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Hey guys. So it's been a while since I updated. My fanfic is really weird, a lot of the time some of my words get taken out so I'm really sorry if that happens!

Chapter 10:

P.O.V: Rose

The day after Scorpius came, we went back home. I could tell my mum was a little nervous about sending me away. She had been so worried about me for the past weeks.

After sitting around the house for days, Scorpius had finally convinced me to go to Nana and Grandpa's for dinner.

"You need some help?"

"Yeah. Thanks." Scorpius walked over to the bed where I was sitting and helped me pull a sweatshirt over my head. "Are you sure this is a good idea?"

"You need to get out, see your family. I'm sure this is a good idea."

"Okay. I guess so." He helped me up, trying to steady me when I wobble on my weak legs. When I had gone to St.M's a couple of weeks ago, I had grown super weak and had had to slowly regain my strength. I was barely able to walk.

I took a few steps, when my knee buckled under me. Luckily, Scorpius caught me before I landed on the ground.

"Are you all right?"

I nodded.

"Maybe it would be better if I carry you down stairs."

I nodded again. He scooped me off the floor and carried me to the fireplace, where we flooed to the burrow.

P.O.V: Scorpius

When we stepped out of the fireplace everything went quiet. Everyone stopped their conversations and stared at us. I have to admit it, I was kinda annoyed. Did these people not know to act natural? Being weird would just make Rose feel uncomfortable.

I broke the silence by clearing my throat. Hermione was the first one to react. She ran over and pulled out a chair so I could set Rose down.

A few awkward conversations broke out. Rose's Nana rushed over to where Rose was sitting, and started bombarding her with questions.

"Rose! Rose! Dear! Are you okay? Oh I've been so worried about you!" I saw Al watching me, worriedly, from across the room. "I haven't seen you for so long! You're so skinny Rosie, I can practically see your ribs. Your mum said there was a problem with your eating, since losing the baby, and everything..."

"Mum!" Ron yelled.

Oh god. My eyes met Al's and then they both went to Rose. At mention of the baby, Rose burst into tears. I ran to her side.

"Scorpius, I can't, I just can't." She whispered. I understood. As far as I knew Rose hadn't talked to anything about the baby. She sure as hell hadn't talked to me about it.

Unlike her, I had had someone to talk to, Al. I had been able to talk and cry as much as I needed.

I scooped her up again and flooed back home.

When we reached our fireplace I set Rose down on the couch and wrapped a blanket around her as she cried.

"Hey, hey, it's okay." I tried to comfort her.

"No! It's not okay, Scorpius! Our baby is gone!" she yelled "I want my baby!" Sobs shook her body.

I didn't know what to say.

"Just bring me to bed Scorpius." She whispered.

"No Rose, we need to talk about this. We can't be like this anymore. All we've done for the past weeks is avoid this conversation."

"Scorpius, I don't wanna talk about this. You don't understand."

"What do I not understand Rose? I went through the same exact thing that you did. Sometimes you just make me so fucking mad." I stood up, yelling. "I'm trying to talk to you and you won't even look me in the eyes. Do you know how fucking hard this has been for me? All I wanted to do was sit around and cry but I had to take care of you. It wasn't easy! I just had to fucking act like I didn't care that you lost our baby."

What I had just said took a while to register into my brain. I looked down at Rose, tears were streaming down her face.

"I didn't mean that Rose! I know it wasn't your-"

"Just leave me alone Scorpius!"

"Rose, I'm really sorry. You know I didn't mean it!"

She didn't respond. I decided the best thing to do was to listen to her. I left her, walking to the kitchen, my head in my hands.

P.O.V: Rose

Scorpius tried to get me to let him carry me up to bed but I wouldn't let him. I didn't want anything to do with him.

He must have waited until I fell asleep because I woke up upstairs. I tried to get out of bed but when I got up, my weak legs buckled underneath me. I collapsed on the ground. Before I knew it, Scorpius burst into the room.

"Rose! Are you okay?"

"I'm fine." I mumbled under my breath. I tried to push myself up but I couldn't do it.

"Let me help you." Scorpius grabbed my arm but I jerked it out of his grip.

"I can do it myself."

"Come on Rose. You're not strong enough. Just let me help you."

He took my arm and pulled it around his neck. He slipped his arm under my legs and pulled me into his arms. I didn't protest. He set me down gently on the our bed and stepped back to the doorway.

"Where did you sleep?" I whispered, tucking my hair behind one ear, avoiding Scorpius' piercing stare.

"The couch." When I didn't say anything else he turned and walked out of the room.

I had nowhere to go. Evidently I couldn't get up and go anywhere. I snuggled into the covers. As I shut my eyes I thought about how my life was completely falling apart.

"Hey Rose" Lily was standing in the doorway with a plate of what looked like waffles in her hand. "Scorpius made these for you. He told me to bring them up to you. How have you been?"

She handed me the plate and hopped onto the bed. Without giving me a chance to answer she started again.

