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P.O.V:Rose

"Mmmhh" I mumbled rolling over in bed, throwing my arm across my body, hitting Scorpius in the chest. He lifted his head.

"Hey." He mumbled.

"Hey." I whispered back.

"I love you so much." He brushed away the lock of hair that had fallen in front of my eyes. I pulled myself closer to him.

"Thanks for forgiving me."

P.O.V Scorpius

As we stood on the porch of the burrow, Rose kept bobbing up and down on the balls of her feet. I pulled her into my chest wrapping my arms around her.

"Scorpius, Rose!" Rose's Aunt Ginny pulled open the door. She hugged us both and then pulled us into the house.

"Rose?" someone called from the other side of the room. Turning I saw Hugo striding across the room. He engulfed Rose in a hug, lifting her off her feet.

"I haven't seen you in forever sis! How have you been?" his voice lowered "Are you all right?"

When she didn't answer, he turned to me.

"We, we're holding up."

"I'm so sorry I didn't come and visit. Actually, I only found out a week ago, cause I went to Scotland and all with Emily. I don't know why Mum didn't just owl me. I actually yelled at her a little, I mean you're my sister, she should have told me right away. She made up some excuse about not wanting to ruin our trip, but really I don't know what she was thinking. But yesterday she filled me in and I couldn't wait to see you. Are you okay?" glancing at Rose I saw she was staring off into the house a day-dreamish look on her face. "Rose?"

"Who's Emily?" Rose asked.

"Did you hear anything else I said Rose, or were you just trying to figure out who Emily was that entire time?"

"All I heard was that you went on a trip with a girl named Emily." Rose shrugged.

"God, I've missed you." Hugo laughed pulling Rose into another hug.

"Wait, I think Mum told me about her, she said she keeps you "in line" or something, I don't know. You guys are still together?!"

"Ermm...yeah. We've been together for around 7 months now"

Rose giggled. "Can you believe this Scorpius?"

"In all honesty, no. Sorry mate." I laughed clapping Hugo on the back.

At Hogwarts, Hugo had a big reputation as a player, I think the longest relationship he had was only a month long. Al and I had always teased him about having "commitment issues".

As the night went on, we small talked with most of the family, everyone made an effort to avoid any "big" topics. Before we knew it we were all sitting at the table, ready to eat another of Molly's delicious meals.

"Excuse me, everyone." James stood up, tapping his spoon against his glass. "Charlotte and I have an announcement to make." Charlotte, who was sitting next to him, stood up. She looked as if she was going to burst with happiness.

"I'm pregnant!"

Chaos broke out. People started yelling and screaming. Ginny and Harry were beaming and everyone crowded around the couple, giving hugs and wishing them congratulations. I looked to Rose, she had a look of pure shock on her face. I got up and pulled Rose to her feet next to me. No one noticed us slip out the back door. We walked down the street away from the burrow, my arm around Rose's waist, her hand holding my arm tightly. We walked for a long time, neither of us talking, just walking.

"It's just not fair." Rose sniffled, stopping in the road. I turned to her, pulling her into my arms. We stood like that, in the middle of the road, my arms around Rose, for quite some time.

"I just don't understand!" She pulled away from me, there were tears welled up in her eyes. "What did I do wrong?"

I tilted Rose's face, forcing her to look me in the eye.

"Don't say that Rose, it wasn't your fault! I know you keep saying that you know that, but I don't think you do, I really don't. I love you Rose, I love you so much and I hate seeing you like this, I hate seeing you blame yourself for something that you didn't have any control over."

Rose just stared up at me, her big eyes staring into mine, seeming as if she was searching for something. She grabbed hold of my hand and pulled me behind her to a small bench, where we used to hang out as teenagers.

I sat next to her and she leaned her head against my shoulder.

"I don't know Scorpius," Rose sighed "I just can't explain it."

"I know this might be hard but I think we should talk about this. All of it. If you don't want to we don't have to, I just know how much it helped with Al and I really just want us to be normal, together, happy again." My words tumbled out of my mouth.

"Okay." was all Rose said

"From the beginning?" Rose whispered.

"From the beginning." I squeezed her hand.

Rose took a deep breath. Letting it out, she started, "Do you remember when Healer Brown first told us?" I nodded. "You tried to talk to me, but I just couldn't. I didn't know what to say, how to react. How are you supposed to react? It felt like a part of me was missing." Rose's voice started to get louder. "I mean one minute my baby was inside my belly and the next thing I knew, it was gone, and I just, I felt like I was gone to." Rose paused for a minute, I put my arm around her, pulling her into me. "I didn't understand. I still don't," her voice cracked and there were tears rolling down her cheeks."Why didn't our baby live? I don't understand why for some reason I was perfectly fine and our baby wasn't. So I didn't eat, I didn't talk, because no one would understand what I had to say. Mum and Dad didn't, whenever they looked at me I could just see they though I was to weak to endure anything. Anyone, anyone I saw, always looked at me in pity, and I hated it. I was furious and scared and devastated, but I needed some normal in my life, and no one was acting normal. When I was finally getting back to regular me, you locked the door to the nursery, which was one of my outlets. I could just sit in there, thinking about what had happened. I could slowly get used to the thought, that it was gone, and never coming back. Then at the Weasley dinner, Nana freaked out, and it just brought back so many of my emotions, I couldn't take it. Then." She looked up at me "you said that thing about it being my fault, and I knew deep down that you didn't mean it, part of me just thought the same the thing. Now Charlotte is pregnant, and I'm happy for her, I am. I just don't understand why they get a baby and we don't. It just isn't fair"

"I know." I whispered. I got up off the bench and pulled Rose to her feet. "Thank you for telling me everything Rose."

