tightly. Sora grits his teeth and a few more drops of tears flow out of his eyes.

"M-Me and him… We were in a re-relationship for 5 months… And I was w-wondering where he went when we stay at m-my place until eight'o'clock… Then he leaves… A-and today, I got so curious, and decided to follow him to where h-he was going… I-I followed him h-here, only to see that he came here to see Ven… I'm such a fool!" Sora shouts out, his tears now falling relentlessly down his face. He then shows a small smile. "I sh-should've known… Wh-what an Idiot I-I am…" Roxas widens his eyes. He grabs Sora's shoulder and looks him in the eye.

"You're not an idiot Sora! Vanitas is… He's such an asshole, he did that to you… You don't deserve this! He should be the one hurting! Not you!" Roxas remarks. "Sora, you shouldn't be treated this way… You're too much of a good person to be in so much pain… You don't deserve this at all!"

"I don't d-deserve this? We all don't deserve t-the things we get, but they ha-happen anyway, Roxas… It happens because w-we're too careless about our decisions… I should've known Vanitas had a different lover… I am so pathetic…" Sora chuckles out, rubbing his neck as the tears continue it's down pour on his face. Roxas, having shed tears of his own, grits his teeth, looking down. It's true we all don't deserve what we get, but we get them anyway. He has no way to counter that fact. And it's also true that he should've known about Vanitas possibly having a different love. I mean, he's so popular with everyone, he could've been having an affair with multiple people, and not get caught. But…

"Sora, you're not pathetic. Vanitas is. You're an amazing person, with an amazing personality. He just lost someone so amazing! And he doesn't even know it. Instead of mulling over him, Sora, you should find someone who sees those characteristics about you. He's not worth it. He's not even worth any of your time, your words. You're so much better, and he's just some cocky asshole. Find a better person, Sora. Someone who really loves you. Someone who cares for you and will sacrifice everything for you. Someone that can make you his everything."

Sora looks up, finding the moonlight shine on Roxas, making him look like an angel. And with a smile like that…

"Someone that loves you, for you…"

Ba-thump…

Ba-thump…

Sora widens his eyes. 'This feeling… Why is my heart beating so fast and hard against my chest? Why does my face feel so hot? I haven't felt this way ever since I first saw Vanitas… Why am I feeling it now? Did Roxas just…?!'

Roxas lifts a brow. Why is Sora looking at him like that? With his eyes so wide open. It's like he saw a ghost or something…

"I-I've just fallen… All over again…" What? Fallen? What does that mean?

"Hey Sora, what do you-!" Lips. On his own. They're moving. Oh dear lord, they're soft, and they're moving against his. Luscious, sweet, soft, nice…

Roxas came back to his senses. He lightly pushed Sora away from him, covering his mouth with the back of his hand.

"W-w-w-what was th-that?" Roxas says, blushing. Sora averts his eyes, his cheeks red as well.

"I… I don't know, I just saw your face glowing and…" Sora hung his head, "I don't know…" He says quietly. Roxas stares at the brown mass of hair for some time before reaching towards it.

"Sor-" Out of the blue, Sora jumps up off the bed, and rushes towards the door.

"S-sorry for disturbing, I'll be going home now." And he stares up at the blond with a small smile, tiny tears at the edge of his eyes waiting for release. "See you tomorrow, Roxas."

"W-wait! Sora!" And with that, Sora runs out, shutting the door. Sora ran down the stairs swiftly, hearing a faint call of his name from Roxas, and then when he was opening the door, he heard a shout of his name out of Vanitas' mouth. Sora groans, biting the tears back and running towards his car, starting it up and leaving the neighborhood.

"Fuck, Sora…" Roxas breaths out under gritted teeth.

"Roxas… What happened? And how did Sora get in?" Ventus questions.

"Well, Sora got in like he used to when we were kids. And he saw you guys making out." Ven starts to blush crimson and stutter. "After that, he started crying." Vanitas then starts to cringe a little.

"What, why?"

"Ask Vanitas, he'll know why, for sure." Roxas says, glaring straight at Vanitas.

"We-well…" Ventus started to look wary as Vanitas shook in guilt and nervousness.

"Say it Vanitas! You lying, cheating mother fucker!" Ven and Vanitas jumped at the sudden yell.

"Shut the fuck up Roxas!" He retaliates.

"Rox, Van, what's going on?"

"Here's what's been going on, Vanitas has been cheating on you with Sora for the past 5 months!" Ventus jolted. It took him a little while to let it sink into him. And then it shook him.

"What… I-is this true, Vanitas?" Vanitas can't be doing such a thing. He wouldn't.

Vanitas nods.

Eyes filled with tears, Ventus turns around, slaps Vanitas, and screams. Vanitas takes a step back as tears started forming in the corner of Vens eyes.."Y-you were cheating on me?! With Sora, my childhood friend?! What the fuck!?" Ventus screeches out, crying hard. He then ran up the stairs and into his room. Vanitas looked as if he was in pain, and was about to follow the older blond until Roxas came up front.

"You gotta explain to me first before you see Ven." He says strictly.

"Move out of the fucking way, ass! You just ruined Ven and my relationship!"

"No I didn't, you did. You cheated on him. You cheated on Sora at the same time too! Why would you do something so low, fucker!" Roxas remarks, practically in Vanitas' face and flushed red due to anger.

"Listen here, dip-shit, I did it because Sora always followed me. He was fucking stalking me at times! I only dated him so that he could get off my back! Besides, the only thing I really did with him was make out okay?"

"Oh, so dating him was going to make him leave you alone? Who in hell ever thought that could work! He's the type to get attached to people! So, of course, he would get attached to you! Why don't you get your mind out of the fucking gutter and actually care about another person's feelings other than Vens! You low, sick-fuck!" Vanitas stares at Roxas in shock as Roxas panted harsh due to yelling so loudly. Roxas then straightens himself off, huffs at Vanitas and walks off up the stairs.

Vanitas hears a loud slam. Soon, Vanitas finds himself walking up the stairs and in front of Ventus's room. He knocks on the door softly. As soon as that, he hears loud footsteps near the door and a shout.

"What do you want?!"

"Ven, babe, please, can we just talk?" After a few seconds of hesitation, Ven opens the door, his eyes bloodshot and his lips pursed in a line. His gaze was towards the floor. Ven slowly moves aside, so that the raven-head can go through the door, only to grab Ven roughly around the waist and capture his lips with his own. Vanitas takes steps forward, forcing Ven to take the same amount of steps backwards, and Vanitas shuts the door with his foot.


Sora walks into his room, shutting his door and falling into his bed. Grabbing a pillow close to his chest, he weeps. 'Dammit! I can't believe I did that! Roxas probably thinks I'm weird now, and he probably hates me now! What the fuck am I going to do tomorrow? I'm gunna see him in class. God-' His train of thoughts stop as his phone rings. Gritting his teeth, he grabs his phone and widens his eyes.

"Roxas! Wait, no I shouldn't…"

'He might scream into my ears...' Hesitantly, Sora turned his phone off and placed it on his nightstand. Getting up to turn his light off, he placed the covers over himself as he thought over tonight's events.


"Dammit, Sora, Pick up!" Roxas growls as the phone in his hand continues to ring. And then the line cuts to the voicemail. Roxas throws his phone onto his bed angrily and sets himself onto his bed, putting his face into his hands and sighs. "Of course he's not going to pick up…"


A/N: Okay, I know, I know, I haven't updated in like FOREVER. But yeah ._. You can yell, I don't mind lmao Anyways, the ending was smooth, no cliffhanger, so stay in tune :)