"You should see the flowers mum helped me pick out!" she squealed "This muggle florist helped us. We wanted to use lilies because, well it's kinda obvious but all the combinations we had seen at other places just looked dreadful with my hair color and the bridesmaid dresses. White was the only color that really worked so this lady made an arrangement with white roses and those jasmines that are a little pink and it's just the pretties combination ever!" she gushed.

"Shut up Lily." I whispered "

"What?"

"Shut up! Just shut up! I don't care about your stupid wedding. How can you just prance in here and pretend that everything is just fine?" my voice broke "Why didn't you visit?

I needed my best friend Lily, I needed you, and you never came! Scorpius had Al and I had no one. I lost my baby Lily. Was that not a good enough reason to forget about your wedding for a minute and come visit me?"

Lily sat there stunned. "Oh Rose. I'm so-"

"Just get out. I don't want to hear your apologies Lily. You weren't there when I needed you most and that's all that matters. I don't want anything to do with you or your wedding."

I turned my back to her and curled up with my blanket. As I heard Lily leave the room a sob escaped my mouth.

P.O.V: Al

"Al, I really messed up." Scorpius was sitting next to me at my flat.

"Scorp, I'm sure it wasn't that bad. Anyway, it's Rose, she always forgives you."

"You don't understand Al! I practically told her it was her fault that our baby died! You don't just forgive someone for that. I just can't even believe I said that, obviously I didn't mean it. I know there was nothing she could do, I just said it but it wasn't what I was trying to say."

Before I could reply my front door crashed open. Lily ran in, tears streaming down her face.

"Lily?! What's wrong?" I jumped up and pulled her into a hug.

She cried into my shoulder and stammered something about Rose.

"What happened with Rose?"

"She sob was mad that I sob didn't come and visit her sob. She told me sob she didn't want anything to sob do with me."

"Oh Lils you know she didn't mean that."

"But she's right Al, I should have visited. I don't know why I didn't. I just didn't know what to say, and I was so busy with all the wedding preparations. I just, I should have visited her Al." she sobbed.

"It's okay Lil. She'll forgive you. I know she will."

"I think I should get back." Scorpius announced. "Thanks for everything Al. And Lily, she'll forgive you Lily. He's right." He apparated away.

P.O.V: Rose

I was lying in bed, the plate of untouched waffles Scorpius had made for me lying on the floor. I turned to the door when I heard a small knock. I saw Astoria Malfoy poking her head into the room.

"Rose? Would it be okay if I came in?"

"Yeah." I tried to sit up in bed. Astoria came in and helped prop me up on the backboard. "If you could just get me downstairs, we could have a cup of tea." I suggested.

Astoria nodded. She put my arm around her neck so she was supporting most of my weight and we were able to wobble our way downstairs. She set me down on the couch and waved her wand conjuring up two cups of tea.

"Did Scorpius send you here?" I asked curling my legs up onto the couch.

"Do I need my son to give me an excuse to visit you?" Astoria smiled "No, I came here on my own. I've really missed seeing you and Scorpius. It feel like it's been forever since I last saw you. Now, is there a reason Scorpius should come to me?" Astoria asked, raising her eyebrow.

"Well, I kinda haven't been talking to him."

"And why is that?"

"He said it was my fault I lost the baby."

"Oh dear" She rested her head in her hands "he has such a way of putting his foot in his mouth."

"He said he didn't mean it but" I shrugged "I don't know if I believe that. Part of me believes what the doctors and parents keep telling me, that I couldn't have done anything, but the other part thinks that what Scorpius said was right. Maybe I just didn't deserve to have a baby."

I avoided Astoria's gaze as tears welled up in my eyes.

"Oh don't say that. Rose, if anyone deserves and is ready to be a mom, it's you. It was most definitely not your fault. If it was anyone besides my son, I would tell you to hold this over his head and to never forgive him but he is my son and I know he would never do anything to hurt you. He loves you Rose. You might not be able to see it, but I can tell he really cares about you. During the time he was staying with Draco and I, he was miserable. Whenever anyone brought news about you he would freak out, hoping it was always good. He barely talked to me or his dad and he may have thought we didn't hear but he cried a few times, and you know Scorpius, he's not much of a crier. I admit, I was ecstatic about becoming a grandmother as I'm sure you were about being a mum. Maybe this just wasn't your time. But your time will come."

"What if it doesn't?" I whispered "What if Scorpius and I are never normal again?"

"Everything that has happened will make the two of you stronger. I pro-"

"Mum?" right then, Scorpius walked into the room. "What are you doing here?"

Astoria gave me a knowing look before she got up and dragged Scorpius into the kitchen.

I heard Astoria. "How could you say that! That is total bull shit and you know that!"

"Mum I know! Ouch! Mum!"

"I love you Scorpius but you better fix this."

I heard the crack of Astoria apparating away. Scorpius returned to the couch rubbing the side of his head. He sat down next to me on the couch looking disgruntled.

"Rose" he sighed "I'm so sorry. I know there was nothing you could have done. I know you don't want to forgive me, I get it, I'm a total arse but I love you, and I'll always love you…"

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