A faint smile appeared on her lips.

"I love you." I whispered and kissed her on the tip of her nose. "I love you so much." She pulled my face to hers, her soft lips pressed to mine. She took my hand in hers as we started walking back down the road.

"I love you too."

We walked back to the burrow in silence. We were right about at the door when Rose turned to me.

"Scorpius, can we just go home? I just don't wanna do all of this right now."

"I feel the same exact way." I replied and with Rose's hand in mine I apparated us home.

Rose's recovery was going well. Her meals were still small, but they were a lot bigger than her almost nonexistent ones earlier in the month. It had been two weeks after James and Charlotte had announced they were expecting. After Rose and I had left, we had sat up all night together. She felt terrible about the fact that we hadn't congratulated them at all. I knew they would understand, that our emotions just got in the way, but Rose didn't see it like that. Rose decided to visit Charlotte the next week and she later told me the visit was productive, although short, because they had both started crying. I knew it was still hard for Rose, shit, it was hard for me to, but the talk we had, had really helped.

Currently, Rose was out on a small walk with Lily, something they did regularly. Rose got worn out easily and she hadn't regained all her strength, but she was getting there. Sometimes she cried at night, but she was practically normal again.

Lily, on the other hand, well, I'm almost positive she had gone mad. All she would talk about was her wedding, and she would never shut up. I felt bad for Rose, I knew if I was going on walks with Lily five times a week, I would have already killed her. It must not have bothered Rose so much, maybe it took her mind off of everything else.

I was in the middle of making dinner when I heard the door open. Lily ran into the kitchen, her hair, which was pulled into a high ponytail frizzing around her, like she had been running.

"Okay Scorpius, don't freak out!"

"Oh god, what did you do?" I rolled my eyes at her.

"So, Rose agreed to go to Al's cause he finally called me to get his official tux measurements, because my brother is such an arse he waited two weeks before the wedding to do it, even though I specifically told him to get it done early."

"Lily, can you get to the point?"

"Oh yeah sorry. So Rose, she was you know, just sitting there, not doing anything and she just fainted! Al go her up and everything but he told me to come get you."

"Crap." I muttered. "Did you have her eat anything after your walk?"

Lily shook her head.

"Okay. Can you hang around here and make sure this sauce doesn't burn? I'm going to get her."

"Umm Scorpius, I don't really know how to cook…"

I handed her a spatula. "Just stir."

She started to protest, but ignoring her I apparated away.

I burst through the door to Al's loft, and saw Rose sitting on the couch, nippling nervously on a pretzel.

"Scorpius, is that you?" I heard Al call.

"Yeah." I yelled back, walking over to Rose. When she caught sight of me, she looked relieved.

"Hey."

I pulled her up into my arms. "You okay?" I felt her nod against my shoulder.

"Did Lily tell you what happened?" Al asked from the doorway.

"Yeah" I sat on the couch and pulled Rose down next to me, resting her head against me. "I gotta stop letting you go out with Lily, she wears you down too much."

"No, she needs me right now. She's totally freaking out. We still have so much to do."

"Wow," AI chuckled "When did it turn into a joint wedding?"

Rose glared at him. "I'm just helping her out! It's a lot of work!"

"Come on, it's trying on your dresses every few hours. Like you'll all of a sudden just gain 50 pounds. And uh picking out flowers."

"Oh no. Don't you take that tone with me Albus. It is so much more than that, it is a shit load of work."

"Oh stop being so dramatic Rosie. If you think it's so much work, okay, okay. You don't gotta freak out."

"It's not like you would know. You've been single for what? Two years?"

That shut him up.

"Well, I better get you home and feed you before you faint again." I tried to brake up their stupid argument'

"Or before she kills me." Al added under his breath, avoiding Rose's eyes, which were practically shooting daggers at him.

"Sounds like a good idea." I helped Rose to her feet and apparated us back home.

Rose wobbled slightly as her feet touched the floor of the kitchen. There, I saw Lily sitting on the counter, her legs wrapped around her fiancé, snogging him, looking as if she was eating his face.

He cleared his throat "Umm, Nate...when did you get here?"

Nate jumped, not having heard us get home. When he saw us, his whole face flushed.

"Uh-uh-I-uh-um" he stuttered.

"Oh hey guys, sorry I got kinda bored." Lily stated. "Okay, we're gonna go home now." She hopped off the counter and pulling Nate behind her, they walked to the fireplace and were gone.

"Well, that was...weird."

"God. She's so...ugh, sometimes."

"You can say that again."

After we ate, I pulled Rose onto the couch.

"I love you, Rose." I pulled her towards me. Her lips met mine and I rested my hand in the crook of her neck. I tried to intensify the kiss, hoping it would lead somewhere but I felt Rose's hand pressing against my chest, she pulled her lips away from mine.

"I'm really tired, I'm gonna go up to bed." She mumbled, avoiding eye contact. "g'night."

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